The cutting out/cutting down alcohol thread (part 7)

Miss_Piggy_2

...But if it makes you feel any better, Piglet is still in his PJ's (refusing to get dressed) and is rolling around on the floor, wrapping himself up in the duvet shouting out he's a sausage roll!:D

budget_babe

I'm not here

Have mucho lotso to do.

Miss P piglet does make me smile

What made the sausage roll?
It saw the apple turn over.

I know, roll eyes.

Btw sorry to hear about your Dear Nan, hope eveything will be ok? My Grandma is back in hospital with a chest infection now.

Oh and Dc welcome back hunny

Hugs to everyone I must get moving, been planning it awhile now

Happy Sundays everyone
Budgie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

jo1972

budget_babe wrote: »

I'm not here

Who said that????!!

115K

Miss_Piggy wrote: »

115k - Hope OH has found his money

He didn't, but I think he never left it where he thought anyway.:mad::p

I cracked open a can of lager at 7am this morning. I don't know what is wrong with me at the moment. I'm feeling a little bit wasted at this time and drinking right now. I'm just being completely out of control lately and I'm not sure if something has triggered me into feeling so depressed.

(Sorry, I feel like I always complain on here.)

I hope everyone else is okay.:A

fedupandskint

jo1972 wrote: »

That's just ridiculous, it's only 10.20am....and it's a sunday!

Stop it!!!

No. ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!! :rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

Todays plan
[STRIKE]Cleaning - bedroom and living room[/STRIKE]
Clean kitchen and mop floor
Washing [STRIKE]3 done [/STRIKE]1 more to go
[STRIKE]Food shopping - make list now![/STRIKE]
Gardening - this afternoon fill recycling bin up
Sort walking stuff out ready for tomorrow

jo1972

fedupandskint wrote: »

No. ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!! :rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

:eek: :eek: :eek:

_pale_ yes it's true, I have climbed out of my PJs and got dressed, I have also made a shopping list, albeit, only one that will last us till Tuesday, but hey it's a start!

Hugs 115k, I hope you are okay xxx

budget_babe

115k hugs hunny, and it is indeed worrying that you have opened a can of lager so early today.

I also read your post from a couple of days ago, re: drinking 4 bottles of wine. That is such alot of wine to consume. (I really don't know how you managed that)?

I know you have not been having a great time of late, but you really must try and address this now, before it takes you over and opening a can first thing in the morning becomes another habit.

How is your counselling going? Could it be that you are resurfacing some memories that you feel unable to handle now?

I know you suffer also from depression, I do feel so worried as your posts of late, have much cause for concern.

I am sorry because I guess none of this helps, but try and find your trigger points and try to understand why you are doing this?

You are obvioulsy aware that it is not good for you, however our frame of mind at the time has much influence on our actions.

We have all experienced the *** it mood and not really caring at all, as to how much we drink. Thankfully for many it lasts only a short time, there is always the chance though that this frame of mind carries on much longer.

I really hope you will be alright, and perhaps Graeme, Eselt,Ra, Mp,Bis or Heath will be along to help you further.

Big hugs sweetheart and you really do need to start taking better care of yourself :A (()) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Budgie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

budget_babe

jo1972 wrote: »

:eek: :eek: :eek:

_pale_ yes it's true, I have climbed out of my PJs and got dressed, I have also made a shopping list, albeit, only one that will last us till Tuesday, but hey it's a start!

I'm still not here

Planning a hoover spree, well working upto it really

I have put some washing in though, if that counts?

Bathroom, en-suite and conservatory need a good bottoming, this will require much planning

Budgie who is not here and is being very lazy today.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

jo1972

budget_babe wrote: »

I'm still not here

Who said that?????!!!!!!

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

I'm off to Mr Ts to buy ingredients for a mahoosive beef bourginion (sp?) so that I can safely get rid of the freebie red wine tomorrow, I'm not into wine particularly, but if there was nothing else in the house then who knows......

115K

budget_babe wrote: »

115k hugs hunny, and it is indeed worrying that you have opened a can of lager so early today.
I also read your post from a couple of days ago, re: drinking 4 bottles of wine. That is such alot of wine to consume. (I really don't know how you managed that)?
I know you have not been having a great time of late, but you really must try and address this now, before it takes you over and opening a can first thing in the morning becomes another habit.
How is your counselling going? Could it be that you are resurfacing some memories that you feel unable to handle now?
I know you suffer also from depression, I do feel so worried as your posts of late, have much cause for concern.
I am sorry because I guess none of this helps, but try and find your trigger points and try to understand why you are doing this?
You are obvioulsy aware that it is not good for you, however our frame of mind at the time has much influence on our actions.
We have all experienced the *** it mood and not really caring at all, as to how much we drink. Thankfully for many it lasts only a short time, there is always the chance though that this frame of mind carries on much longer.

Thank you BB. :A I know I have been all over the place lately. I think it might be the counselling triggering things in my mind. Also my psychiatrist hasn't been helpful as well. She said I could call her anytime if I needed help and then she wasn't there when I called her from 9-5 the other day and I ended up in A&E with self harm. I felt really guilty taking time away from people with real physical problems. I know I have a mental illness but I feel like it isn't really recognised by people.:(

(Thank you to Jo with your lovely message too.:A)