Depression

rose07

rosie not a well rose tonight



much love guys

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Horasio

Not a bad day - chilled out and enjoyed being lazy:)

Had nice meal with family and a good chat.

EthelBloggs

Mine's been ok too.. nothing exciting, I think I've found the cause of my weird fingers tho.. its the handwashing, lol

I feel a bit bleugh but i think it might be because I didn't sleep well at all last night.. had such a bad headache it had me in tears at one point.

Been having some right weird dreams too.. the other night I was dreaming that I kept vomiting.. b/f said I was getting upset in my sleep and woke me up.. another night was that vernon kaye put up me, my mum and my son in his house in malta cos of some mix up with flights.. then his wife turned up and liked us so much they asked us to move in forever.. I don't even like vernon kaye, lmfao

I'm also getting very upset wen I look in the mirror.. after years of not lookikng my age.. I think it's starting to show now and I don't like it

Of course.. all this could be because I've run out of ADs and not had any since friday :eek:

Might take a sleeping pill or two and head off to bed soon xxxx

learning_to_drive

Unsure what people think of this, but I have a lot of old JS stuff, my diary from that year, emails to the CEO and other stuff.

Ive put it all in a shoebox, I guess to remind me that if I ever self doubt again, I have done it before, similar with the depression, if it ever gets to me again I can just have a look in it and a read through stuff and think, im not that bad.

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Rosie hun, what's wrong? *HUGS*

I want to say a thank you to Ethel who was a real friend to me this morning. Thank you hun

I've decided that there will be NO more overdoses. Today's overdose was the last. I can't keep doing it. It's too risky and it makes you feel like !!!!.

Tomorrow will be the start of my new life (I hope). I'm going to make some changes and hopefully get my life back on track.

xxx

EthelBloggs

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Rosie hun, what's wrong? *HUGS*

I want to say a thank you to Ethel who was a real friend to me this morning. Thank you hun

I've decided that there will be NO more overdoses. Today's overdose was the last. I can't keep doing it. It's too risky and it makes you feel like !!!!.

Tomorrow will be the start of my new life (I hope). I'm going to make some changes and hopefully get my life back on track.

xxx

You don't need to thank me for anything

and HOORAYYYYY :T:T:T:T:T:T:T:T at your decision.. you can get me anytime day or night if you have a wobbly moment and I'll keep you company thru it if that helps, half the time I'm awake anyway.. just fidgeting in bed or on the sofa, so u wouldn't be disturbing me, lol

If you want help with those changes.. I'm here to help too.. I've sort of made a similar decision although its for a far more trivial reason.. vanity. I've decided to really go for it and lose this extra poundage cos it's getting me down. I don't want to be a heiffer in the summer

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Sugar_Coated_Owl

Bless ya hun. The same applies to you too. I'm here if you ever need a friend THANK YOU again though.

You are so not a heiffer hun. I've seen your pic and you're far from it.

xxx

Pumpkin_Pie_5

Glad you're OK RBK, hun

PP xx

geminilady

EthelBloggs wrote: »

Mine's been ok too.. nothing exciting, I think I've found the cause of my weird fingers tho.. its the handwashing, lol

I feel a bit bleugh but i think it might be because I didn't sleep well at all last night.. had such a bad headache it had me in tears at one point.

Been having some right weird dreams too.. the other night I was dreaming that I kept vomiting.. b/f said I was getting upset in my sleep and woke me up.. another night was that vernon kaye put up me, my mum and my son in his house in malta cos of some mix up with flights.. then his wife turned up and liked us so much they asked us to move in forever.. I don't even like vernon kaye, lmfao

I'm also getting very upset wen I look in the mirror.. after years of not lookikng my age.. I think it's starting to show now and I don't like it

Of course.. all this could be because I've run out of ADs and not had any since friday :eek:

Might take a sleeping pill or two and head off to bed soon xxxx

Hi Ethel.just popping in to say hello,I know what you mean about mirrors,i try to avoid them as much as i can lol.None of us can stop the ageing process no matter how well we look after our skin and i tell myself it sure beats the alternative.Funny thing though have you noticed how you can look better in one mirror than you do in another? maybe its all in my head lol but i do seam to look better in some than others.How come you ran out of your ad's? i suppose you have been too busy with your daughter but you really must look after yourself and take medication that is perscribed,hope you are going to get a perscription soon and that you sleep better tonight.

geminilady

rose07 wrote: »

rosie not a well rose tonight



much love guys

xxxxxxxxxxx

huggs Rosie hope you feal better tomorrow x