depression

rose07

Hi Everyone, Tiff, Feelinggood, CCstar, MC, Saz, Gillette, Ethel, Stenny, Miro, Elona, Geminilady, Blinky, ok think that all of you? lol are family building up here now. x

So how is everybody?

Did you have a good Christmas? I got a stocking, yes tiff i know im in my 20s, but santa exist no matter what you say!!! lol. I once heard him when i was young come in my room i was sooo sh*t scared lol.

So tiff how you doing? did you have a good birthday? and how are you coping?

I am in Edinburgh, and i have to say im prob the best i ever been, me shining oh soo bright. lol. It a lovely place. I realise being on the ward was good for me, but it brought alot of negative in me as well out of me, i felt awful there, and seeing people you care about going under when all you want to do is help them, well huni you know what i mean, dont ya?

but now i am strong hun. yep rosie back xxx, so you better be careful, check ya pm huni xxx

so saz how you doing? im being lazy btw and not read back yet, lol.so you back at work? is saz keepin an eye on our tiff? lol, milk milk, we need to keep that saucer full, lol

Hey feelie huni, think i been neglecting you since i been in the ward, aint i? remember our deal hun? sisters, i love you and will always, you are a strong thing at heart and i know you and everyone here will get there, something i learnt in the ward is we will all get there we just need a little help getting on that path to travel on in the right direction. Whats wrong huni? why you not going to trust anyone? has something happened? hope you ok huni xxxx


Elona, Geminilady, Ethel and Miro, hope you all ok? and keeping it real :cool: :rotfl:.

Stenny how ya doing?
ok silly question, i hope your chest infection clears up soon hun, and that you have a good new year too x

OK THIS IS ONE THING ROSIE WILL DRUM IN YA HEADS:rotfl:

I just want to say i hope the new year brings a little happiness for you all, i know it might be a silly thing to say here, but even just if there is something that can make us happy, for me its holly, my dog. what me trying to say is i know this time of year is hard for alot of us here, and sometimes starting a new year can seem, oh another year of feeling awful, and being in a decline. But one thing i want to say is, try and do what you need to do before the new year, and start a fresh, also i am here for all of you, my heart is open to you all, tiff, feelie, saz, gillette, all of you, you know you are all special, and will all have a place in my heart anyway.

If any of you need to talk anytime, i will always be here. PM me if anyone needs to talk xxxxxx

:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

feelinggood_2

rose07 wrote:

Hey feelie huni, think i been neglecting you since i been in the ward, aint i? remember our deal hun? sisters, i love you and will always, you are a strong thing at heart and i know you and everyone here will get there, something i learnt in the ward is we will all get there we just need a little help getting on that path to travel on in the right direction. Whats wrong huni? why you not going to trust anyone? has something happened? hope you ok huni xxxx:

I appreciate everything you are saying Rose - but I've got to do this Its nothing to do with you, I just am not happy with how things are. Its complicated, there are a lot of things that people don't know, and I don't want anyone to know. Getting close to people just leaves you open to hurt. Opening up is not an option for me any more.
I'm going to tackle this depression in the only way i can - ALONE. I am alone, always have been, always will be. I will not let anyone walk this road with me. I can't. I won't.

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Hope you are well It's quiet this time of year on here...........No Sazbomb :eek:

Hiya Miro babe, hi everyone. Back home/here. Depressed, but hey, what else is new?! New Year, innit?! :rotfl: Will get organised sharpish. Love you all very much, Sazbombxxx

rose07

feelinggood wrote:

I appreciate everything you are saying Rose - but I've got to do this Its nothing to do with you, I just am not happy with how things are. Its complicated, there are a lot of things that people don't know, and I don't want anyone to know. Getting close to people just leaves you open to hurt. Opening up is not an option for me any more.
I'm going to tackle this depression in the only way i can - ALONE. I am alone, always have been, always will be. I will not let anyone walk this road with me. I can't. I won't.

Feelie hun,
Do you think you can do this alone?

Hun PM me NOW!!!!, This is rosie talking to you, do you want me to get tiff?

