depression

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

I've had a weird 30 minutes :eek:

As Sunday draws closer, I'm starting to feel worried again, like really worried.

What if 'S' does make a move? How do I say no?

What if she doesn't.......will I be unhappy? My feelings are all mixed up.

What if she does, and I like her, but don't want to be like the rest? What if I like the attention and still want to prove to her, I care about her?

What if I'm not good enough for her? What if her ex partners were better partners, as people, as friends, in the bedroom

What if she takes me saying no to sex as rejection?

Arrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh, so many Q's, most of which will never come up in reality.

I'm so confused as to how I like her............I know I really like her, really care for her, but I am physically attracted and adore her.

At 30, you'd think i'd not need to ask.........but because of past losses, I'm not sure what i'm doing

Ahhhhhhhhhhh, a weak moment again, when things were going so well.......

Hey, and things are still going well. See how you feel if the eventuality comes to pass tomorrow, then go with what you think feels right at the time. That's just my thinking on it. Better than trying to anticipate every scenario ahead of time.... Sx

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Hey, and things are still going well. See how you feel if the eventuality comes to pass tomorrow, then go with what you think feels right at the time. That's just my thinking on it. Better than trying to anticipate every scenario ahead of time.... Sx

I'm a thinker and a worrier

Oh my.....I'm all up in the air again now.........that'll teach me to watch music channels and catch a love song with such powerful words

I was excited, now i'm scared again.

I wish we humans didn't have emotions

Sazbo

flis21 wrote:

Must have been 550, as I have just got it, yippee!

Well done you!! :j :money:

Sazbo

Sazbo wrote:

Yeah same here, pretty much. My neighbour will be down any minute, their water's off (for building work) and they want to do some dishes and fill up water bottles!

My neighbour's just left. Thank goodness!! I mean I do like him, but I'm not always in the mood for company. Happy to do them a favour as they don't have water at the moment - but can't just get the water and leave, has to stay for a chat, then I have to offer tea, etc. :rolleyes: Anyway that's done now. So nice quiet evening ahead...

rose07

hello everyone

hope you all having a good saturday

ok going to catch up now bear with me as i have alot of copy and pasting to do. lol

xxx

rose07

Hello CCStar
How are you doing?
How are the neighbours been this week?
SAD yeah this is prob what I have at the mo, don’t know a lot bout it just know my mood changes a lot here and there. And I live in such a place where things change all the time, so im having to adjust constantly.
Thanks for the hugs hun, it means a lot that people think and hope you ok even when you not here, sometimes it’s the small things that keep us going, ya know?

Im soz you felt you had to runaway from your home life and go into marriage, It must be hard and stressful having to always fight your corner.
It is hard and it does test a family out but if you get through it you can be stronger. :j

The BB B*tches have taught me a valuble lesson, family is family, we may have our arguments, and fighting, and silly trivial things, but at the end of the day they are my parents, and I am here for them like im here for everyone, and yeah they do my head in but that’s what families do. Main thing is to enjoy the times you do have together before it is too late.

I hope you well and ok

Xxx

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

hello everyone

hope you all having a good saturday

ok going to catch up now bear with me as i have alot of copy and pasting to do. lol

xxx

Hiya rose, good to hear from you. Have been thinking about you this week - hoping you've been ok, as we all have.

rose07

Hi feelinggood
How are you?
I am glad you have found someone that you feel comfortable with, and feel like you can be you. I have had a few people like that in my life, most of them have faded now, but they have got me through things.
Draw energy from what you feel, and as you know it can never be, use the strength you feel to keep yourself going and do things to help yourself through things.
(don’t tell tiff but she is kinda my strength at the mo).
Do you have to mother your OH a lot, he seems like the younger one in the relationship? When things should really be the other way round
Well I hope you ok
Take care
Xxx

feelinggood_2

rose07 wrote:

Hi feelinggood
How are you?
I am glad you have found someone that you feel comfortable with, and feel like you can be you. I have had a few people like that in my life, most of them have faded now, but they have got me through things.
Draw energy from what you feel, and as you know it can never be, use the strength you feel to keep yourself going and do things to help yourself through things.
(don’t tell tiff but she is kinda my strength at the mo).
Do you have to mother your OH a lot, he seems like the younger one in the relationship? When things should really be the other way round
Well I hope you ok
Take care
Xxx

I'm feeling alright at the moment thankies sweetie
Can't stay, grrr!
Will catch up with you all another time
xx

rose07

Miroslav
Well first off WOW, you have had an uppy downy time of it with S texting when not sure about it, and not knowing that she wasn’t going to the funeral, but you did the right thing in texting, it would have been nice for her to know you are there for her.
I hope your first councelling session went ok, mine was pretty bad this week, very emotional.
Well done on giving her a ring, you doing well, and is your flat mate very close to S, as she could be trying to just be there for her too, must be hard on you tho as it can leave you there kinda hanging, wondering whats being said and things.

Take care, and things always have a way of finding there way through things, if its meant to be it will be.
xxx