DreamerHelen's New Diary - "Ad Astra per Aspera"

Upsidedown_Bear

DreamerHelen wrote: »

I promise I won't....

But if I do you can always spank me.... :rotfl: (that was a joke by the way )....

In that case I'd better go and see what I can get from fleabay...:D:p:eek:

DreamerHelen

LoL Upsidedown Bear....You've made me laugh...Thank You!!

And yes, I looked on Fleabay myself and there IS a lot of stuff on there....but I have a particular Website that I like to go on to get that kind of stuff....it's AMAZING!!

DreamerHelen

Right Everyone....I'm off to College....Just got to get dressed as I'm sat here nekkid at the moment and I don't think the world is quite ready for that :rotfl:

Sooooo....I'll be back later on around Midnight...So I'll look forward to seeing you all then...

Upsidedown_Bear

I know it's warm today but clothes really are a good idea :cool:

See you later :wave:

diamond_sky

Had to google what a flogger is how sad is that, but does look fun

Hope you enjoy college, I think you said before you have to take the tube? Hopefully it'll be okay, I'm assuming the return journey's a bit less stressful as it's later on.

DreamerHelen

Upsidedown_Bear wrote: »

I know it's warm today but clothes really are a good idea :cool:

See you later :wave:

:rotfl: LoL....Well yes, I suppose they ARE a good idea although I'm generally nekkid at home (especially in the Summer) as I live by myself and no one has to see me that way.... And it's definitely more comfortable....But I'm not sure the world is ready for it yet....There'll come a time when people DO walk around nekkid...you take my word for it!! :T :T

diamond_sky wrote: »

Had to google what a flogger is how sad is that, but does look fun

Hope you enjoy college, I think you said before you have to take the tube? Hopefully it'll be okay, I'm assuming the return journey's a bit less stressful as it's later on.

Don't worry hun...Not everyone knows much about that World...I don't think I'm giving too much away if I tell you that I know a LOT about it....but even I am still learning things....It IS good fun...as long as it's done carefully and with someone that knows what they are doiong...

I DID enjoy College...the Lecture was BRILLIANT!!! All about Inherited Qualities....so, what do we inherit from our Families....what are we born with....what is in our "soul nature"...Really interesting stuff....

I decided, on the spur of the moment, to take a completely different way to College and it was GREAT....MUCH more of an empty Train and more comfortable...none of that being squashed by everybody...it was really nice...and to top it all off, when I got to Paddington I got to walk by the Little Venice Canals on the way to College which was lovely....so, really pleased with that and I think I'll do that from now on....

Still planning on Working tonight....but feeling fairly tired....So I'm going to have a bite to eat and then see how I feel....but I WOULD like to stick to my Plan to Work...

Sooooo, watch this Space!! xXx

DreamerHelen

Right....Meal eaten - I made a VERY simple and easy Meal of Pasta with Olive Oil and Melted Cheese and Garlic...VERY yummy but NOT very healthy...LoL

I've decided that I AM going to Work tonight....I'm going to compromise and instead of Working all night I'm going to do a few hours tonight and then Work tomorrow Afternoon as well...

I have Supervision tomorrow morning AND tomorrow evening...So I have a HECTIC day tomorrow...so I'm going to have to fit in sleep and Work....so I think this is a good compromise so I can sleep tonight a little AND Work AND then Work tomorrow afternoon as well...

I've got a small-ish Target of £19 tonight....I'm hoping to make that in about 2 and a half hours....maybe slightly more...depends on how busy it is.

While I'm Working I'm going to be thinking and pondering and figuring out my REALISTIC Challenges for this Year....Upsidedown Bear made some VERY good Comments and I need to think seriously about them....so that's what I'm going to do over the next few hours while I Work....

Feeling tired but the sooner I log on (AND finish watching "The Apprentice" My FAVOURITE Show ) then the sooner I can get some sleep...

Feeling really proud of myself because normally when I come back from College I just go straight to bed and say "To hell with Work" but NOT tonight...tonight I'm going to Work so I CAN and WILL hit that Target this Week...

xXx

DreamerHelen

Morning Everyone....

Well I got to £15 last night....but I had to get up for Supervision this morning so I had to get some Sleep.....but I'm pleased with what I earned....

Am Working this Afternoon from 2pm until 5pm....and then I have another Supervision tonight....and then back home to Work the Night Shift....

Already this Week I have earned more since Sunday Night at Midnight than I earned in the WHOLE WEEK last Week!! That's how bad things have gotten....and how GOOD they are this Week....So I'm really really pleased with myself....

I have gone through my Budget and taken out the NYC Trip for next Year and the Weight Loss Clothes (I'll ask for Vouchers for Christmas instead!!).....I think I'm going to just Save for the October Show which is really important to me....and for Christmas which I want to buy people presents for without borrowing money from my Mum which is what I usually do!!

So that feels better....It feels like a shame that I won't be able to go on Holiday next January....but it feels like the right thing to do to take the pressure off me...if that makes sense....

I DO still have to work towards paying off my Council Tax Arrears though as if I don't pay that they will put me in prison!! So that's also staying but should be paid off by the end of June...I hope!!

Sooooo....Just eaten some leftover of what I had last night (Pasta with Cheese) which is NOT a very healthy breakfast but I didn't want anything else....and it was YUMMY....

And now I'm off for a Shower and then off to Supervision...Should be back by about 1pm and ready to start Work by 2pm....

See ya'll later xXx

Upsidedown_Bear

Morning :hello:

Yep - you should be pleased with yourself :T
Less targets, less pressure, all looking good

Hope supervision goes well.
Don't forget your clothes

DreamerHelen

Upsidedown_Bear wrote: »

Morning :hello:

Yep - you should be pleased with yourself :T
Less targets, less pressure, all looking good

Hope supervision goes well.
Don't forget your clothes

Thank You hun for all your advice and support, I really appreciate it....And I DO feel like there is less pressure to get loads of money before January next Year...That was always going to be difficult....

:rotfl: LoL I don't know what you mean....I'm always dressed...LoL....Oh okay, maybe not.....I mean, it's not as if I'm sat nekkid here on the bed right now :A LoL....But I promise I'll get dressed....

In fact I'd better do that now as I have to leave in 10 minutes...

Chat to you all later on xXx