Depression

beer2006

EthelBloggs wrote: »

Lol, I do beleive that's called a pub crawl down here

Glad you had lots of fun tho

Sounds more like a beer marathan to me! 8 to 10 miles............ bliimey. Couldn't someone not drink and drive a blimin car? :rotfl:

But yep, I echo old blue head up there ^ glad you had a good time

And a big hello and happy Sunday to everyone :wave: I am in one of my rare good moods

Sazbo

beer2006 wrote: »

Sounds more like a beer marathan to me! 8 to 10 miles............ bliimey. Couldn't someone not drink and drive a blimin car? :rotfl:

But yep, I echo old blue head up there ^ glad you had a good time

And a big hello and happy Sunday to everyone :wave: I am in one of my rare good moods

old blue head :rotfl: :rotfl: you're in big trouble now!

Big hello to you too :wave: Anything nice planned for today beer?

Sazzyxxxx

beer2006

Sazbo wrote: »

old blue head :rotfl: :rotfl: you're in big trouble now!

Big hello to you too :wave: Anything nice planned for today beer?

Sazzyxxxx

Hi Saz

A nice restful day today, got the woodburner and the jukebox going and am chillin
Had my lovely day yesterday, so am taking it easy today.

What about you? Whats going on in your head/house today?

Sazbo

beer2006 wrote: »

Hi Saz

A nice restful day today, got the woodburner and the jukebox going and am chillin
Had my lovely day yesterday, so am taking it easy today.

What about you? Whats going on in your head/house today?

Very little and very little:D - no bad thing really. Just making the most of the fact that i had a really good night's sleep last night, first time in ages. In fact i only woke up when my phone rang this morning/afternoon:D

Sun trying to come out, so think i'll have another cuppa then think about going for a walk down to little venice, feel like seeing some water today. But basically chillin, same as you and tryin not to think of the 'w' word tomorrow!

Sxxx

learning_to_drive

Hello guys, I relented and returned to play football, we won 4-1, I had a major go after we conceded at two players, one was going on and telling me to shut up etc, even after I tried to apologise afterwards. Heat of the moment thing.

!!!!ed me off majorly, I just want to win, I was out of order and apologised but still got short shrift, so !!!! it. Clique's main member, we have a bit of history too but I really felt we were over it all.

To cap it all, this lad got booked for shouting at our manager (the ref today) cue his mate coming over and saying that I should be booked too (so a player on my team, was asking for me to be booked), I never thought I would see the day. Thank christ I dont have a car, because I would have walked at half time and gone.

I dont really know why I bother wasting my time, my best friend plays and its like its only us sometimes against the world. I want to win and wont tolerate !!!!!! from people who play like !!!!!. I have a go, quite rightly, and get shot down, I very much doubt I will go back, we have a decent side that is ravaged by people living in a false sense of security and friendships. There are so many bluffers, bullshitters and tag along's.

The clique have a habit of turning on people who they dont like, certainly one or two do, I know this lad doesnt like me, and a lad they all know (goes out with em an everything) is the other keeper, they are trying to force me out now I feel to get him in, because Im the better keeper on ability they do it very slyly.

I am recovering from depression and anxiety, and would like to say I feel so much better and happier and able to cope with problems, but I am recovering, Its been so hard and Ive made so many hard decision around (evil ex), work, jobs, nights, life choices, car, money etc. Its been a bloody hard slog to do this whilst battling all my problems, and Its so hard to climb up the mountain, but as we know, a little event can send you crashing back down to the bottom. I dont need the stress of football when I have my life nearly sorted, certainly when things are as delicate as they are.

My life is made up of little blocks, they all interlock to make my life, if one fails, then everything else will have to work harder to compensate, in my current state I cant afford for that to happen, both monetary and mentally.

I just think im wasting my time, Id rather spend Sunday mornings with my girlfriend and her baby Its very disappointing but I cant carry on tolerating the mistreatment. They can have their way, I dont want to know anymore.

learning_to_drive

I haven't given up, I just feel that me as a person doesn't deserve this, and I shouldn't stand for it.

Let_Robinson_Sing

beer2006 wrote: »

Sounds more like a beer marathan to me! 8 to 10 miles............ bliimey. Couldn't someone not drink and drive a blimin car? :rotfl:

there was one couple who did have a car but that could only fit 5 people in. But the weather was absolutely gorgeous and it would have been rude to travel in the car.

:rotfl:

Sazbo

LTD hun the simple truth is you're worth more than that and you deserve better. And the fact that you can see the situation for what it is is a good thing. Spend your time with people who value your time.

Sazzyxxx

learning_to_drive

LTD hun the simple truth is you're worth more than that and you deserve better. And the fact that you can see the situation for what it is is a good thing. Spend your time with people who value your time.

Sazzyxxx

Indeed, I cant carry on, I cant have "team-mates" asking for me to be booked, its the final straw.

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote: »

Indeed, I cant carry on, I cant have "team-mates" asking for me to be booked, its the final straw.

It's petty and small-minded, is all. Leave them to it.

Sx