depression

Sazbo

sleepy wrote:

Hi guys.
Had a really ok day yesterday, felt quite "normal" and enjoyed my time shopping. I dyed my hair, it came out a very different colour to on the box, much more red than expected (was going for just a deep brown), but I love it. Over the years my hair has been every colour under the sun, and I'm happy with most of them, so I change it every couple of years when I get bored.
Then I woke up this morning and it's a bad day. I'm going to go out for a bike ride later to try and shift myself out of my dark place, but at the moment I feel awful. Wish I had more control over everything.

Hi sleepy, hair colour sounds good - and glad you like it. Maybe I should ask you for some tips!:) I know exactly what you mean about not feeling in control, but hope you're feeling a bit better this afternoon hun. Sxx

Tiff_2

Sazbo wrote:

Hi Tiffy hun, I see you've got ya post-faster stripes on today hun!;)
How you doing?

My blood pressure had come down, until having to wait in ALL DAY today for a builder to come and make repairs to the plaster on my ceilings :mad: Grrrr! Like I have nothing better to do with my time. At 10.30 this morning he said he'd be here at 12.30 and now it's nearly 3pm and stilll no sign. It's probably a 20 in job at most. Why are builders so bl00dy unreliable? Grrr.....sorry guys, end of rant. calm, calm, calm..............

Sxx

Hey sazzy - I'm hanging in there hun.
Actually felt very ill this a.m. physically, so stopped posting (I'd been reading posts since 3.45a.m.!) and had a lie down. Alone again! :rolleyes:
You're gonna be a shiny Saz what with undercoats and plastering!:rolleyes: That is if he turns up. Just had more time to post today and I'd gotten so far behind. I do care about you guys you know - I've got no life so I borrow everyone's here!;) :rotfl: you really are all great people.
Catch you later hun.
Much love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

Hi Guys!
Now you all know what I mean when I talk about the Tiff Chronicles!:rolleyes: :rotfl:
Got to go now but hope to look in later. Oh yes, one more thing.....

MIRO!!! What are you up to young man?
Are you ok sweetie? I know things aren't usually good when you're this quiet. I know you'll pop back and fill us in when you can hun and I hope everything's alright angel.
Come on hun - I'll open the smartie cupboard if you come back.;)
Seriously miro, you know where we are if you need us hun.

Take care and be kind to yourself everyone!
Much Love
Tiff xxx

Sazbo

Tiff wrote:

Hey sazzy - I'm hanging in there hun.
Actually felt very ill this a.m. physically, so stopped posting (I'd been reading posts since 3.45a.m.!) and had a lie down. Alone again! :rolleyes:
You're gonna be a shiny Saz what with undercoats and plastering!:rolleyes: That is if he turns up. Just had more time to post today and I'd gotten so far behind. I do care about you guys you know - I've got no life so I borrow everyone's here!;) :rotfl: you really are all great people.
Catch you later hun.
Much love,
Tiff xxx

Sorry to hear you weren't feeling well tiff hun - are you feeling better now? You're great too y'know, don't forget that. I'm going to take a leaf out of your book and try and make a small part of xmas nice for me. I really can't face xmas this year so it'll be difficult, but we can help each other with that ok?

And don't worry about lying down alone - you can borrow my constant companion - my trusty hot water bottle - it's a miracle worker, plus you get the warmth without all the downsides!! :T :rotfl: Love, Sazzy xxx

Sazbo

LOL You couldn't make it up! I just called builder - he'd completely forgotten:rolleyes: "I'll be there in 15 minutes".......................................

EthelBloggs

Tiff wrote:

Hi ethel - how are you hun? I know I'm labouring the point angel but you're giving yourself little clues in your posts, like , quote "He knows I won't put him out on the street..." unquote. I'm just worried in case the hairball will find a way to still be with you on the 21st! As I said hun, he knows exactly which buttons to press and will be sly enough to have you watch "It's A Wonderful Life!" with him on the 19th before he does it! Just say the word hun and Tiff'll get rid of the flea for you! :rolleyes:
Just be prepared for the "Where can I find to go so close to the holidays?" and all it's variations. Tell him there's no room at the Inn - that'll get him!:D
Hoping you and yours are well hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Thanks again tiffy... and all of you who are posting about my mess

He CAN go to his parents.. he usually visits them once a month anyway.. problem is for him while he's skint affording to commute to work from there.. I thnk it's about £120 a week or something. Once he gets paid its up to him to sort it out.

