Starting Again

Skint_but_Optimistic

Well we all have a past you know, and yes its painful because I had bot all and had a soon to be ex husband with a taste for cocaine and loose women. He seems to be over that now.

So Rizla you are forgiven, I am just hypersensitive about it all...

Yep well I had just come back from a year travelling abroad with the ex husbands job and I needed money fast.

I have email details for Lewis if you need them, drop me a private message and I will pass them on.

I just feel like on here I can actually be candid.

If I did post a blummin picture these days it would be more michelin man than pirelli calendar, or maybe thats just a tyred joke.

haha.

I need wine, and plenty of it.

Skint_but_Optimistic

Also apprently lewis collect the debt for welcome welcome have not sold the debt so there are no settlement figures...

rizla01

This should encourage a smile.

WOMAN’S ARS£ SIZE STUDY

There is a new study about women and how they feel about their !!!!!!.
The results were pretty interesting.

... 30% of women think their ars£ is too fat.
10% of women think their ars£ is too skinny.







The remaining 60% say they don’t care; they love him, he’s a good man, and they wouldn’t trade him for the world!

Skint_but_Optimistic

Im in the last 60%

millionaire_in_training

Aww skint. Wheesht with the ashamed nonsense. If I had the body I would do the webcam in my room just now :rotfl:. Good job I dont cos can you imagine that conversation with my kids :eek:

jellybean39

Skint_but_Optimistic wrote: »

And you know I am now absolutely livid. Its p*ss boiling time again. Someone I know has posted on Stupid Facebook about the Dale farm evictions. Whatever you think about all of this is going to be contentious I know. However this person has focussed on the fact Marina Pepper is a former topless model, therefore her opinion does not count it seems. Whether shes right or wrong is immaterial, its the fact the world has seen her baps that counts.

In a former life worked as a stripper for a year. Does this define me? People saw more than my baps. They saw unrealistically small knickers, made of blummin cheese wire.

This isnt known to many people, I travelled 14 miles to do it and often wore wigs and crazily heavy makeup and lashes etc.. Its not something I advertise (I just have) I am deeply ashamed but I had no money and it was the easiest way to make some and be able to spend time with the kids. I had a great figure in those days, was a qualified aerobics teacher did weights and triathlons - and was always tanned and toned.

I am on a significantly higher grade at work than this bigot. I just hope it never comes out or I will have to leave with the shame of it all.

I shouldnt be ashamed, it allowed me to take them to school pick them up, do a relevant qualification to get a proper day job, buy them clothes - my husband had just left me without a penny in the bank.

But I am. I dread if my children found out. My husband knows as he found some "outfits" during a cupboard clear out.

But you know.

Meh.

Why on earth are you ashamed as long as you were safe then i really dont see it as a problem and nor should you!!! Believe me if i had the figure i wouldnt be ashamed to do it not in the least hun. Its just apart of your life you dont want to be reminded of and i take off my hat to you because i think it took some balls to do it x

Skint_but_Optimistic

Thanks. Im a bit of a prude like. If you can teach a bunch of uber fit women aerobics you can dance seductively for !!!!ed men in the half darkness. Anyway was a while ago!

bonsibabe

hey hun, glad to see you back posting on here. i won't be on for a few days ... got a conference to go to and then travelling down for the funeral .. just wanted to come on and say ... don't you dare be ashamed! if i had the bod i would of done the same ... a friend of mine used to do it too years ago ... it's a job at the end of the day ...

Anyhoo ... glad to see you posting and sounding a bit more positive ... long may it continue ... much love n hugs to you xxxx

pureamber234

Eeek where did you hear that about Lewis & not owning the debts? do you think we'd have to go to Welcome directly instead?

I'll PM you too for the emails, they could still come in handy!

gargrave50

Hi my lovely

Just caught up with the last couple of pages, so nice to hear you sounding so positive. Nice to have you back kiddo .

Fantastic idea about focusing on the positive and remembering how far you have come rather than how far there is to go.