DreamerHelen's New Diary - "Ad Astra per Aspera"

The_Dragon

Clearing the CT debt means that you will feel happier about saving for a holiday afterwards and will enjoy the holiday knowing you are clear - so go you! (also it gives you more time to lose a bit of weight )

Upsidedown_Bear

Hello :wave:

Hope you've had a good day

DreamerHelen

The_Dragon wrote: »

Clearing the CT debt means that you will feel happier about saving for a holiday afterwards and will enjoy the holiday knowing you are clear - so go you! (also it gives you more time to lose a bit of weight )

Yep, that's very true....And I DO need to lose weight!!

Upsidedown_Bear wrote: »

Hello :wave:

Hope you've had a good day

Yeah, kind of....but not really....Had a headache for most of the Afternoon so decided to sleep and not go to Supervision....

I'm also worried about a Friend....I've been trying to get in contact with her but she won't answer her Phone and I don't know why. I don't know if she's angry with me or just not in a good Place or what.....and it's driving me MAD!! I hate it when I can't get hold of my Friends because I really worry about them....But I guess there is nothing I can do until she contacts me....all I can do is wait....

Am starting Work at 11pm tonight and have a Target tonight of £59...So am breaking it down into one lot of £30 and one lot of £29....hopefully I can do that by morning....I DO need to get some sleep tonight at some point as I have my Placement tomorrow afternoon....

Feeling really "blaaaaah" tonight....and it's mostly to do with my Friend....but I guess there is nothing I can do....just wish I knew what was going on....

diamond_sky

Hope your head feels better, had a terrible migraine yesterday that's only just gone...wonder if it's because of the weather being so heavy today, horrible.

Re: your friend, I guess there's nothing you can do, have you got mutual friends you could contact? You do sound like me though, I always think I've done something wrong when people don't reply Hope she gets in contact.

DreamerHelen

diamond_sky wrote: »

Hope your head feels better, had a terrible migraine yesterday that's only just gone...wonder if it's because of the weather being so heavy today, horrible.

Re: your friend, I guess there's nothing you can do, have you got mutual friends you could contact? You do sound like me though, I always think I've done something wrong when people don't reply Hope she gets in contact.

Hi Hun....Hope that your Headache has gone now.....It's nasty having a Migraine isn't it? My head feels a little woolly this morning....not sure what's going on....

Re: My Friend...yeah, I'm not sure what is happening....But I had a think about it and I thought that it's not like her to ignore me....She wouldn't ignore me even if she was angry with me, she would tell me to my face and we'd sort it out....so I think something else is going on....All I can do is leave her alone now and wait for her to contact me....I'm worried about her but there is nothing I can do until she decides to let me in and help her....

So I've decided that I'm going to try not to worry about it....And just get on with my Life....I know it sounds selfish but I have to be my number one priority right now....I never have been before but I have to be now....if that makes sense.

diamond_sky

Think that's just being realistic about what you can do rather than being selfish.

DreamerHelen

diamond_sky wrote: »

Think that's just being realistic about what you can do rather than being selfish.

I agree with you hun.....I am trying to focus on ME for a change and make sure that I am doing okay....

I finally spoke to my Friend....She had been struck down with the Flu which was why she wasn't answering the Phone or Emails....So I feel a bit better knowing that she is okay....

I'm at Placement this Afternoon....Have to leave at 12.15pm....and won't be back until about 7pm....But it should be a good Afternoon and makes sure that I have some more hours which goes towards my Accreditation when I Qualify....

So I'll catch you all later xXx

Upsidedown_Bear

Morning :wave:

Hope you made last night's target

Glad you got hold of your friend, hope she's feeling better very soon.

Good luck with your placement.

DreamerHelen

Upsidedown_Bear wrote: »

Morning :wave:

Hope you made last night's target

Glad you got hold of your friend, hope she's feeling better very soon.

Good luck with your placement.

Hi Hun....How's you today?

Didn't make Target last night....Just couldn't make myself Work which I felt really bad about....but on the Plus side I did manage to get some Sleep so I guess that's good....

I'm doing my best with my Target this Week but not sure what I'm going to make in the end....Going to do my Best!! I've already made this Week more than I made in the whole Week last Week...so I can't complain!! I can only do my best...

Just about to grab a Shower.....and then head off to Placement...and then I'm sorted for the Afternoon....and ready to Work tonight....

See ya'll later xXx

Upsidedown_Bear

All good here thank you

Doing your best is all you can do but it does help to have realistic targets

I think my target today is drink more tea. Now that's realistic :cool: