depression

EthelBloggs

feelinggood wrote:

If anyone is there, please can you remind me why I'm not supposed to drink?
Nice bottle of toffee liqour in front of me, and I very very VERY much want to drink it.

noooooooo fg.. think about how rotten you'll feel afterwards, that you've let yourself down! Please dont drink it... I'm here and I;ll keep you company as long as you need just please dont do that.. you know you don't want to really :huggs:

feelinggood_2

Too late lol. I'm alright, I've not got that much drinkable stuff in the house, so just a few for me today.
Thanks for the offer, much appreciated.
I'm gonna try and sit back from here - I'm still reading, but I should post while I'm drinking.

feelinggood_2

I just don't know how to get better
Whats killing me inside is that I'm doing this to myself, its all my fault. No one to blame but me.

EthelBloggs

fg.. you're not sposed to drink because it stops you from being the person you want to be and CAN be.. you don't need it.. pour it down the sink.. please? If you won't do it for you then do it for me so I dont spend the day worrying about you.. please.

While I agree that you're doing it to yourself.. as we all do with our destructive behaviours.. it's not your fault!!!! you didint deserve those nasty things that happened to you any more than any of the rest of us did.. dont let them sick f*kkers win by letting them ruin the rest of your life.. keep fighting!!

feelinggood_2

EthelBloggs wrote:

fg.. you're not sposed to drink because it stops you from being the person you want to be and CAN be.. you don't need it.. pour it down the sink.. please? If you won't do it for you then do it for me so I dont spend the day worrying about you.. please.

While I agree that you're doing it to yourself.. as we all do with our destructive behaviours.. it's not your fault!!!! you didint deserve those nasty things that happened to you any more than any of the rest of us did.. dont let them sick f*kkers win by letting them ruin the rest of your life.. keep fighting!!

I'm fed up of fighting I'm not letting them win, I'm just taking a little break from fighting so hard.
On a plus side, I'm filling in my questionairre for the physcotherapy team, hopefully it won't be too long untill I get an appointment. Only problem is that the centre is like 15 miles away, no idea how to get there on my own :eek: Ahh well, will deal with that when its time to deal with that.
Thank you for your kind words.
You don't need to worry about me - I am fine.
How are you today?

EthelBloggs

feelinggood wrote:

I'm fed up of fighting I'm not letting them win, I'm just taking a little break from fighting so hard.
On a plus side, I'm filling in my questionairre for the physcotherapy team, hopefully it won't be too long untill I get an appointment. Only problem is that the centre is like 15 miles away, no idea how to get there on my own :eek: Ahh well, will deal with that when its time to deal with that.
Thank you for your kind words.
You don't need to worry about me - I am fine.
How are you today?

Better to fill in the form with a clear head, no? It's possible that they can arrange transport so you can go to the centre, worth asking

I'm ok.. and whether I need to worry or not.. I will

Don't drink that stuff for ten minutes, hows about that.. just take a few mins at a time and get thru the wanting that way

feelinggood_2

EthelBloggs wrote:

Better to fill in the form with a clear head, no? It's possible that they can arrange transport so you can go to the centre, worth asking

I'm ok.. and whether I need to worry or not.. I will

Don't drink that stuff for ten minutes, hows about that.. just take a few mins at a time and get thru the wanting that way

I'm still clear headed - I'm not drunk yet, so can fill in the form to the best oof my abililty. Too be honest, I need something to help me fill it in - took me months to fill in the last one, at least if I drink, I can get it done quicker hehe.
Will ask about taxi or something if I get an assessment. Hoping I will.
Last time I did something like this, the nurses came out, asked me loads of uestions and then said I wasn't ill enough for them to help me :rotfl:
Hoping it isn't like that again! I'm filling in all the easy bits, saving the questions like "what is your current relationship like"and "how was your childhood" till later
Worrying is a pain in the bum isn't it? Can't switch it off no matter how much we want to.
Thanks for the conversation, very kind of you.

EthelBloggs

feelinggood wrote:

I'm still clear headed - I'm not drunk yet, so can fill in the form to the best oof my abililty. Too be honest, I need something to help me fill it in - took me months to fill in the last one, at least if I drink, I can get it done quicker hehe.
Will ask about taxi or something if I get an assessment. Hoping I will.
Last time I did something like this, the nurses came out, asked me loads of uestions and then said I wasn't ill enough for them to help me :rotfl:
Hoping it isn't like that again! I'm filling in all the easy bits, saving the questions like "what is your current relationship like"and "how was your childhood" till later
Worrying is a pain in the bum isn't it? Can't switch it off no matter how much we want to.
Thanks for the conversation, very kind of you.

No need to thank me.. You're good company to spend time with I just wish I was able to be more help Sometimes with those assessment things you have to make things sound worse than they are cos resources are so scarce.. ask for the moon and they'll give you a bit.. whereas if they think you only need a bit they might give you nothing.. know what i mean? I've had this situation myself regarding support for my daughter so i've learned how they operate, lol

worrying sucks too :P

Horasio

EthelBloggs wrote:

oooh.. can I come up to yours for dinner? sounds loveeeeeeeeeely!!!! Cant reember the last time I had a proper meal.. cept when i go to me mums, lol

Yes, I am sure I have enough to go round:)

Bring a bottle

Horasio

Miroslav wrote:

Thanks for the link

I will use it on someone, soon :rotfl:

They'll probably give me a Turkey sandwich :rotfl:

You wait till I start using Scottish slang:D