depression

Natty68

Rose, sending you lots of positive thoughts and gentle hugs through cyberspace.

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

yeah you right and tiff right too. i just dunno where i am at

You still at work? get outta there
I do you a deal i will do me best to listen to tiff and try and slow down if you get home?
safe journey huni

im doing me best tho hun xxx

thanks for your help xxx

Good evening everyone.

Hi there rose hun. Ok I got home, took a bit of time, bloomin' trains! But I did my bit of the deal didn't I hun? So you're bit is to listen to our Tiff, keep it all slowed down a bit ok? You're doing great. That music sounds nice I must try it too. Nice to think that you're sitting on your favourite beach, and the smell of the sea air. Hold that in your mind hun. Peaceful. Nice and calm. xxx

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

Good evening everyone.

Hi there rose hun. Ok I got home, took a bit of time, bloomin' trains! But I did my bit of the deal didn't I hun? So you're bit is to listen to our Tiff, keep it all slowed down a bit ok? You're doing great. That music sounds nice I must try it too. Nice to think that you're sitting on your favourite beach, and the smell of the sea air. Hold that in your mind hun. Peaceful. Nice and calm. xxx

glad you home alright hun
yeah ok you done your bit and im doing me best with tiff .
yeah it quite relaxing
just got up to go down stairs tho and was all wobbily
peaceful sounds good saz hun xxx

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

I'll be away tomorrow, as going to see estranged family instead Re-arranged from Saturday, as seeing 'S' then instead.

Been for a walk

Text 'S' before I left, saying how nice it was to hear from her etc etc.........she text back, and at the end, rather than just "Take Care, 'S' x" she added "Love" Has made me all warm!

Anyway, bought 4 newspapers..........had lots of Britney stuff in (I collect anything, inc paper/magazine cuttings - have zillions!) So that's made me feel good too!!!!

Oh and 'S' is keeping Britney cuttings for me too.....

So since 6ish, it's been great stuff...........At least 'S' wants to see me on Saturday, and she says she's gonna pay for lunch, her treat........we'll see if she can afford too........she gets 2/3 times the amount of money I do, but spends it very quick!! Anyway, she owes me £20 too, keeps putting it off. Flatmate thinks that may be another reason she cancels me, not cos she doesn't wanna pay, but maybe thinks i'd get angry if she doesn't.............she can have the damn jacket as a gift, I really don't care! Her company is worth more than £20!!!!

Anyway, cheered up alot, esp after the 'love' bit............I know, easily pleased!!!!

Evening Miro hun. I wouldn't say that's being easily pleased at all. You just want to be loved, all that any of us wants, yet it's often so long in coming we almost forget what it's like! But glad you're happy and you've got nice things planned with S for saturday.

Hope tomorrow goes ok too. Will be thinking about you x

Sazbo

CCStar, just wanted to send a quick hi to you. Haven't heard from you for a bit, so just wondered if you're ok. Touch base if you get the chance. Take care hun, Sxxx

rose07

just got cut off

could be the parent disconnecting the connection:rolleyes:

i am pretty shattered all of a suden tho, maybe its his relaxing x

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Evening Miro hun. I wouldn't say that being easily pleased at all. You just want to be loved, all that any of us wants, yet it's often so long in coming we almost forget what it's like! But glad you're happy and you've got nice things planned with S for saturday.

Hope tomorrow goes ok too. Will be thinking about you x

:wave:

Very true, I mean, she doesn't love me (not that I know of anyway), but the fact she said 'Love 'S' x' for the first time, means alot to me

Hopefully Saturday will happen now

It will be okay, i'm bigger than all of them, by over a foot minimum, think tallest is 5'7/5'8 :rotfl: so i'll just hammer them on the top of their heads if they annoy me

Just one day til the weekend Saz!!! Keep going!!!

EDIT: Our phone conversation was different to any other conversation we've had............she actually wanted to talk to me!!!!

