MSE Pregnancy Club 18

The_Next_Verse

pigpen wrote: »

You have no idea..

The children have been told they are going home with SS tonight because they obviously hate me so can go live elsewhere.

I've had about 15 minutes sleep so will be spending most of the day blubbing like a complete moron..

I have really really had enough.. I really shouldn't be having this baby it is the single most stupid thing I have done in a long time.. unfortunately it has taken me almost 8 months to realise this.. OH doesn't want it and I don't think I do either given the way the others are behaving.

And I am sick of people asking if we are getting excited.. no actually I am not.. shockingly.. I couldn't be further from excited if I tried!

(I get depressed to the point of suicidal and then evict the baby.. you have another week of my self obsessed whinge ... sorry..)

Hospital booking appt cancelled for this afternoon..

Oh PP, I just want to come and give you a big cuddle.

Metranil_Vavin

Pigpen, I'm so sorry you are feeling so down hon

Might it be worth having a chat with the Dr? You sound really down.

I think you're amazing with the amount you have to deal with. Be kind to yourself. x

pigpen

MV I don't do dr's.. ever..

and TNV.. I'd only cry on you lol

I'll be fine once the baby is evicted.. I just get more and more miserable the last few weeks anyway..

Metranil_Vavin

Have you got some close friends you can chat to? Or family?

And we're always here!

Not long to go now for you anyway.

The_Next_Verse

pigpen wrote: »

MV I don't do dr's.. ever..

and TNV.. I'd only cry on you lol

That's fine too

You have so much to deal with, much more so than I do and I see you as a very brave woman for facing it all every day. :T

I feel like i'm just whinging over nothing on a daily basis after reading half the stuff that you post!

I know you'll get through it, but i know it's hard to see through the fog sometimes. Besides, I'm sure bubs will make an appearance soon, I'm going to bet next week!

xx

tinkwings

pigpen wrote: »

You have no idea..

The children have been told they are going home with SS tonight because they obviously hate me so can go live elsewhere.

I've had about 15 minutes sleep so will be spending most of the day blubbing like a complete moron..

I have really really had enough.. I really shouldn't be having this baby it is the single most stupid thing I have done in a long time.. unfortunately it has taken me almost 8 months to realise this.. OH doesn't want it and I don't think I do either given the way the others are behaving.

And I am sick of people asking if we are getting excited.. no actually I am not.. shockingly.. I couldn't be further from excited if I tried!

(I get depressed to the point of suicidal and then evict the baby.. you have another week of my self obsessed whinge ... sorry..)

Hospital booking appt cancelled for this afternoon..

PP I am sending you HUGE hugs. We are all here for you. Take care :A

smartie12

Have some flowers pigpen... as I don't suppose there's much anyone can say or do to help x

I shall have to pass the cake shop after I've been Post Office;):D Anyone want anything???

delain

Well I just got home, was going to wait in town to see OH who was due there working by 10 but came over all funny and thought I'd better get home!

Pigpen I know what you mean re being miserable, and you're further ahead than me!

I've still got to go to bloody tesco, might catch the next bus down there. The bus I got home got invaded by about 80 school kids who's special service bus to their school trip hadn't turned up, boy was that noisy. Fortunately they got on like 2 stops before mine so I didn't have to listen to them all the way home. I felt sorry for the teacher, this was at 10.45, their bus had been due at 10.14! Imagine trying to keep 80 odd 9 or 10 y/o kids occupied for half an hour _pale_

The_Next_Verse

smartie12 wrote: »

Have some flowers pigpen... as I don't suppose there's much anyone can say or do to help x

I shall have to pass the cake shop after I've been Post Office;):D Anyone want anything???

Oh my god.

I have such a cake craving... already. I don't think my snack apple will cut it!

I'd like a huge piece of chocolate victoria sponge with fresh cream and rasperries please:T:T:T

MERFE

tinks you could try some peppermint tea, this does help me to an extent but doesn't completely get rid.

Pigpen I feel similar with mine today, thank goodness they have gone back to school today because I could have throttled them with the next fight they had. DD was up half the night and I woke myself up shhing her, then freaked myself out because I thought someone else had said it but everyone else was asleep. I'm dreading school holidays. I'm also wondering what on earth I was thinking wanting another baby, they are just starting school so I'm giving up getting my me time back, this is going to be the most expensive baby we have since so much needs to change to fit the baby in, like all the new beds. Then I feel guilty because we tried so hard for the baby so I should be ecstatic but I'm not feeling it yet.