depression

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

:wave: all. Hope we are all getting through.


Feeling depressed today. No news from 'S' for 4 days now.........I hate this waiting and not contacting so not to seem like a pest.

I just want her to contact me again

Hi Miro. I'm sure she'll be in touch again soon, don't be too depressed hun. You deserve every happiness, and it will be yours...

Well, my lovlies. Little sazza is very tired. It's well past her bedtime and she needs to crash fairly urgently. So good night and sweet dreams one and all. Catch you tomorrow. Sxxx

feelinggood_2

Morning Guys,
Hope you are all good day and making the most of the sunshine
I'm feeling a little bluegh, too much to drink last night! Well, I think its more what I drank that how much - wine! Trying to develop a taste for it.
x

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Morning Guys,
Hope you are all good day and making the most of the sunshine
I'm feeling a little bluegh, too much to drink last night! Well, I think its more what I drank that how much - wine! Trying to develop a taste for it.
x

Morning fg x Morning everyone. Yes, I'm feeling a little fuzzy round the edges myself this morning! Went out for 'a drink' with a work friend last night, didn't get home till midnight - way past my bedtime! So I'm sat here at my desk, clutching a can red bull and waiting for my brain to wake up But, yay, it's friday :j Make the most of the sunshine as fg says, and have a good day everyone. Sazxx

Miroslav

geminilady wrote:

Hi Miro,sorry you are fealing depressed today.I know what its like to really like someone and all you can think of is them.If you have not heard from"S" tomorrow why not phone or text her to ask if she is still going to the bonfire?That won't be pestering her its a reasonable question.

Well, flatmate will contact her today, asking if she is still coming. Chances are she will not be coming and will make up a reason which will actually mean "I'm skint" and if she does come, i'll bottle it on the night :rolleyes:

I'm really wondering if I should put myself through the pain.

How are you today?

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

Oh just wanna say soz before you read on:

i wrote this today while at work, and just need to get it out, dunno if it any good?

No one can hear me
And I cant shout
Something is stopping me
from letting it all out

I have nowhere left to hide
No tears left to cry
Im going round in circles,
asking questions of Why?, oh why?, oh why?

No one can hear me
No one can feel
this stabbing feeling inside
of me, sinking, sinking down

My life is upside down
and i cant stand the pain
all i want is for it all
to go away

No one can hear me
and i cant see
the path out of this hole
out of my misery

All things coming to a total end
feelng confused, scared, upset lonely....
to many emotions to comprehend
will i ever see the light again?

No one can hear me
No one can hear me
I am not here
I can not be seen

Well i wrote this in work, when was feeling absolute carp. in work its very lonely im not really involved as much as i would like, and im bit invisible too and i am down. so wrote this poem.

LOL
i also wrote one for you tiff, do you wanna hear it?
OK dont laugh hun......

Tiff my huni
Tiff my friend
You are my sweetie
my mate, my angel, my friend xxx :kisses3:

or this one.....

Tiff so wise
who stands up tall
who helps me out with me wall
you and saz, with ya zimmer frames :rotfl: (soz couldnt resist)
You are like a ray of sunshine through ma day
when you light the path and show me the way
Tiff the one the only Tiff
that gives alot and always has something to say
no one like you Tiff, no one like you
you are a special thing, precious and lovely
so tiff your my angel, and my hun
keep it all up hun, we will soon have the old rosie here and have her battle won

oh hun and saz here you go

http://www.spiritofsydney.net/thumbs/big%20rock.jpg

this is how big my rock is, do you think yas can shift it?

yeah its big, well im going to go find some jelly babies now.
i dont even know how, why or where i am, or how i got to how im feeling.
i didnt see my councelor today as she is off for a week, so now i am feeling bit worse as feeel soo bad.

i do hope you all ok
and keeping one another going
keep it up, and take care all
and saz and tiff, yas might wanna get a chainsaw for that rock
take care xxxxx;)

Another lyricist Maybe I can put you on my next album

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Hi Miro. I'm sure she'll be in touch again soon, don't be too depressed hun. You deserve every happiness, and it will be yours...

Well, my lovlies. Little sazza is very tired. It's well past her bedtime and she needs to crash fairly urgently. So good night and sweet dreams one and all. Catch you tomorrow. Sxxx

Don't think she wants to know me to be honest. Her intentions the first time were to impress me in a way I didn't want, and I think I made it clear I didn't want that. Ever since then - cold turkey! I'm considering just letting her go, save myself the pain and............well..........I don't want to let her go though.

I'm not sure happiness will be mine. The amount of people who tell me I am nice, old fashioned but in a good way and that loads of ladies would want me, is great, but in reality, looking like the back end of a bus, having no money, job, prospects or life, makes me as appealing as sticking ones head in a bucket of killer crabs from venus.

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Morning Guys,
Hope you are all good day and making the most of the sunshine
I'm feeling a little bluegh, too much to drink last night! Well, I think its more what I drank that how much - wine! Trying to develop a taste for it.
x

Sunshine?

Wine :eek:

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Morning fg x Morning everyone. Yes, I'm feeling a little fuzzy round the edges myself this morning! Went out for 'a drink' with a work friend last night, didn't get home till midnight - way past my bedtime! So I'm sat here at my desk, clutching a can red bull and waiting for my brain to wake up But, yay, it's friday :j Make the most of the sunshine as fg says, and have a good day everyone. Sazxx

Friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiday!

Just heard on the news that the weekend is cancelled though, so it's Monday again tomorrow :rolleyes:

Or is it that just the phone ringing telling me my weekend has been cancelled :rolleyes:

I have counselling assessment at 12.30...........I really am not in the mood for it today.

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

Sunshine?

Wine :eek:

Is it not sunny there? Lovely clear skies here - but very cold.
Headache is kicking in.
I'm going to log of for a bit - the one thing I can't deal with is being ignored.
Tried offering an olive branch, but to just be totally ignored, while he carries on with everyone else is hard. Probably deserve it tho!
And you've still not emailed me!!

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Wine :eek:

Urrgghhh... don't talk to me about wine this morning... :rolleyes: