depression

kenshaz

regularsaver1 wrote:

kenshaz

i feel beyond it all, like my face does not fit anywhere

We have all felt like that,and I understand,but believe me,because I am so old and wise,just be yourself and every-one will see how wonderful you are,I know you well and you are kind and sensitive,intelligent and sincere,honest and loyal,they will all stand you in good stead.

regularsaver1

I have worked for them for 4 years and they do this

kenshaz

regularsaver1 wrote:

I have worked for them for 4 years and they do this

It is not personal,that is their structure,they are doing what comes natural to them.The reason you feel sad is because you feel under valued it is natural to have those feelings,and you are sensitive ,which is also fine.
To-night my little grand-daughter Sophie came round dressed as a pumpkin,and I know that all lifes disappointments are ahead of her,but also joys,and the same goes for you .

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Aww thankies Sazbo
I'm on a bit of a high at the moment, makes a nice change.
How are you doing?

You're most welcome fg x I'm not too bad thanks. Just got home from the dreaded work - so starting to unwind a bit xx You going to try again for that appointment tomorrow hun? Sx

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

hi my sazz huni, xxx
hows things for you, hoping you ok. i will let you in on a secret rose really not ok at the mo. and im in terrible pain tonight (its the time of the month, and its soooo came at the wrong time)!!! amongst other things.

oh you and tiff with zimmer frames, now that i gotta see. dont woz you two, i will helpyas across the road, and come with you into the real world to help with shopping. xxx


and i havent forgotten about the rest of yas, miro, feelinggood, ccstar, flis, betty, elona, bunnie, and everyone (soz if i have forgotten anyone too shattered).

anyway gotta go just popping on to say hi and thinking of you all
might be round for a bit, but not sure.

and if anyone sees tiff, tell her i popped by, where are you huni??? realli hope you ok??? xxx

god where is everyone, just when i need a chat. lol

much love to you all
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Sorry I missed you earlier rose love, was on my way home from work - hope you'll be around later. Good to hear from you though. Tiffy's not been around much, think she's having a bit of a tough time of recently... I hope she's ok too. Big hugs to you rose hun, hang in there. Saz xxx

flis21

Evening everyone. How are we all?

I am getting really worried about my first month review at work on Thursday. I think things have been going ok, I have made a couple of small mistakes, but that is only natural surely in the first month of a new job. I am still learning what to do and how they do things. Can feel my anxiety going up again. I hate getting all worried. Think I will be using the sleeping tabs the next couple of nights, otherwise will get no sleep at all!

Sazbo

flis21 wrote:

Evening everyone. How are we all?

I am getting really worried about my first month review at work on Thursday. I think things have been going ok, I have made a couple of small mistakes, but that is only natural surely in the first month of a new job. I am still learning what to do and how they do things. Can feel my anxiety going up again. I hate getting all worried. Think I will be using the sleeping tabs the next couple of nights, otherwise will get no sleep at all!

Hiya flissy. Well from what you've been saying, it sounds like you've been doing really well in the new job, so can't imagine you need to worry re review - but it's natural to be a bit anxious about a first review. You could always think up a couple of questions to raise with them - keep them on their toes!

flis21

I know, have been thinking a lot about what I will say (and what I think they will say!). Am trying to come up with some questions / comments so I look proactive, not passive. Sure i will come up with something.

Sazbo

flis21 wrote:

I know, have been thinking a lot about what I will say (and what I think they will say!). Am trying to come up with some questions / comments so I look proactive, not passive. Sure i will come up with something.

Got everything crossed for ya! Let us know how it goes.

Miroslav

Tonight wasn't as good at the music, as last night.

Sorted out my lyrics etc, but then we were thrown totally, as we had to choose 4 from the 9 put forward to work in groups and learn them.

I didn't put my lyrics forward, as they were personal to me, so 3 of us were put in 1 group, and 2 of us have very little musical 'talent' so the other guy was getting a tad annoyed with us :rolleyes: