Emzilla's reincarnation diary..........

beanielou

What a wee cutie pie
Congratulations to all :j

donner_kebab

Awwwww he is GORGE! What a proud Aunty you must be xxx

Emzilla

Thanks Donna and Lou . He is such a cutie , but then I am a biased auntie .

The Quidco money went into my account this morning.....and straight back out again as I had to pay a bill . I have worked out that until Wednesday next week, I will have £10 for petrol and £7 in my purse for any food/other stuff I need. I also need to clarify that my skintness has nothing to do with me buying loads of baby stuff - I have refrained for now, but probably will buy some next month when I will have more money (hopefully).

I redeemed for a £10 Amazon voucher last night, but depending on when it comes, I may have to sell it to help the money situation.

Emz xx

Emzilla

Just been to see my beautiful little nephew. Here are a couple of pics, just because I am such a proud auntie





Emz xx

beanielou

Awww he is just a wee cutie pie.

gothrockchic1

Hes lovely Emz...

donner_kebab

He certainly is a gorgeous little thing! xxx

Kepp

Gorgeous!

Emzilla

Thanks everyone for saying how gorgeous Kian is. I haven't been to see him today, and I miss his little face. I think I am slightly obsessed with him .

My OH is going to give me some money on Friday so I can buy a little outfit for him. When Ellie and Joshua were born, I loved buying little clothes for them. It's very hard because I have a strong maternal instinct. I love children and I am a very maternal person - but that need to be a mother is never going to come true for me.

One of my most common dreams is being pregnant, I feel what it is like and it is always very 'real'. I always wake up feeling disappointed. So I miss Joshua and love Ellie and Kian as if they were my own children and buying things for them is a way for me to satisfy one small part of my maternal needs. I think my OH understands this and he has seen that I am desperate to get something tiny and blue for Kian .

Emz xx

gothrockchic1

Emzilla wrote: »

Thanks everyone for saying how gorgeous Kian is. I haven't been to see him today, and I miss his little face. I think I am slightly obsessed with him .

My OH is going to give me some money on Friday so I can buy a little outfit for him. When Ellie and Joshua were born, I loved buying little clothes for them. It's very hard because I have a strong maternal instinct. I love children and I am a very maternal person - but that need to be a mother is never going to come true for me.

One of my most common dreams is being pregnant, I feel what it is like and it is always very 'real'. I always wake up feeling disappointed. So I miss Joshua and love Ellie and Kian as if they were my own children and buying things for them is a way for me to satisfy one small part of my maternal needs. I think my OH understands this and he has seen that I am desperate to get something tiny and blue for Kian .

Emz xx

I can't imagine how hard it must be and I think some women take their fertility for granted! I am guilty of that!! I call my Aunty Mummy 2 so maybe they can call you that?? We call her that as she and my Mum read each others mind and say the same things.