📨 Have you signed up to the Forum's new Email Digest yet? Get a selection of trending threads sent straight to your inbox daily, weekly or monthly!

depression

Options
1319320322324325707

Comments

  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
    Part of the Furniture Combo Breaker
    Hi Everyone

    Had a good day today, apart from having to deal with idiots but the feeling soon passed.

    Edinburgh looks so good on a crisp dry cold winter's night pre Christmas and the lights aren't even up yet - am I starting to like it here:eek:

    Every time I goto England I seem to change.

    I mustn't get too happy, the neighbours will be back sometime and be noisy again:(
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
    Part of the Furniture Combo Breaker
    Don't worry - I'm not going to do anything - that is last resort - not something I'd do spur of the moment.
    I just want this pain to go away - I'm fed up of it.
    All I get are temporary highs - stupid me for thinking I could be happy.
    Stupid me for everything.
    Please, some one shoot me!
    What has happened?

    (((Big hugs)))
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • feelinggood_2
    feelinggood_2 Posts: 11,115 Forumite
    CCStar wrote:
    What has happened?

    (((Big hugs)))

    Nothing, everything fine.
    Just can't shake this feeling - its like even my bones are hurting so much.
    Would it be wrong to take the AD's without telling OH?
    Stay-at-home, attached Mummy to a 23lb 10oz, 11 month old baby boy.
  • feelinggood_2
    feelinggood_2 Posts: 11,115 Forumite
    I want to scream and shout and cry and let it all out, but I can't :(
    Stay-at-home, attached Mummy to a 23lb 10oz, 11 month old baby boy.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
    Part of the Furniture Combo Breaker
    Hey Rose, hope you good soon, take care x.
    Don't know if I'm going to be able to post much today - things are bad, I'm low, very low. Life doesn't seem worth living and all that.
    Re:finland - he won. Not only am I going - but I've been made out to be the evil, spiteful, vindictive !!!!!. One of these days I'm going to tell him that if he jolly well hates me all that much, I'm not staying.
    Anyways, thinking og you all x
    You poor thing, how did that happen?

    Did he not listen to WHY you don't want to go?

    Mind you I have been there and been slapped down too:(
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • feelinggood_2
    feelinggood_2 Posts: 11,115 Forumite
    He made me feel so so so guilty for not wanting to go, he got really moody with me and all that.
    Yeah, life eh, who'd want it
    Stay-at-home, attached Mummy to a 23lb 10oz, 11 month old baby boy.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
    Part of the Furniture Combo Breaker
    Nothing, everything fine.
    Just can't shake this feeling - its like even my bones are hurting so much.
    Would it be wrong to take the AD's without telling OH?
    I think your doctor would be concerned as to why you won't take them

    How is he 'making you feel bad'?

    I quote that because you are not bad but he is behaving in a way that leads you to feel bad about yourself.
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
    Part of the Furniture Combo Breaker
    He made me feel so so so guilty for not wanting to go, he got really moody with me and all that.
    Yeah, life eh, who'd want it
    What is the pattern?

    How does it go when you don't or do want to do something?
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
    Part of the Furniture Combo Breaker
    Sazbo wrote:
    Night fg love, be good to yourself, that's an order :) x
    Same goes from me too!:D
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • feelinggood_2
    feelinggood_2 Posts: 11,115 Forumite
    I don't know - I think I'm going crazy.
    I can't tell if he is manipulating me, controlling me, making me miserable or if I am imagining it. Maybe it is all in my head?
    He wants to do something, I say I'm not keen, he tries to persaude me, I say I don't want to but will if he wants to, he gets moody, ignores me, huffs, puffs, bangs doors, rolls his eyes, sighs, says I ruin everything etc, I say its alright I'll go, then he says no point, its ruined now, I beg and plead to go just so I can stop him bneing like that.
    Stay-at-home, attached Mummy to a 23lb 10oz, 11 month old baby boy.
This discussion has been closed.
Meet your Ambassadors

🚀 Getting Started

Hi new member!

Our Getting Started Guide will help you get the most out of the Forum

Categories

  • All Categories
  • 351.1K Banking & Borrowing
  • 253.2K Reduce Debt & Boost Income
  • 453.7K Spending & Discounts
  • 244.1K Work, Benefits & Business
  • 599.2K Mortgages, Homes & Bills
  • 177K Life & Family
  • 257.5K Travel & Transport
  • 1.5M Hobbies & Leisure
  • 16.1K Discuss & Feedback
  • 37.6K Read-Only Boards

Is this how you want to be seen?

We see you are using a default avatar. It takes only a few seconds to pick a picture.