Depression

EthelBloggs

Evening everyone

Im feeling really crappy and down today. Spent the whole day washing clothes by hand, including bedding and jeans.. no mean feat at my height!!

Just asked my son to go to the corner shop and get some milk cos he drank it all and I'd like a cuppa and he won't go! he also cooked himself something to eat and has left the kitchen like a tip :mad: I'm bloody fuming.. my fingers are all sore and raw from washing HIS flippin clothes and he wont even take 2 mins to nip across the road so I can have a cuppa!

sorry, had to get that off me chest before i go and commit infanticide, or would it be teenagericide? anyway..

Let_Robinson_Sing

EthelBloggs wrote: »

Evening everyone

Im feeling really crappy and down today. Spent the whole day washing clothes by hand, including bedding and jeans.. no mean feat at my height!!

Just asked my son to go to the corner shop and get some milk cos he drank it all and I'd like a cuppa and he won't go! he also cooked himself something to eat and has left the kitchen like a tip :mad: I'm bloody fuming.. my fingers are all sore and raw from washing HIS flippin clothes and he wont even take 2 mins to nip across the road so I can have a cuppa!

sorry, had to get that off me chest before i go and commit infanticide, or would it be teenagericide? anyway..

Thats very selfish of your son. I'd go for you if you want

EthelBloggs

aww you're a sweetheart.. but he's gone now.. lil git!!

maybe it's his age.. he's always been really good and helpful til recently.

Im just tired n fed up and out of sorts i think.. i need sommat good to happen for a change

stenny_2

EthelBloggs wrote: »

.. i need sommat good to happen for a change

I'm back will that do ok for u hun?
(trying to sort MSN again hun but working on it as we speak, it went loopy again, been away the whole day so not long back)

Hope everyone's well, been away for a bit, had a little time out.

:A

EthelBloggs

stenny wrote: »

I'm back will that do ok for u hun?

:A

It'lll do for starters

fekk.. I've got tears now.. I ama bloody wreck, lol

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote: »

It'lll do for starters

fekk.. I've got tears now.. I ama bloody wreck, lol

Hey, love ya hun

sazbomberxxxxxxx

learning_to_drive

Hi l-t-d!
How are you angel? Still got the application form addiction I see? Well hun, at least you're trying.

Strange day, went out last night, im not drinking anymore with the AD's, I honestly mean it, vivid dreams again, was one particular one about the ex that scared me a lot! The interview at ASDA House went well i felt, they were very impressed with my stuff I had done for ASDA, he asked me what had happened to make me leave, I said travelling to work without a car and things.
Good luck with that hun.
Please, please, please don't ever drink while on meds hun or anyone else that does too. Meds are a powerful drug and shouldn't be 'played' with - it's like Russian Roulette.
If you've missed tablets for whatever reason, this is also dangerous as you are sending your body's chemistry a physics lesson!
How can we get well guys if we are drinking with and/or missing our meds? In fact, it makes your mental health worse and then because we don't think the tablets are working, we may stop taking them and not bother going back to the dr. It really can have that knock-on effect. Sorry - not meaning to preach guys. I'm not having a go at anyone. It's only because I care. If we want to get as well as we can, then we have to follow the rules. If you need help with these points, please speak to your gp guys - they do understand and may even be able to help.

I hope you're finally getting some rest angel.
Me? I'm still on page 185!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Hi Tiff,

Thanks for that posting I dont drink nowhere near as much now, its pretty good But you are correct, it plays havoc and has added to myworsening hangovers so I avoid it largely, but sometimes I give in

No news / luck with jobs yet, sure something will come up, probably all at once knowing my luck!

Sorry to hear about your crisis Tiff I would really pursue it as much as you can, disgraceful the way people act, breaks my heart to think of Tiff scrimping her money together to lend someone it, only for them to !!!!!! off

rose07

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Rose, I've missed you! It sounds like you've had a tough time over the last week or so. Lots of things going on in your head. You're such a talented girl, with so much to give. Don't ever give up. With lots of help and support from family, friends and us here you'll get there (wherever there is). From time to time life will treat you like !!!!. It's life's way of challenging us. Seeing if we can overcome things, testing us I suppose.

That poem made me cry I really feel for you hun. Just remember even though she's no longer here in person, she lives on in people like you. You'll never be lonely because she'll be right there looking after you. (((HUGS)))

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Hi hun

missed you too.


Im doing my best, i really am, but its almost like a fuzziness atm, im totally lost

I seen my doctor today, he has doubled my meds, signed off sick, says i am getting more anxious by the day, anxiety is all over the place, hearing seeing things that arent there, well there there i just interpret them differently. He also mentioned going back into hospital, now I have mixed feelings about this, as atm I am lost, i have lost the path, back at the brick a beyond :rolleyes: , I dunno what to do. im soo scared.

On the up, i have made contact with two of my friends at home here, been isolating myself recently, but have told them and even tho they are busy, i know they are there. And there are the people professionals around as well, i just gotta use them. Something inside me has given up tho, i dunno what it is, maybe my spirit, just gotta find it again

To all those that need one



And Tiff what would you be saying to one of us, if we were in your situation, i think you know what you need to do hun. take it easi tho, a big tiffy letter should do it, or you tell them rose will start getting her wellies again , and we dont want that, do we?

Well sweet dreams everyone

xxx

Horasio

stenny wrote: »

I'm back will that do ok for u hun?
(trying to sort MSN again hun but working on it as we speak, it went loopy again, been away the whole day so not long back)

Hope everyone's well, been away for a bit, had a little time out.

:A

Welcome back - enjoyed the chat:)

learning_to_drive

Hi Stenny, hope you are well