depression

Bunnie1982

I will have a look around the house for a rucksack, good idea

Just planning what to do with my money, thinking of stocking up the cupboards, we have already got a full freezer from a stock up at Farm Foods, but the cupboards are starting to look a bit empty.

feelinggood_2

My cupboards are full of useless junk at the moment - I've got about 12 tins each of beans and tomatoes. I always over buy these things!
Why not plan your meals for the next week, that way you only buy what you need?

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

My cupboards are full of useless junk at the moment - I've got about 12 tins each of beans and tomatoes. I always over buy these things!
Why not plan your meals for the next week, that way you only buy what you need?

We usually do that anyway, managed to shop for £17 last week. Our store cupboard is a bit lacking though, so would be helpful to just top it up with things like you mentioned, beans and tomatoes, especially as they are items I always use.

Could do with things like flour, pasta and rice because I am running really short

feelinggood_2

Bunnie1982 wrote:

We usually do that anyway, managed to shop for £17 last week. Our store cupboard is a bit lacking though, so would be helpful to just top it up with things like you mentioned, beans and tomatoes, especially as they are items I always use.

Could do with things like flour, pasta and rice because I am running really short

I either have lots of things, or nothing hehe.
I should really be oragnised with my shopping - i try to be but don't manage.
Doesn't help that OH never tells me if hes used the last of something.
How am I supposed to keep track of all the things I don't use?

feelinggood_2

I really want to talk to someone, but don't really seem to be able to find the words I need. Grrr at my brain. Feel really really out of it today - almost like I'm rather drunk you know?

Horasio

Hi Everyone:)

Still having to endure the noisy building work. It is so tiring being at home and trying to run the house with that racket.

Something is missing in the post or been nicked:mad:

I feel I am being treated badly by my family. If my son annoys me/us, my mother and husband undermine me. I feel so alone and unsupported. They do nothing about disciplining him, yet agree with me when I moan. My husband is all words and no action. I feel I have to do it alone and have them pull me back.

I feel my husband brings me down when I make the effort and gets at me if I am low or ill and can't make the effort.

I feel bullied by EVERYONE! Neighbours and family anyway. I feel OK with the rest of the world. OK with people I don't have to spend too much time with.

I want to sell this hellhole and get a place of my own. I am sick of this house with its continual problems and my family treating me like sh*t.

We are going to a family do next week. I can cope if I feel confident and I want to feel close to my husband but I risk being hurt/rejected if I am. He wants me to be so perfect but gives me no unity - I have to perform on empty and he gets angry at me if I fail. So I feel isolated and it can bring me down. I don't feel we are united. I have always felt undermined by my husband, since I can remember. I have only really seen it recently, as my heath problems affected my judgement.

Now my health is better, I feel my husband could have done more to have been more helpful and caring. I had to cope with my illness and horrible family. I couldn't work due to being undermined and feel I have lost 25 years of my life.

My mother wants me to live near her but I know what will happen, she will try and dominate me again. She is very strong willed and charismatic. unfortunately, I will need to use some of my mother's money to get a property, so feel I can't buy where or what I would like. My money alone would buy me a chav hole and I know I would be bullied if I lived in one of those.

I do hope my age isn't going to be against me when I go it alone. I have some qualifications but my family and bad neighbours have dented my confidence over the years.

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

I either have lots of things, or nothing hehe.
I should really be oragnised with my shopping - i try to be but don't manage.
Doesn't help that OH never tells me if hes used the last of something.
How am I supposed to keep track of all the things I don't use?

Didn't you know we have to be mind readers and perform on empty:mad:

I am so off males, present company on this thread excepted, they give us nothing emotionally and expect us to cope with our own illness and their cr*p on top.

I look around the kitchen and check before I make my list.

Don't rely on those little boys to help you. You have to do it all.

I am sending you a PM

Horasio

simone2697 wrote:

I wouldnt mind but we have four cats!!! Lazy !!!!!!s that they are!:mad:

Simone
xxx

Starve em - they would find the mouse then:D

feelinggood_2

Feeling a bit bad today. 10th day trying very hard to beat this OCD, but had a few slip ups today

Does anyone know anything about PTSD? I'm trying to work out what is wrong with me - don't know if my diagnosis of depression and GAD was correct.

Starting to look like I might have PTSD and bipolarity with a bit of OCD and anxiety thrown in. Hehe

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Feeling a bit bad today. 10th day trying very hard to beat this OCD, but had a few slip ups today

Does anyone know anything about PTSD? I'm trying to work out what is wrong with me - don't know if my diagnosis of depression and GAD was correct.

Starting to look like I might have PTSD and bipolarity with a bit of OCD and anxiety thrown in. Hehe

What is PTSD? and GAD?