Depression

lauranurse

Pumpkin Pie, I hope you manage the party ok, I know how it feels for depression to get in the way.

Just put on your face and try and enjoy it just a tiny bit, and afterwards give yourself a huge pat on the back for being able to do it.

Take care x

rose07

Tiff wrote:

Hi rose!:hello:

Welcome home!

rose07 wrote:

Hi everyone miro, tiff, fg, saz, ethel, elona, gl, ltd, and well... everyone you know who you are by now, lol. including the newbies, welcome to our humble abode, lol , i see we have a new place, hmm might take me a while to find my comfy chair. lol
Rosie is back from gran's
first my gran is doing ok, she is a fighter.

I'm so glad you saw her and that she's not too bad. I bet it did her the world of good seeing you.

rose07 wrote:

and tiff i am sooo sorry to hear about your mum, its soo not fair hun, esp when its sooo close to your dad, but you know where i am if you need me hun, i am here anytime xxx
BIG ROSIE HUG
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Awww - thanks hun. That's really kind of you and I'll shout if I need you angel. Glad to hear you enjoyed your trip.:T

ok so rosie has some news...........
when i was in glasgow i went to the Big Brother audition :eek: , all i can say is WOW.
i was on edge for 3 hours just waiting in a que, i made some mates and clicked instantly with soo many people , was an amazing atmosphere. i never thought i would do it, as there was sooo many people, i was all on me own, and did not know where i was. lol yeah i know i was in glasgow. anyway it tested me alot as farr as my confidence, my self esteem, and my nerves, stress and anxiety levels etc.... so if you ever need a major challenge just try it. lol

See guys - you just never know where she'll pop up next! Keep your eye on NO.10 everyone!!!:eek:
Rose, that sounds fantastic! What did you have to do hun? Details!!! Did you make it? It sounds like you had a fantastic time - good for you hun. :T Now make sure you keep on looking after yourself PROPERLY y'hear?;)
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

hello tiff huni

well i hope you are looking after ya self

i ave appointments all week next week, :eek: , i go away get back and everyone one wants to see me, lol. doctor monday, anger management on tuesday, and psychiatrist on weds, lol, wonder what else, oh yeah and im starting next step which is a kinda place where ill people can be together socialise and helps you get back on ya feet to give you motivation.

i think my grn was glad to see me, how is your mum doing huni?
i hope she ok?

so ya wanna know about the BB audition, bad news is i didnt get through but i did try.

i waited for 3 hours, the atmosphere was amazing huni, it tested me limits to the max, i was on edge for ages, just waiting. thn when we finally got to the front, we were chosen in groups of 10 we had to do tasks, :rotfl: , oh this was funi, first we had to get a partner and find out as much as possible about them, and then talk about them to the rest of the group, the guy i was with spoke about me like i had sex appeal all over me :rotfl: , great!!!

next task we had to all hold hands and make shapes, a circle, a star and rectangle. next we had a discussion task where we had a question which was if you found out ya mate was being cheated on what would you do? we then had to discuss why we chos it, i have pics of the audition if you wanna see hun

i hope you ok and looking after ya self or rosie will come get ya

much love xxxxxxxxx

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote:

Sorted, parents getting a loan for me (£5k) and I am going to pay off the car, then sell the car to a dealer or somethig, thus using that money to pay off HFC (29.9% - £515) and Mint Cards (£900 16.9%) and possibly my catalogue debts too. Any spare, I will put £500 away for a used car when I am sorted a bit more, and there is some small outgoings with car insurance on my dads car (old corsa so not too much).

Saving £360 a month (taking away minimum payments / petrol / car insurance etc etc)

Feel better now, obviously not 100% right but on my way, looking at taking a job that involves day working at Natwest, was offered it in the new year but couldnt take it because of my problem with having the car but not being able to use it (public transport only).

Hi LTD

Glad you're feeling a bit better about things, sounds like you've got a good plan together there and that in itself hopefully will lessen the burden of anxiety. As Tiff says, by all means leave if you need to, but see if you can stick with Asda for a bit longer because the grass isn't always greener and the act of switching from job to job is in itself destabilising when you need to be cultivating some settledness in your life. Sazx

feelinggood_2

Sazbo wrote:

Feelie you're doing great. Appreciate you posting, as I was wondering how it went re pub. Honestly, if I had an ounce of your determination I'd be a so much better Sazzy:) Good to hear from you, hope you got stuff sorted post-epiphany.

Love,
Sazxxx

There is always doubt after an epiphany :rotfl:

Feelie is a confuzzled mess and isn't very happy tbh, but nowt can be done, I'm just counting the minutes till bed time every day :-/

Sazbo

queensway_boy wrote:

Big HUgs to everyone xxxx

Big elastic hugs back atcha, QB! :wave:

Sazx

rose07

Hi everyone feelie, saz, tiff, ccstar, pp, gl, elona, gillette, ethel, mrs a, kronas and any other newbies and people of our family xxxx

ok soz not been on in a while lots going on for rosie atm

a friend showed me this link and it made me smile i hope it can make some of you smile too

http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/

i hope none of you will take offence by it, click on link an then press view presentation button, then wait to load then watch

xxxxxxx

Sazbo

kronas wrote:

had another miserable day, was in and out of consciousness all night, thirsty all the time, must of drunk litres of juice, some water, then had to get up early, i then proceeded to throw up old bit of food from the night before eww, it tasted absolutely digusting, retched some more, got dressed, threw up some more then went to the sorting office for royalmail

so all day i have had 2 piecs of chocolate and four slices of bread with a spread on, some water and thats it.

i still feel worse for wear!

Hi kronas, you're sounding rather poorly hun. Have you been to the doc about it? Just wondered - please ignore me if you have!:) Sazx

rose07

gillette147 wrote:

Rose
I'm keen to hear your B Brova story too.
Sorry.......but you ain't mad enuff for that programme xx

lol, im mad as a hatter,

well tiff post above explain most of it, weird thing was how many people i met within those hours. i must just click with people, the nice thing was when we went in our groups of ten to be picked we had all been standing soo long together that we had got to be friends and so when we were about to do the tasks we all had a group hug and wished each other good luck.

i hope you doing ok gillette

and keep going hun

xxxxx

Sazbo

geminilady wrote:

I have shopping to do but then i am going to chill out and either watch a dvd or read as well as flitting on and off here lol.Hope you have a good day.

Hi gemini hun :hello: Sounds like a nice day planned there. I don't think I'll be moving very from my sofa, TV and laptop today!:D You heard anymore from N?
Sazx

rose07

queensway_boy wrote:

Big HUgs to everyone xxxx



One good turn gets most of the blankets:D

big huggles wuggles right back at ya

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