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sallyx

Gosh life goes by.....

Not much happening here really, school placement great, uni course great (although far too much work but hey means to an end ) B off to stay with ex for rest of half term tomorrow....shall really really miss her but she needs to see him and they will have a lovely time together

Off to finish assignment which needs to be handed in on Friday

hypno06

So, things settling down then for you?

xx

sallyx

yes they seem to be hypno......ups and downs occasionally but all in all ok!
I was reading the 1st page of my old diary....Oh how things change lol

sallyx

What a funny old week...

the lovely time we planned to have just the 2 of us just wasn't as great as we both had thought I think! Ive missed B terribly and spent most of the time fighting the tears off and its meant OH has been treading on egg shells. We did go out for supper on friday and a nice walk in the woods yesterday with some christmas shopping but it just wasn't WOW this is fabulous

Anyway off to my new job today and I am trying to start November looking at all the good things in life

And my baby comes home today, mucho happy but I must remember she will be sad to say goodbye to her daddy and will probably miss him like I missed her!

hypno06

Things will take time to adjust - it is still all very new for everyone!

Good luck with the new job

Shoe_Gal

Hope your first day went well

beanielou

Hope it was ok today.

sallyx

work is great and I think there is growth for a lot more hours in the future and she said I can offer ways in which I think she can improve or get more business. Im just loving the fact that I go to work and the hours whizz by, haven' been busy like that at work for years!

B is back from Daddy's, feeling quite sad about it all, trouble is I know things weren't good between us all, guess I just miss the familiarity BUT I do realise that actually we have a good relationship and that we are still there for each other if we really needed. Hoping that he manages to find a job near here so that B can have more time with him too.

OU work is really hard at the moment and sooooo much reading to do finding it hard to fit it in around everything, I also find it practically impossible to do work in the evenings so I think it might be that I have to get up early and do an hour before everyone else is up (yawn yawn). I also need to manage my time better tbh, fly lady I think might have to be resurrected!

Ive re-joined the 10 week weight loss thing with Lou, as my eating and diet was just horrendous and actually I have been really healthy and eating well for 4 days and I feel soooo much better mentally and physically. Ive also stopped taking the St Johns Wort as I didn't really feel the effects and tbh I think it was causing the heart palpatations I was getting

So all in all, through the tears things are goodish

Off to school this morning, really looking forward to it

LouiseJ

Sounds like you have a lot going on at the minute Sally, it will be worth it in the end though:)

Really pleased the new job is going well.

Shoe_Gal

:j fab news on the job, hopefully all the other 'stuff' will fall into place