help; what should i do?

NOTSUREWHATTODO_3

hi everyone,

another quick update. she came home last night and it was great. like we used to be. affectionate, cuddly, loving. we have already made a few changes that i think are gonna help us long term, firstly, having dinner with the telly off. its amazing how much a pointless distraction it is! never realised how bad until it went off! lol. little things ey?

i emailed relate yesterday afternoon and got a call last night. we are booked in for next friday evening. the first session is £40 and all subsequent ones will be £25 becuase of single income stautus thingy. well reasonable i think.

fingers crossed it will go okay as im pretty nervous about it and i know the missus is very nervous. we just gotta be honest with ourselves and work at it.

we are both out for one of her brothers birthday meals tonight with all the family there. its gonna be pretty hard at first i think as its the first time i have seen any of them other than her other brother since all the palava came out. i know her mum and dad have been pretty upset at it all, but im glad we are sorting us out now so much. we already have made some rough plans to do some stuff together and apart over the next few weeks which we havent done for ages.

i didnt realise just how much we do togther all the time. it maybie resulted in us haveing nothing to talk about anymore! we spending some more time on us together and seperatly with our freinds, as its great fun and i for one have been neglecting my mates loads!

we also got a little mini break booked for alton towers in a couple of weeks that we booked about a month back which we are now both looking forward to. i thought i was gonna have to cancel it if we werent together but were back on! yay!

its difficult not to over anaylise things as its what i do as a job so it comes pretty naturally. unfortunalty it takes alot of fun out of things so im making an active effort to go with the flow more and see where it takes us!

gonna get my little vespa back on the road this weekend so we can go for a explore with a picnic if the weather is nice. cant wait.

i will keep updating this post as new and exciting stuff happens! any ideas or helpful observations are very much greatly appreciated. thanks everyone

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Minxy_Bella

I'm really pleased for you, love - let's hope the corner has been turned now. I'm sure that going to Relate will be money well spent!

xxx