Depression

Sazbo

Tiff wrote:

Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiffy sweetheart!

Pumpkin_Pie_5

Morning all,

Thanks Rosie for that amazing post - i hope your little one feel better soon.

To one and all - Thank you for being here - You're an amazing bunch of people and don't let anyone try and tell you different.

Love and hugs to anyone who needs this.



Pumpkin xx

Sazbo

Where's our ethel? And also haven't heard from gemini, elona or miro for a while - hope you're all well. And Carol - did you have a better night? Been a long old week hasn't it guys? But let's spare a thought for poor old Christmas the hamster

Much love to each and every one of you. Have a good day... it's friday! Yay! :j
Sazzyxxx

learning_to_drive

Hi blinky, sazzy, pp, tiff et al!

Morning Rose, thanks for posting, so true, Im applying for yet more jobs today! Just blanket applications should I not hear anything, I've got to up my efforts, better to have choices!

geminilady

rose07 wrote:

Well as promised a Rosie essay ☺

Hello to everyone, Tiff, Sazbo, queenswayboy,miro, ethel,Gillette,pumkin,blinky, elona,geminilady, CM,CCstar, ltd, and well all of yas, you know who ya are by now

First I just wanna say Happy Valentine for all those that eithr have someone or don’t hope it was still a good day




CCstar, I hope the moving is going ok, and remember we are all here for you, sometimes we feel that people can be against us, and a lot of tension can grow, how are things going with ya son and the neighbours huni? Try and take some time for you and have time to relax.


Queenswayboy, now I know I haven’t met you properly so just wanna say heya, hope your well and take care


Miro, where have you gone hun? I hope you are ok and know your second family are here if and when you need them, I will let ya have a smartie lol , seriously hope you ok hun


Ethel, hello, I know you have been having trouble lately and just wanna say I hope things get better for you. Is your daughter still having trouble? I think all you can do is be there, as hard as it is to see the people we love deteriate or not ok, we have to struggle thru. Big hugs huni


Gillette, first of Happy Birthday,



Secondly hugs , I hope things going ok with you huni, ya a special thing, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Hope you are taking care and are doing ok xx


Pumkin, hello sweetie, how are you doing? Yes I sometimes get those panics you talk off, have you been to the doctors recently about them? I have quite a few things so wouldn’t like to say what I think it is, plus saz would have me slapped hehe. Seriously huni, hope you all ok, and take it easi, take some you time, soak in a bath, watch a dvd, listen to some music, do some exercise . Just make sure ya take care, mwah xxx

Blinky, heya, how are you and doing? Did you do something for valentines? I didn’t have a valentines, I did get asked out for a rink but didn’t fancy it last night so doing something tomorrow instead , hope you and that you are keeping going like the rest of us.

Elona, huni how are you? Your children doing fine, keeping you busy, lol. , are you keeping busy? Hope everything is going ok with you, much love and kisses xxx

Geminilady, hello, hows the love life , last time it souded tricky, but sometimes its good to have a challenge and something we can fight for. Take care xxx

Carolyn Malky, heya, haven’t met you properly yet, so welcome to our family here , and hope everyone is welcoming, I love the fairly dust by the way, its lovely. Whenever you don’t feel so good there will be someone with there head round the door.

Ltd, how are you huni? Good on ya for having a go, never too late for anything, if you see a chance, or if there is something you want to do, do It before it is just too late, and getting a job will give you a motivation to do something, you will have a steady income and some independence if you don’t have that already, plus it may even boost ya confidence, well done , and keep going.

Awww Saz[/COLOR], its been a while hasn’t it huni? How are you holding up? Getting yumi tea down ya? And how have the sessions with the councellor been, it can be a struggle, and very emotional, but I am soo glad you are taking these step, I hope work is going ok for you and that all is well xxxx

Tiff, tiff, tiff, lol. So how are you? Now I want the truth remember this is Rosie talking to you,;) how did the op go and are you recovering fine? Is the tiff back to her usual self now? Ok I do have news hun, not confirmed but news none the less check ya PMs. I hope you are keeping an eye on yaself, and making sure saz leaves that milk out for you, remember ya need to shout it out if people cant hear ya give it a good meeeowwww at them, seriously hope you ok, and much love to you xxx


Ok everyone better tell you a basic jist of whats happening for me, couple of weeks ago two mates of mine died , one was killed in a car crash and one died of a heart failure, both were very young. Now I am trying not to dwell on things but it is hard.


My doctor has increased my meds but has given me the wrong dosage:eek: so my meds have been a bit messed up, so now im a bit like a tennis ball, bouncy one minute and dead on me feet the next, lol. Totally tierd all the time, and numb, but im keeping going, the one thing I am learning is we can all get there if we want to, if we want the help if we want to get better we will. I am doing my best to be positive , I have been attending anger management courses (yes I know hard to imagine me angry right,), i am also attending next step which is a place where unwell people go to train and do activities tomorrow morning i am doing art, lovin it, lol. I cant work at the moment anyway as have been signed off work. so to still have something to do each week keeps me going. have to say im not sleeping too well atm but hoping it will improve

I was also at the hospital today and need an operation which will happen in the next few months on my feet, scary procedure but it needs to be done.

My baby isnt well at the moment which is concerning me a little but if things get too bad i will do something to help her.