And hun i do understand, i know the pain you feel, you open up to people and you give, but you dont get what you need, support and love. its hard hun. i know.

but i aint gonna leave ya on ya own, we sisters huni, i love you xxx

Do you remember when you and me were on here about a month ago? and i felt sooo cr*p? and you told me to get my a** on msn, quite literally, well hun come on pm me, or i will call you, we can talk hun, i aint going anywhere, im afraid rosie is strong - she can feel the force and it is strong, so hun, trust me, ok? if you hadnt been there for me then i dunno what woulda happened, you have soo much to give hun, and i aint gonna leave you to do this alone, rosie can be like a rash on ya a** never gonna go lol

xxx

ps: PM me hun, you need to talk xxx

Tiff_2

Hi guys!
Thinking of you all -blinky, fg, stenny, gilly, sazzy, elona, cc, miro, rose, ethel, bunnie et al. I've been lurking on and off throughout the day and had to do some undercover work.;) (No - not that kind!!!:eek: )
I haven't forgotten you guys! for all!
...miro, you and I will be having a little conversation at some point about you and knicker drawers!:D :rolleyes:

fg - oh hun, I know someone or something has really upset you from what you say. Just make sure you don't cut yourself off from any help you get and please let us know how you are when you feel up to it. It's a tough time of year angel and you're not alone in feeling so very low. You're so cared about here so if you want to talk to anyone of us, you know we're here for you just like you've been for us.

stenny - sorry to hear you're so poorly hun. Warmest wishes for a speedy recovery angel. I hope OH is treating you well too. Is everything else ok in your corner of the world hun? Look after yourself angel.

ethel - thinking of you angel and hoping that things come good soon. You're a survivor hun and you're a star on here so don't you plan on going anywhere either 'cos we need you! I'm so proud of you. You've come so far and your journey isn't finished yet hun.;)

sazzy - hang in there kid!;) I hope your break with your family is going well hun. Needless to say, we're missing you. Did you take half the thread with you?!:rotfl: As I said, every one of us will be posting on 2nd January when the world kicks in again!:rolleyes: Hope you're well angel and hurry back - miro's not satisfied with just the smartie cupboard anymore...there's talk of knicker drawers and everything saz!:eek:

elona - here with your wisdom as always angel. What would we do without you?:T Just want you to know how much you're appreciated.:A

cc - thank you for sharing your story hun. You're another survivor, like it or not. :T And much appreciated here on the thread with your encouragement. I hope you're feeling better angel.

blinky - hoping you're ok hun and that you know we're all thinking of you. We're here for you too. Can't wait for you to come back to role as Hug Provider hun - I'm having to do house calls now to try and get through them all!:rotfl: I know you've been really low recently angel and yet you've still managed to support others on here. Just let us know how you're doing when you can angel. - you deserve the extra ones blinky!

I hope everyone makes it home from the holidays safe and sound. Safe journeys all.
Please don't suffer alone guys - if you're having a rough time, please post and get the support you deserve. You're all such an inspiration and for every low you have, you will be rewarded with a high. It'll balance out in the end. Thinking of you all and wishing you well.
Right. Oooh yes, I nearly forgot.....oh miro - I'd like a word or ten! :eek::rotfl:
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

bl00dy typical - the minute I start my Tiff Chronicles, you all come back at once!:rolleyes: :eek: :rotfl:
Welcome home guys! :grouphug:- catch up with you all tomorrow! Still got some posts I want to reply to in depth.
Proud of you Rosie!:T
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

rose07

Tiff

LOL, yep me spring up like a slinky
:rotfl:

Hun check ya PMs xxx

feelinggood_2

Very much appreciate what you guys are saying, but this it the best path for me
Rose, I cannot, and will not, talk. I'm sorry.

Sazbo

Tiff wrote:

sazzy - hang in there kid!;) I hope your break with your family is going well hun. Needless to say, we're missing you. Did you take half the thread with you?!:rotfl: As I said, every one of us will be posting on 2nd January when the world kicks in again!:rolleyes: Hope you're well angel and hurry back - miro's not satisfied with just the smartie cupboard anymore...there's talk of knicker drawers and everything saz!:eek:

Hiya Tiffy hun! :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: Miro's a worry isn't he?! You and me'll have to discuss knicker draw situation Tiff:D:D I dunno, I'm away from the thread for 5 mins.........:rotfl: Sxxx

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Very much appreciate what you guys are saying, but this it the best path for me
Rose, I cannot, and will not, talk. I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry, feelie hun. Your call, entirely... Sxxx