Depression

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Oh I forgot to mention the fit Doctor whom I saw on Friday. When I booked my appointment I was given a Doctor that I hadn't heard of before and for some reason assumed it was female. So you can imagine my surprise on Friday morning. I'm sitting there waiting to be called in and out comes this sexy guy and calls my name. He was so lovely as well. At the end he turned to me and said 'is there anything else I can help you with' I'm sure I must have gone red. I said no thank you and hurried out.

mclaren_2

razorbladekisses wrote: »

My ex whom I broke up with last week was nasty to me the other day. He sent me a text message on Wed/Thurs(?) telling me how he had met someone last Saturday and how they got on amazingly well. Now, I'm happy for him to meet new people but I just don't want to be told about it. It's cruel and upsetting. Also on the Monday evening (considering he met her on Sat) he was still trying to get back with me! :mad: Anyway, I guess it's for the best that we broke up. He didn't care about me anyway and was always busy with his friends to see me. A big thank you to Rosie for being there for me the other day and cheering me up. She's a great girl

My other ex who still owes me money :mad: I am in the process of taking him to court. I'm now at the stage ready to issue a warrant. I just need £55 in order to do so. He's another loser. I really hate men atm.

Both of your ex's sound like a*seholes. If he keeps texting you, you could contact the phone company and tell them that you keep getting hastled and they can change your number for free. I know its not a good option, but atleast that way, he wont beable to contact you.

As for your other ex - its good that you're taking him to court. He will have to pay you back court costs aswell - im 100% behind you on that one

As for hating men - were not all that bad .... or are we..... lol

Its great that you went out though for a meal! I know exactly what you mean when you go out, i am extremly self conchous and never eat out - i would have a panic attack if i did probably - well i did the last time - just ran out of the place

queensway_boy

razorblade,change you sim card in your phone;)

mclaren_2

Well i thought i was finished posting in here - but i guess not.....

bout 8 weeks ago, i went to GP as my mood was going down a bit - she told me to restart the AD's - so i did, but then i started having breathing problems caused by bronchitice, chest infection and asthma all together - so for 6 weeks, i was completly drained.

I still am drained now, hardly any energy to do anything. I even tried meditation again - worked for a while, felt good but today im just back down again.

if i had to put ma mood on a scale 1 - 100 1 being worst it would be about 15 today. I just fear that i am going to hit that bottom step again. Last time i was there, i ended up with a slashed arm, bruises n headaches with bashinn ma head of a wall.

The bad part of it all - is i hate to moan. the past week, i have put a mask on. Lied to myself, saying its okay, and i am okay - telling every1 i am perfect, and better, and feeling great - when inside ive been an absolut wreck.

I also feel that i cant go back to my GP as i have been to see the GP about 9 times in the past 3 months - only once about my DP and 8 times about asthma /chest infection / bronchitice.

In control of the asthma and that now but when i get agitated, my anxiaty takes over, causing some panic attacks, which in turn brings on the asthma worse - which makes me not breathe, which in turn makes me panic more and anxiaty gets worse .... visious circle!

Karrie

McLaren

Well, you can keep me company on that bottom step. I however, I am no position to give you advise but it doesn't matter how many times you've been to the doc, you go if you feel you need to. That's what they are there for. Good luck.

EthelBloggs

hiya evryone

been home a while, but I was so shattered I had to go n have a lie down, lol

daughter doesn't seem too bad atm.. although she's on 10 minute obs and can't go out without a nurse escort :eek: took her to buy some clothes n things so she's a happy bunny for now.

I bought some new towels and bedding for the house and a new laundry basket.. maybe the lazy !!!!!!s will actually start using it :rolleyes:

other than that.. nothing much.. just I'm absolutely exhausted - about ready to fall into bed tbh

RBK, great to hear you're happy at work n stuff.. sod the ex.. go get a new hairdo and text him back about the great guy you met last night if he wants to play games.. you play it better

Karrie.. well done! I can imagine how you felt, I'm crap at confrontations too. Hopefully things will improve now and if not.. get the rozzers in!

HIya to eveyone else.. sorry if I don't mention you all by name, I'm too lazy and too sleepy to scroll back Hope you're all fine.. big huggs xxxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Thanks for the support guys

The first ex is definately an !!!!!!!. The other well...I just don't understand.

Unfortunately even though I have taken him to court there is no guarantee at all that I'll get my money back. He sometimes pays me the odd £50 as and when he can be bothered. If I don't chase him for it he just doesn't pay up. I don't understand how some people can just take advantage of another persons good nature. He really is despicable.

I know not all men are !!!!!!!s but atm it feels like it.

mclaren, Have you stopped taking the meds? If you're experiencing such awful side effects I'd get the Doctor to change them.

From your post I really do think you should go back to your GP. Clearly things are not right and you need him/her to do something. Please don't feel bad about going back to your GP again. That is what they are there for.

Karrie

Thanks Ethel. I was a trembling wreck but I managed to make some kinda sense in the end :rolleyes:

Glad to hear your daughter is doing OK. She's got a great mum to support her. You deserve an early night.

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hello Ethel, have a (((HUG))) sounds like your day has tired you out. I am glad to hear that your daughter is OK. Did she go with you to buy new clothes? What did you/she buy?

mclaren_2

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Thanks for the support guys

The first ex is definately an !!!!!!!. The other well...I just don't understand.

Unfortunately even though I have taken him to court there is no guarantee at all that I'll get my money back. He sometimes pays me the odd £50 as and when he can be bothered. If I don't chase him for it he just doesn't pay up. I don't understand how some people can just take advantage of another persons good nature. He really is despicable.

I know not all men are !!!!!!!s but atm it feels like it.

mclaren, Have you stopped taking the meds? If you're experiencing such awful side effects I'd get the Doctor to change them.

From your post I really do think you should go back to your GP. Clearly things are not right and you need him/her to do something. Please don't feel bad about going back to your GP again. That is what they are there for.

End of the day - your ex is still a no good aragant little pr(ck who needs to be taken down a peg or 4.

If you start the legal action, and tell him you are int eh middle of starting it, he might get a kick up the !!! that he needs to pay you back?

As for the meds - i took them 8 weeks ago but only for a couple of days, and then i had the other medical probs - and then was put on the steroids to control my breathing - didnt restart the ad's - but at that point i felt fine.

Hate to think i am reliant on medication to make my mood average.

As for GP - i might call up tomorow - but i know i will not get an appointment till end of the week or start of next. Still - hate to keep going there as they prob mark you down as a hypacondriact lol