I cant complain too much as this week I seen two of mates who were in hospital with me, one I seen and she has came sooooo far since being in thee, and I think if she can do it, then im ruddy gonna try my nbest to do it too.


So everyone don’t give up, there is help around you, people here, and support in friends families and all around you, even if you think no one cares, there will be someone somewhere thinking of you.

Much love everyone keep fighting xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Rose.Nice to see you posting again was wondering how you were doing.Sorry to hear off your loss it is hard to loose people we care about but i can see you are still fighting back.Sorry to hear your baby is ill,not sure but i think it is your dog?forgive me if i got it wrong.I know dogs and cats can be like family and how worrying it is when they are ill.The last dog i had was my mums which i took in when she died he was 8 at the time and lived another 8 yrs.I was heartbroken when he died as he was the last link to my mum.
As to my love life lol,what love life?still in touch with N but not really getting anywear.I think i have upset him as been a yorkshire lass i tend to be very outspoken and as i am frustrated as to where i stand with him i asked if he was keeping me on the back burner unless someone better did not come along.It did not go down very well he just said "no i am not!" not heard much since then but i did get a happy valentines day text with an x.Really can't make him out at all.

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote:

Just blanket applications should I not hear anything, I've got to up my efforts, better to have choices!

Good plan LTD hun, maximise your chances. Sazxx

Sazbo

geminilady wrote:

As to my love life lol,what love life?still in touch with N but not really getting anywear.I think i have upset him as been a yorkshire lass i tend to be very outspoken and as i am frustrated as to where i stand with him i asked if he was keeping me on the back burner unless someone better did not come along.It did not go down very well he just said "no i am not!" not heard much since then but i did get a happy valentines day text with an x.Really can't make him out at all.

Hi gem :hello: Good to hear from you hun. IMHO opnion, what you said was perfectly reasonable. Why wouldn't you feel frustrated? I know it doesn't help, me saying you're worth more than that, because you have such a hard time believing it yourself - but the fact is you do hun. Big hugs, Sazzyxxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Hi gem :hello: Good to hear from you hun. IMHO opnion, what you said was perfectly reasonable. Why wouldn't you feel frustrated? I know it doesn't help, me saying you're worth more than that, because you have such a hard time believing it yourself - but the fact is you do hun. Big hugs, Sazzyxxx

Hiya GL

Good to see you back.. and what sazbomber said goes double from me Hope you're fine and don't be such a stranger!!!!!

Mornin sazbomber

How's things with you? it's FFFFRidaaaaay!!! no nasty W word for you for a couple days

Blinky... you rascal! R is very lucky to have someone as sweet and romantic as you.. indeed you are one of a dying breed... enjoy your time off... you need the break badly!

LTD... Sounds like you've got a good plan there.. hope it doesn't take long to come to fruition

Tiffy!!! How are you? I hope your quietness doesn't mean you're feeling poorly big huggs an a saucer of creamy milk from me xx

Hiya to everyone I've not mentioned by name, not trying to be neglectful, you knows I luvysa xxx

As for me.. Valentines day was awful... massive row with b/f, daughter sent home from hospital for 2 weeks because she's not working with the counsellors etc.. it's all a disaster!!! I can't cope with her for two whole weeks!!!! Been on to her social worker and left a message so we'll see what can be done.

I woke up really hyper yesterday - took 4 black bags of washing to the laundrette.. rang up the trading standards bout my wasing machine, they sent me a template letter to send to make them repair it , arranged for the collection of my broken chair, saw counsellor.. wasn't much cop as per usual.. dunno why but she makes me realy sleepy and i yawn my head off when with her!

Sorted things out with b/f last night.. had a really honest open talk.. first time in ages and hopefully it helped.

Dead sleepy today.. trying to get all that washing dry..I refuse to pay for a the driers in those places, having to pay £4 per load is bad enuff!!!!

have a good one all xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sazbo

Hiya hun good to hear from ya :wave: Yep, my fave day of the week today!:D Wow, you've been busy! I'm permanently in awe of what a tower of strength you are. I hope talk with b/f brings results. I still haven't had time to call someone to fix my hot water:rolleyes: but you can use my washing machine hun for a small fee:D:D

Much love,
Sazbomberxxx

blinky

EthelBloggs wrote:

Hiya GL

Blinky... you rascal! R is very lucky to have someone as sweet and romantic as you.. indeed you are one of a dying breed... enjoy your time off... you need the break badly!

THanks hun, you are an angel :A

Ethel wrote:

As for me.. Valentines day was awful... massive row with b/f, daughter sent home from hospital for 2 weeks because she's not working with the counsellors etc.. it's all a disaster!!! I can't cope with her for two whole weeks!!!! Been on to her social worker and left a message so we'll see what can be done.

I woke up really hyper yesterday - took 4 black bags of washing to the laundrette.. rang up the trading standards bout my wasing machine, they sent me a template letter to send to make them repair it , arranged for the collection of my broken chair, saw counsellor.. wasn't much cop as per usual.. dunno why but she makes me realy sleepy and i yawn my head off when with her!

Sorted things out with b/f last night.. had a really honest open talk.. first time in ages and hopefully it helped.

Dead sleepy today.. trying to get all that washing dry..I refuse to pay for a the driers in those places, having to pay £4 per load is bad enuff!!!!

Sorry to hear you had a crappy time Glad you sorted things with b/f. Hope daughter get something sorted soon. Make sure you put your feet up and get the (_|_) to do his fair share.