Saying Goodbye to a much loved pet

vicx

Hi Jane, the pain is most definitely immense. I have been breaking my heart for the past 4 month over the break up with my ex partner and Maxi helped me get through my lowest days. Now he's been taken away from me, it makes the breakup seem so trivial even though I have been through a very hard time.

It's took the loss of my dog to realise I don't need the ex in my life. It's my dog I need back. Now I don't even care about my ex, it's such a shame I have had to lose my dog to get over the breakup! It never rains for me, just pours down. I have had no time to breathe this year.

Maxi was by far the most important thing in my life - I spent 14 years and 9 months with him so we were very attached to each other especially since he had separation anxiety and followed my every move. I had a bond with him like I had with no other pet or human. I just keep looking for him, expecting him to follow me as soon as I get up off the chair, out of bed or walk about the house.

I went out for a little drive last night to get some fresh air to help me sleep and try take my mind off things for a little while. I took my King Charles with me as she loves the car more than walks. I had to stop the car and call my mum to ask if I had picked my keys up from the table - not thinking that it would be easier to just check my pocket! She said 'yes you picked them up' and when I checked my pocket they were there, I just couldnt remember picking them up. My mind was all over the place, I couldn't think straight, I felt like I was losing the plot! Today I feel a little better, I've got my marbles back but I still can't take my mind off him and keep crying - it's so painful losing a beloved pet.

I really feel it when it's dinner time for my other dog and Maxi is missing. It's awful

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((hugs))
I went through similar thing at xmas and feel sorry for you, remember the good times and no more suffering now, its the hardest thing about having a dog x