Buffy's Adventures at the Post Office......

Sparkle80

Glad you had a fabby time at Disney! :j

Buffythedebtslayer

Disney seems like a life time ago.

Work was hidedous. cuts and depressing lies.

this week is pretty bad. meetings beyond meetings. all till 7 or 8 at night.

just let me get through to Friday.

xxx

LittleBoots

Hi Buffy

Sorry work is being pants again
Know what you mean about the healthy eating stuff. I'm planning from this weekend to start meal planning and batch cooking so I always have decent balanced meals, thats the aim anyway! I know what you mean about the chocolate, I could live on the stuff. Nothing satisfies me or fills me up as much as a bar of choc, despite what all the experts say!

The_Dragon

Blimey Buffy! Work gets their pound of flesh from you don't they :mad:, I hope things improve soon

beanielou

Sounds dire TBH

Buffythedebtslayer

it is really but is also my choice, listening today there are certainly people who are going to lose their jobs and although I mostly hate most of mine(!) it is nevertheless paying the bills and keeping me in shoes etc. I am one of the lucky ones really (although I feel about as lucky as a rabbit's foot)

I have spent TWO hours writing my routines - a la flylady to sort me out!

I can do this I can do this!

xxx

The_Dragon

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

it is really but is also my choice, listening today there are certainly people who are going to lose their jobs and although I mostly hate most of mine(!) it is nevertheless paying the bills and keeping me in shoes etc. I am one of the lucky ones really (although I feel about as lucky as a rabbit's foot)

People losing jobs - not good , you keeping yours (even if you hate it!) :j

I have spent TWO hours writing my routines - a la flylady to sort me out!

That's a lot of writing!! :rotfl:

I can do this I can do this!

xxx

Of course you can we have every faith in you!

youareallhelpingme

Course you can be organised, write lists and get things done, otherwise you would have been out on your ear along time ago as kids wouldn't pass exams etc.

Have faith in yourself x

Buffythedebtslayer

I am so angry

Sick to death of having no privacy and no choice and always feeling !!!!ing guilty. I am trying so hard to stay positive but its sucking the life out of me.

I will probably delete this later, I am tired fed up and frustrated with everything. SO close to being out of debt finally and having spare cash to do things and save up. I know I need to hang on a bit longer but I have been doing this too !!!!ing long now.

Its so stupid, I really do bring this all on myself.


An attempt to focus on the positives

1. I will be debt free in 3 months.
2. I will then be able to save
3. At some point this year I will be driving and thus able to go visit the ex when ever I want. I suppose I should stop calling him the ex since we would be classed as seeing each other. yet again I do think it is a case he is my one bit of happiness. which is fine by me
4. I can actually do as I please I just have to learn to deal with the guilt and the questions better and not give in every time I try and change things.

xx

Butti

3 months Buffy - WOW. Look at you go. It's three months. It's difficult living with parents, you should see my dad. What a nightmare! But 3 months / 12 weeks - Amazing. In moments of complete stress look ahead

......and the weather will be good by then too!

B