Tiff_2

rose07 wrote:

Tiff Tiff where are you?

was nearly snoozing there, then something dunno what hit me, black figure hun, x

i am trying

Rose - I'm still here angel. There's no-one there hun ok? Sleep if you need to sleep angel - don't fight it. You've got to be relaxed to sleep Rose so you're doing well. the more sleep you can get tonight then the sooner we can get through to tomorrow. I'll be online to the board really early to check on you then too.
Hun, I think it's time you tried and settled for the night ok? Often when we fall asleep unexpectedly due to exhaustion, we jolt ourselves awake again. I'm proud of you - you've done well tonight hun. I do have to go now angel as my DS is due home any minute - he had to attend a mandatory theatre performance tonight with college as part of his course & we were both up at 5am and he left the house at 7am for the coach to Stratford. He'll be starving and exhausted - only 16 bless!
Now you stay on your beach hun. Just float with the sounds. There's lots of friends around hun ok? you're not on your own. Talk tomorrow hun. Night night, God bless and sweet dreams. And I'll see you in the sunshine tomorrow.
Much love
Tiff xxx

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

:wave:

Very true, I mean, she doesn't love me (not that I know of anyway), but the fact she said 'Love 'S' x' for the first time, means alot to me

Hopefully Saturday will happen now

It will be okay, i'm bigger than all of them, by over a foot minimum, think tallest is 5'7/5'8 :rotfl: so i'll just hammer them on the top of their heads if they annoy me

Just one day til the weekend Saz!!! Keep going!!!

EDIT: Our phone conversation was different to any other conversation we've had............she actually wanted to talk to me!!!!

You'll be hammering on our shortie heads next!

Yeah, one day to the weekend. I'll do my best, Miro hun Feeling absolutely worn out though, you know? The Emotional Bank of Sazzy is a bit overdrawn Gonna crash soon, and intellectually engage with the concept of sleep :rolleyes: Sx

rose07

Tiff wrote:

Rose - I'm still here angel. There's no-one there hun ok? Sleep if you need to sleep angel - don't fight it. You've got to be relaxed to sleep Rose so you're doing well. the more sleep you can get tonight then the sooner we can get through to tomorrow. I'll be online to the board really early to check on you then too.
Hun, I think it's time you tried and settled for the night ok? Often when we fall asleep unexpectedly due to exhaustion, we jolt ourselves awake again. I'm proud of you - you've done well tonight hun. I do have to go now angel as my DS is due home any minute - he had to attend a mandatory theatre performance tonight with college as part of his course & we were both up at 5am and he left the house at 7am for the coach to Stratford. He'll be starving and exhausted - only 16 bless!
Now you stay on your beach hun. Just float with the sounds. There's lots of friends around hun ok? you're not on your own. Talk tomorrow hun. Night night, God bless and sweet dreams. And I'll see you in the sunshine tomorrow.
Much love
Tiff xxx

thanks tiff xxx
ok no one is here, just keep seeing things, prob shattered.
im pretty relaxed right now huni, so maybe it time to go to bed. (before connection is lost)
i dont wanna do tomorrow, gotta be up early for work and i soo not in the mood. as you all prob know, but if i can just get through tomorrow, then be on here tomorrow night, and if i am bored like today i will most likely be popping in on the thread like today, but that depends on where my boss is.
ok hun, i will try and settle down, i am pretty snug, on bed wrapped in blanket and pillows propped up, yeah snuggily
i hope your DS went well hun, better get the food on, lol. and then you can get tucked up like me , sounds like he is doing well hun, which is great. ., thanks hun, im going to chill. and float, yeah that sounds good.
its good to know i aint alone, i am glad i came on here tonight and that there is a place like this as was soo low before now i am relaxed for the first time in ages, and ready to sleep, it makes a change so thank you
i will be on here when i can be tomorrow, finish at 5 instead of 5.30 tomorrow so thats something.

take care my huni
sweet dreams
and much love
cya tomorrow
xxx