He is making a big effort to be nice... even sat at the table and ate dinner with me last night :eek: but as I've said before.. it's too little too late. Some of the names he called me the other day were really out of order and as I've always said.. once something's been said it can't be unsaid.. even if it it wasn't meant.

The clincher for me was tho that my neighbour knocked today for a cuppa and said she'd heard everything and that her son was going to come in and bop him one! I said she should have let him, hehehehe. But.. I'm not willing to be a spectacle or topic of gossip for the neighbours.

Weird thing is I'm feeling really positive in general.. even tho my stress levels are thru the roof.. DD is being a little cow and I'm getting a lot of complaints about her behaviour since she moved to the new place :rolleyes:

Oh well.. onwards and upwards as they say

Hope everyone's fine.. haven't read anything yet.. just about to with a nice cuppa I feel I deserve it cos I discovered that the kitten has been using a tiny space behind a huge unit in the living room as his private loo so I had to pull out the furniture and scrub the carpet there - urggh.. that was nasty!!!!

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

LOL You couldn't make it up! I just called builder - he'd completely forgotten:rolleyes: "I'll be there in 15 minutes".......................................

Put a rocket under his (_|_) !!!!!!!!!!

EthelBloggs

Tiff wrote:

Hey sazzy - I'm hanging in there hun.
Actually felt very ill this a.m. physically, so stopped posting (I'd been reading posts since 3.45a.m.!) and had a lie down. Alone again! :rolleyes:
You're gonna be a shiny Saz what with undercoats and plastering!:rolleyes: That is if he turns up. Just had more time to post today and I'd gotten so far behind. I do care about you guys you know - I've got no life so I borrow everyone's here!;) :rotfl: you really are all great people.
Catch you later hun.
Much love,
Tiff xxx

Aww tiffy... sorry to hear you're not feeling well... get some rest and feel better soon *huggs*

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

Thanks again tiffy... and all of you who are posting about my mess

He CAN go to his parents.. he usually visits them once a month anyway.. problem is for him while he's skint affording to commute to work from there.. I thnk it's about £120 a week or something. Once he gets paid its up to him to sort it out.

He is making a big effort to be nice... even sat at the table and ate dinner with me last night :eek: but as I've said before.. it's too little too late. Some of the names he called me the other day were really out of order and as I've always said.. once something's been said it can't be unsaid.. even if it it wasn't meant.

The clincher for me was tho that my neighbour knocked today for a cuppa and said she'd heard everything and that her son was going to come in and bop him one! I said she should have let him, hehehehe. But.. I'm not willing to be a spectacle or topic of gossip for the neighbours.

Weird thing is I'm feeling really positive in general.. even tho my stress levels are thru the roof.. DD is being a little cow and I'm getting a lot of complaints about her behaviour since she moved to the new place :rolleyes:

Oh well.. onwards and upwards as they say

Hope everyone's fine.. haven't read anything yet.. just about to with a nice cuppa I feel I deserve it cos I discovered that the kitten has been using a tiny space behind a huge unit in the living room as his private loo so I had to pull out the furniture and scrub the carpet there - urggh.. that was nasty!!!!

Hiya hun. Was wondering how you were today. You enjoy that cuppa - yes you definitely deserve it hun. In fact I think I might join you... good to hear you're feeling positive generally, inspite of everything you've had to deal with. Sounds like you're got your ducks in a row, as they say. All to the good!

Love Sazbomb xx

mclaren_2

is it jsut me or has any1 not bothered with xmas tress or that? i just am not in the mood tbh with it all........

also can i ask - can being depressed make you sooooo tired?

hope every1 here is doing well tho xx