Hypno's "just for today" diary of rediscovery.

renovation.girl

hypno06 wrote: »

Well, I have done next to nothing today. I'm off the caffeine, so am a bit tired. I could also murder something chocolatey, but have decided to get back in control today, rather than use my being at home as another excuse to eat badly!

you should be proud of yourself for doing next to nothing, there is an art to it and it requires years of skillful practice, its called relaxation and we mums really are allowed a bit sometimes xx

honeybear_2

renovation.girl wrote: »

you should be proud of yourself for doing next to nothing, there is an art to it and it requires years of skillful practice, its called relaxation and we mums really are allowed a bit sometimes xx

Well said, that woman! :T

hypno06

KM - I accept what you say. And perhaps if HE told me that, then I could accept it from him.

What I get though is "I don't know what to say".....not really the same.

If he were to say that the relationship had come to an end, people change, blah blah blah, then at least he would have a reason. As things are at the moment, he has given me no reason at all.....not even a half baked one!

se - I love the dark dark stuff......and still have to eat the whole bar. A square or two simply doesn't do enough for me. I am a true addict

Have been to stock up on multivits......see, am trying to look after myself. I have chicken and butternut squash roasting in the oven too.....:A Oh, and I have been drinking water......am scaring myself just a tad :rotfl:

sallyx

Hugs Hypno, but you know what I am super proud that you went out for a run today

6 hours hard digging, rotorvatoring and gardening at the allotment...its painful to type, goodness knows how I'll be tomorrow lol!

Oh and summer is here in the south, have sunburn !!!!!!!

hypno06

**passes radox muscle soak to Sally**

You have worked so hard Sal - bet it is looking fab! I wouldn't want to be your muscles in the morning though :eek:

sallyx

My muscles are already complaining...I really am worried that I won't be able to get out of bed and walk to work tomorrow! OH is back this weekend *sigh* is it bad that I wish he wasn't coming...ah well work all day tomorrow so will only be sunday morning I have to tollerate him and talk about money!

hypno06

Well, I hope you manage to get the money things sorted at the weekend, and that you can come to some sort of arrangement with him staying somewhere other than at your house. That can't continue, surely, although I understand that it is not simple in the short term.

sallyx

No it can't, feel like I am dancing around him, him getting in the way and making MESS grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I feel like this is OUR house now and although there is still a lot of his stuff here, there is less and less as I sort and chuck lol! Must get money sorted this weekend and future arrangements after he has been paid end of the month (he will have no excuse as he will have money)

honeybear_2

Hypno, what is your "signature for stalkers"? I've been mean to ask but have felt a bit embarrassed But now curiosity has got the better of me!

hypno06

Signature for stalkers......well, I have always put in my signature how much debt I have left. So that people could see how far I had come as it had started at over £100k, and I could see how far I still had to go.

Then, a few months ago, I decided to do away with the "remaining debt" figure, and I started focusing on the bigger picture, including my mortgage in my signature, and having just one figure of "total debt".

I wouldn't way there was uproar, exactly, but so many people commented on the fact that they had followed my numbers going down for 3 years, and now they were lumped into one, how would they know when I was sub 20k, sub 15k etc.....!

It was like I was cheating them at the most crucial time - me heading towards (finally) debt freedom :rotfl:

So, the "signature for stalkers" was reinstated, so everyone knows how much further I have to go before I am no longer a DFW, but instead am a MFW!