depression

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Is it not sunny there? Lovely clear skies here - but very cold.
Headache is kicking in.
I'm going to log of for a bit - the one thing I can't deal with is being ignored.
Tried offering an olive branch, but to just be totally ignored, while he carries on with everyone else is hard. Probably deserve it tho!
And you've still not emailed me!!

A little bit I suppose

Go take the panadol (or other leading headache tablet)

I'll e-mail you later sometime.........you know what it's like when feeling really low, even the smallest thing is a huge thing.............like having a cup of tea

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiday!

Just heard on the news that the weekend is cancelled though, so it's Monday again tomorrow :rolleyes:

:eek:

Miroslav wrote:

I have counselling assessment at 12.30...........I really am not in the mood for it today.

Good luck with that hun, let us know how it goes. Mine isn't till the 17th and I'm apprehensive already. Fingers crossed for ya x

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

:eek:



Good luck with that hun, let us know how it goes. Mine isn't till the 17th and I'm apprehensive already. Fingers crossed for ya x

Well, i'll let you all know, but right now, it's 'S' who is on my mind..........maybe we'll talk about that.........no idea

2 weeks to go for you :eek:

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

A little bit I suppose

Go take the panadol (or other leading headache tablet)

I'll e-mail you later sometime.........you know what it's like when feeling really low, even the smallest thing is a huge thing.............like having a cup of tea

Thankies Miro
You don't have to say anything, just lemme know what ya email is so I can harrass you
x

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Thankies Miro
You don't have to say anything, just lemme know what ya email is so I can harrass you
x

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It's Sazbo@...................:p

Sorry Saz

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Don't think she wants to know me to be honest. Her intentions the first time were to impress me in a way I didn't want, and I think I made it clear I didn't want that. Ever since then - cold turkey! I'm considering just letting her go, save myself the pain and............well..........I don't want to let her go though.

I'm not sure happiness will be mine. The amount of people who tell me I am nice, old fashioned but in a good way and that loads of ladies would want me, is great, but in reality, looking like the back end of a bus, having no money, job, prospects or life, makes me as appealing as sticking ones head in a bucket of killer crabs from venus.

You do have a way with words, Miro! The reality is that for anyone with even half an ounce of integrity, it is not those external things that make someone appealling. You get me? I wouldn't want someone so shallow as to look no further than money or job 'status'...

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

You do have a way with words, Miro! The reality is that for anyone with even half an ounce of integrity, it is not those external things that make someone appealling. You get me? I wouldn't want someone so shallow as to look no further than money or job 'status'...

Well, it's who I am. I always say silly things, because it's natural to me.

I wouldn't either, want someone shallow. It just seems 99.9% of people I have met, are shallow, or in 'S' case, desperate :rolleyes: So if it's not me, it's some other bloke. If I thought she was truly interested, i'd even half consider it, but I'm not considering after 4 meetings, hooking up with someone who is desperate.

It's not as if she is Britney in looks, Carol Vorderman in brains, a starving third world country child in gratefulness or able to hold the same conversation for any longer than 10 seconds, or even act like an adult alot of the time, but I like her, I don't know in what way or why, or even how much.

I know that it may turn out she wasn't even worth it..........but right now she is...........I just dunno

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

I know that it may turn out she wasn't even worth it..........but right now she is...........I just dunno

Well to my way of thinking, right now is as far forward as you need to be sure about it x

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Well to my way of thinking, right now is as far forward as you need to be sure about it x

Probably. Feel like texting her to say thanks, but it's not gonna work. But then I'll see if she comes to the fair tomorrow, if she does, see how it goes...

I could also just fade into the distance, and wait for her, should she ever want to know again.........but then that will be the old waiting game, constantly waiting for my phone to ring........

I need to meet another woman don't I :rolleyes: Maybe i'll tell her i've met a nice girl who wants my body...........see how she responds :rotfl: ...........probably be delighted that i'm out of her hair :rolleyes:

10 mins til I go..........all I wanna talk about is 'S' and the song i'm trying to write about her.......

Let's have some views.........

1. A song about the way I feel about her & how I'd like to get in past the barriers

2. A song about her, what I like about her, more about her than my feelings

3. A bit of both

Like all 3 really.........but 2 might impress her more :rotfl:

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Probably. Feel like texting her to say thanks, but it's not gonna work. But then I'll see if she comes to the fair tomorrow, if she does, see how it goes...

I could also just fade into the distance, and wait for her, should she ever want to know again.........but then that will be the old waiting game, constantly waiting for my phone to ring........

I need to meet another woman don't I :rolleyes: Maybe i'll tell her i've met a nice girl who wants my body...........see how she responds :rotfl: ...........probably be delighted that i'm out of her hair :rolleyes:

10 mins til I go..........all I wanna talk about is 'S' and the song i'm trying to write about her.......

Let's have some views.........

1. A song about the way I feel about her & how I'd like to get in past the barriers

2. A song about her, what I like about her, more about her than my feelings

3. A bit of both

Like all 3 really.........but 2 might impress her more :rotfl:

A bit of both? Try out a few different ideas, and see what you think works best xx