Life after bankruptcy?

Aesop

I will email you later Ani if I stay awake long enougj.

kerri_gt

Hey Ani - big hugs, I'm so relieved to see you back - I must admit that I saw your diary had been updated and had my heart in my mouth for a bit.

It sounds like you've been doing amazingly well, no doubt more than you give yourself credit for but you sound more at peace and in a better place than you have been for a long time (if that makes sense) I know there's still a road to be traveled for you but your writing feels a little seeing the first spring bulb poke it's little head above the soil in the first warm sun of the year (dear me, no more reading poetry for me )

It's great to have you back, and thanks for letting us know how you're getting on - but in the nicest possible way, don't be spending too much time on here - of course that's not because we don't want to hear from you, but because it sounds like you're doing great things locally and are very busy elsewhere xx

Aesop wrote: »

He did good sharing today. I brougjt in two tshirts for their craft day and another child didn't have one. So he suggested the other child take the spare one so he didn't feel left out.

They are off to the cinema tomorrow so I have given him.soending money. The assistant just told me last time they went they didnt have enougj money to huy sweets for the kids and some.were disappointed. I have some swets DS was given that he doesn't like so I will bring them in tomorrow for the kids to share except for Ds :-P

Ahh, not to hijack Ani's thread, but that's lovely about the sweets...and the t-shirt, DS clearly gets his caring / sharing side from his mama x :A

Luckystepho

Glad to see you back Ani, great that a lot of things appear to be getting sorted, hope your garden didn't suffer too badly in the cold snap we had last month!

Erme

Och glad to see you back Ani.....hope you are feeling better though you still sound depressed which is somewhat concerning...

Know we are all here for you through the good and the bad and if I lived closer I'd pop over just to say hi and bring you something homemade

E

ani_26

kerri_gt wrote: »

Ahh, not to hijack Ani's thread,

Feel free anytime. The more the merrier?

bast

I too am pleased to see you back Ani very long term lurker, I have read your diaries from the beginning. I will not always post but as a fellow depressive understand the pain you go through. I think to be alone can be a killer and although I like to be alone I do also need people. I would never tell you what to do but socialisation will help, inevitably it can bring disappointment but that is always life... Just perhaps let yourself go for the first time, and meet up with a few people in the real world, maybe join some of these groups and stick at it. Please believe me I mean no disrespect .... I just think you are troubled (like us all) but nice...:)

Aesop

ani_26 wrote: »

Feel free anytime. The more the merrier?

lappy playing up will try to email later.

ani_26

Today is finally the day, and i can't believe i've been waiting an agonising and painful two months for an emergency appointment. Is it really 3 years ago since all this began? God, i'm dreading it and i don't know if i'll have the strength to stand up for myself. Literally. I haven't been able to, but until my physical health is put to rights, nothing is going to change? I'm scared, but why? I'm torn? I don't know. It could be the lesser of two evils?

Luckystepho

Ani, I think you are much stronger than you think, I have confidence that you will be fine, all the very best for today- will be thinking about you xxx

ani_26

Luckystepho wrote: »

Ani, I think you are much stronger than you think, I have confidence that you will be fine, all the very best for today- will be thinking about you xxx

Gosh, where did you appear from?


Thankyou so much xx


I'm seriously "torn" with public speaking now, as it were.


I'm not mentally best equipped to deal with this right now. Health was always at the bottom of the list. I seriously wish i had some one to go with me. It makes you feel so vulnerable? I'm not sure that's the word. Alone?