depression

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

hello everyone

im backkkk lol

ok this is just a pit stop you will get the full version tomorrow, yep a rosie essay, mc remind me lol. memory like a siv, lol

ok first i wanna say thanks to everyone, yes everyone. hehe

then also just wanna say, tomorrow is my last day, i am being discharged. :j :beer: , party on eh? , no i am actually truly upset, and tomorrow will be sooo emotional i will miss everyone

its been a hard month or so, and tiff you will know what i mean.... the people i have met, are amazing everyone. some are soo ill.
I have been the creative one on the ward and i seem to bring a smile to the ward when i come in its rosie rosie, and when i leave eveyone says bye, you build up such a family, and get sooo close to people. xxxx

i will tell more tomorrow

rosies past her bedtime:rolleyes:

but tiff, feelinggood, gillette,, ccstar, mc, saz, elona gl, and anyone else i will talk to you all tomorrow, yep rollon the rosie essays know you all get the jist. love yas seeas tomorrow xxxxxxx

:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

Rosie hunnie! Good to here from ya! We're bracing ourselves for our essays hun - we missed them!;) Love Saz xxxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Ethel hun you're a babe!:D Love, Sazbombxxx

bwahahaha.. hate to sound bigheaded but i have to agree

one of the girls here tonight is the one with the daddy worth 330m quid, so she's got a real loud, posh voice... I keep hearing her telling my two how cool their mum is and how she wishes her mum was like me n stuff :D:D:D

I was asking her bout daddy.. if he;s single etc etc.. never know when info like that wold come in handy eh? hehehehehhehee

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

w00t!! !!!! i wish i was.. we'll be a booze free zone this year cos of my daughter's fondness for it.. don't want to tempt fate

hehe we've just eaten 2 chickens between 5 of us henry the 8th style!

bloody great it was too, lol

LOL did you throw the bones over your shoulder hun?! :rotfl:

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

bwahahaha.. hate to sound bigheaded but i have to agree

one of the girls here tonight is the one with the daddy worth 330m quid, so she's got a real loud, posh voice... I keep hearing her telling my two how cool their mum is and how she wishes her mum was like me n stuff :D:D:D

I was asking her bout daddy.. if he;s single etc etc.. never know when info like that wold come in handy eh? hehehehehhehee

- yeah, quite right! Ya never know when £330m might come in handy Ethel hun! But don't forget we've always liked you!:D:D Sxxxxxxx

EthelBloggs

ermmm sorry.. do I know you?

I'm far too busy counting my millions to remember who you are

mclaren_2

At the moment, i want a fish supper but im having to tell myself NO cos i am on a diet - though i AM hungry - just dont know what to do ARGH! lol

EthelBloggs

mclaren wrote:

At the moment, i want a fish supper but im having to tell myself NO cos i am on a diet - though i AM hungry - just dont know what to do ARGH! lol

how about a shish kebab? lots of salad.. grilled chicken or lamb.. pretty healthy really?

i know it's not the same as fish n chips but might work?

Sazbo

mclaren wrote:

At the moment, i want a fish supper but im having to tell myself NO cos i am on a diet - though i AM hungry - just dont know what to do ARGH! lol

Mmm fish supper my favourite! :j Plus it's Friday, plus it's crimbo - I say go for it!! :j Can I have a pickled onion please hun?:D Sxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

LOL did you throw the bones over your shoulder hun?! :rotfl:

lmfao.. not quite...... gawd we're such pigs, lol

must be a shocker for the posh girl to see how us commoners live, hehehe

rose07

Oke doke, you all ready for a rosie essay?

LOL :A

Ok its been a long road soo far , and it aint over yet as you all will know but, I am getting there.

Hello to everyone, FG, tiff, saz, ethel, ccstar, Gillette, blinky, stenny, elona, gl, MC, and anyone else, as I know there is someone. Lol

Ok How is everyone doing?

