depression

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

I'm still clear headed - I'm not drunk yet, so can fill in the form to the best oof my abililty. Too be honest, I need something to help me fill it in - took me months to fill in the last one, at least if I drink, I can get it done quicker hehe.
Will ask about taxi or something if I get an assessment. Hoping I will.
Last time I did something like this, the nurses came out, asked me loads of uestions and then said I wasn't ill enough for them to help me :rotfl:
Hoping it isn't like that again! I'm filling in all the easy bits, saving the questions like "what is your current relationship like"and "how was your childhood" till later
Worrying is a pain in the bum isn't it? Can't switch it off no matter how much we want to.
Thanks for the conversation, very kind of you.

I managed to get to sleep about 5 and up at 11 today. I would love to be able to goto bed about 12am and get up about 9am.

I am still in a kickass mood, so don't get offended

Having the odd drink to unwind in the evening is fine but you are in danger of becoming an alcholic if you drink as a crutch.

Like the OP says, you need a clear head to work out what you are doing next to get out of the situation your are in. The pain is unbearable, I know and the drink temporarily helps but it is keeping you static.

Sazbo

FG I agree with ethel and CCStar - please try to not drink. I'm sure it's ok to type out your form - when I did mine last month I typed mine for the same reason, and they were ok about it, but you really should do it with a totally clear head hun. big hugs fg xxx

Horasio

I really hate forms :mad:

Sazbo

CCStar I'm totally with you re dogs off the leash. I'm not a huge dog fan either, but have nothing against them at all. But it's the owners who don't control them get on my wick. Last year, one saturday morning early I was walking to my yoga class and I go through a small park on the way there. In the park this young over-excitable dog ran towards me. I moved to try and avoid it, but it started barking and jumping up at me and wouldn't stop, nor would it's (idiot male) owner stop it. :mad: I was furious - started shouting at dog and him. Eventually dog got the message and went and cowered behind a hedge!! I was so angry and frightened when I got to my yoga class I was shaking and my pulse was racing - when yoga's supposed to be a relaxing experience, with muddy paw prints all over my jacket...:rolleyes: So I can indeed relate to that!

CCStar - can I join you for thanksgiving dinner too? Sounds divine. Ethel hun - can I hitch a lift with you, since we are coming from the same place x

Sazbo

Ethel - glad you've got shot of Happy Harry for a few days, still reckon you should change the lock tho... Sx

EthelBloggs

hiya cc and sazzy )

course ya can.. have to be the train tho, my car aint legal for the road atm
ahh well.. we can make a start on the tipples on the way up :P

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Ethel - glad you've got shot of Happy Harry for a few days, still reckon you should change the lock tho... Sx

I think its really finally sank in with him.. he rang earlier and said he doesn't know when/if he's coming back and then added "not that you care cos you dont want me there anyway" think I'll spend some time over the weekend sorting out his stuff and having it ready for him to collect at any time..

It's a pity cos he can be so lovely at times and we did have a good relationship til the last few months.. oh well.

Horasio

Sazbo wrote:

CCStar I'm totally with you re dogs off the leash. I'm not a huge dog fan either, but have nothing against them at all. But it's the owners who don't control them get on my wick. Last year, one saturday morning early I was walking to my yoga class and I go through a small park on the way there. In the park this young over-excitable dog ran towards me. I moved to try and avoid it, but it started barking and jumping up at me and wouldn't stop, nor would it's (idiot male) owner stop it. :mad: I was furious - started shouting at dog and him. Eventually dog got the message and went and cowered behind a hedge!! I was so angry and frightened when I got to my yoga class I was shaking and my pulse was racing - when yoga's supposed to be a relaxing experience, with muddy paw prints all over my jacket...:rolleyes: So I can indeed relate to that!

CCStar - can I join you for thanksgiving dinner too? Sounds divine. Ethel hun - can I hitch a lift with you, since we are coming from the same place x

Yes I didn't want these mutts dirtying my clothes either. It was a public place not their home. What I hate is they act like they are victim when I am the upset party. These morons give dog owners a bad name. I bet he's the sort that wouldn't pick up after they poop either.

Yes I shall set up another place setting, this sounds like it is going to be good evening:)

Horasio

EthelBloggs wrote:

I think its really finally sank in with him.. he rang earlier and said he doesn't know when/if he's coming back and then added "not that you care cos you dont want me there anyway" think I'll spend some time over the weekend sorting out his stuff and having it ready for him to collect at any time..

It's a pity cos he can be so lovely at times and we did have a good relationship til the last few months.. oh well.

If the bad outweighs the good, you have to question whether it is worth it

Sazbo

blinky wrote:

CCStar you've been busy tonight. Hope you're not feeling too bad, I know how bad sleepless nights can be.

You should never feel you have no friends as you have plenty here. If I had more free time I would drive up to Edinburgh to see you but I'm sure you understand currently 'R' is currently top of the list of people to see when I am free . :happyhear

Depending on how busy the rest of the day is I might be able to post back before this evening.

Forgot to give hugs out last night so

Take care all.

Thanks for the hugs blinky, much appreciated hun, as always. Don't work too hard today, hopefully catch you later. Sx