Ethel have you thrown ya OH out yet? , and how you doing hun, hows life treating, ya, Christmas soon. Xxx, which is gonna be strange I am sooo not ready for it, got all prezzies but not in the mood, ya know?, esp knowing of all the people which will be in hospital this Christmas. Xxx

ccstar how are you doing huni? Have you sorted out moving? And are you seeing family for Christmas?
I aint going anywhere well no tell I lie I am going on a bit of a holiday on the 26th coz by god I need it, lol. And my nurse said it is a v v v good idea.:j

Gillette, hi hun , I have been looking back on the site and I am privildged that you show protection and care for me, thank you, I know you must be a guy that makes all the girls go arrrrr, lol. Have a good Christmas huni, xxx

Blinky, hiya, how are you and ‘R’ he he im a ‘R’, anyways hows it going? Are you spending Christmas together? I am spending Christmas day at home, which wasn’t sure it would happen.

Well half me essay time for a break……..

Stenny, hiya, im afraid I don’t think we have met yet, but a welcome to our family here, when in hospital you realise how important it is to have people around you that understand, the other clients in the hospital were like family to me, they still are. And so it helps to have a close community of people that understand like here we have our own family right here, i am of course the angel :A .
Welcome and I hope tiff aint told ya bout me yet? I am worse than tiff lol

Elona – hi huni, how are you? Thanks for your help hun, I know sometimes I can be a right pain in the ya know? I have been told this by the nurses, but I am an angel, yes they said that too. Lol hope ya sorted for Christmas, arghhhhh 2 days left xxxx:rolleyes:

Geminilady, hi huni, thanks for ya help to, its good to know that when I was soo low and could not even see where I was at, there were people here that cared xxx, hows ya Christmas going? 1 am nearly sorted, just gotta deliver presents, hahahahahaha,

Tiff, awwww tiff, I have missed you this much………, nope me missed you to the moon and back xxx, nope further still, next galaxy and back? Well huni, it’s a long road aint it? And its amazing the people you meet along the way, and the things you see, you will know what I mean? Being in hospital has changed me, I have seen it all where I was, we only have one place for murderers, abusers, druggies, Depressed, schizo, ill people in general, and I have seen it all, seen how bad some people get, seen my best mate on the ward go awol, and been there for her, been threatened by another patient, everything, I have even gone awol meself huni xxx, yep poor rosie went off the wall, and you know what they said to me, we cant see ya pain, what durrrrrrr, . you will all know depression cant always be seen xxxx
But huni I wanna thank you, as ya poor rosie would be just still down without you. xxx :grouphug:, and i hope my tiffster been ok through this month, i aint forgotten ya, and happy birthday for the 25th if i dont see ya before then huni xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Saz, Hi hun, how are you?, has work been going ok? And are you getting time off??, gotta get time off for Christmas. Hun thanks for ya help, you and tiff may be the oldies on here, oooo tiff’s gonna whack me now, but ya have kept me going sooo much. You and tiff have been there when others haven’t. thanks xxx :T

Feelinggood – well huni, how are you doing? Do you know feelie, if it wasn’t for you on that night when ya told rosie to go on msn, she would never have kept going, so huni, I want you to know how much ya mean to me, you are my light huni and mean sooo much to me, remember we are sisters huni. And you got me always, love you xxxxxxxxxxxxx :grouphug:

MC , hey huni, now I hope you all been keeping an eye on mc, as he been keeping an eye on me . Now huni, remember our deal, that we just said, ok? You tell me and I will tell you, tiff knows how bad I can be with me wellies, yes rosie can get her wellies out . Really tho huni, I love ya. You mean a lot to me too. Like a lot of people here. Take care huni xxxxxxxxxxxx

Ok now everyone, rosie past her bedtime again :rotfl:

I was very ill at the start of the week , collapsing everywhere, sick as a parrot, lol. But now im better, think it was a hospital bug as a few people had it, was sooo bad, never been sooo physically ill.

And this week or the last month has been amazing, I have put smiles on peoples faces, met great friends for life, and helped people in a creative sense, I have even met someone very special and it all makes the world of difference.

It weird as people were saying today, what are we going to do when you go?, I said you will be fine, they said no but you make us happy, you keep us busy, I have been making the Christmas displays in the hospital and got some of the clients involved, some are sooo ill you have to be careful what you say, or it can be hard, but I seemed ok, and I decorated the trees as well, and just brought Christmas to the ward really.
It is sooo sad to leave, but I am moving on from that chapter in my life, and sooo, you will be seeing more of me , lol xxxxxx

Just wanna say

:beer: Happy Christmas to you all:beer:

Your all wonderful people and sooo lovely

Thank you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

seeya very soon xxx

Sweet Dreams xxxxx