Buffy Cracks the Egg Diary 2010

Buffythedebtslayer

It kills you - I managed for 15 days,got a cold and then my period, then we had a clear out and there was no room (lucky me!) brilliant tho. very straightforward and effective

xxx

gwen80

Thanks It does sound good. Does it matter if you don't do it every day? I can't imagine having much enthusiasm to do it during TOTM either

Gwenx

preable

hahaha i will cheer you on i used to have slim fast milkshakes but then agian i think the word milkshake drew me in hahaha

Buffythedebtslayer

Right have done my monthly tescos order, for the Gp's and me, God I love Tescos!

got a pot of Slimfast and two bottles to try.

And I too think the word Milkshake drew me in!

I shall have it for breakfast first and see how it goes.

Must dig out my shred dvd too...................

go I am going to be tired tomorrow.

but at least I have done some constructive!

night all xxxx

GeorgeUK

Buffy, although you are not losing weight, you may be changing shape. It takes time so no beating yourself up. I'm about to start again after my last disaster at excercising.

Buffythedebtslayer

My legs look different.

God am I miserable today. it is mainly because I am so tired - which is obviously because of the late night last night. plus my skin has flared up. headache too.

This week will be over. I will survive.

Am well !!!!ed off about work but such is life and the total tiredness is not helping. I could seriously do with crying but as per usual it is not convienant.

xxx

Pippajo

Course you will survive, but you shouldn't have to be living like this. I still say you should go to the drs.

Take it easy today. x

Pooky

Buffy please get yourself off to the Dr's, you shouldn't be feeling so bad all the time. The amount of stress you put yourself under must be having a knock on effect with your Mum and then it goes round in circles.

You need to start looking after "you" or you'll just keep beating yourself into a corner.

Personally I don't think having the slimfast is going to help you at the moment, concentrate on finding out how to make "you" feel better and the rest will come with time.

If you've got some hormone issues that are causing the depression feelings and the bad skin then no weightloss plan is going to be easy, you need to get everything else under control first.

beanielou

Wise words Buffy hun from our Pooky.

Buffythedebtslayer

Today's huge crappy stressfulness is over with. I managed to get through work without killing anyone which is handy given I could swing for a few people at work at the moment.

Re Doctors, I went ages ago, I don't honestly think I am depressed. I am tired. I am getting about 4/5 hours sleep a night not eating properly(I did think at least Slimfast (!) would mean I ate breakfast?). its always work on my mind. Today by the afternoon I was so knackered I was ill. it seems mental I have only just had a break. I don't know. I keep thinking the weekend will make it all better and in some ways it does- I am going out more, bt that just means I have more to do in the week. I am just not coping with marking and feel I am walking on very thin ice.

I think for now I shall just watch Bones, drink some hot water to settle my tummy and get an early night.

thanks folks xx I know I sound miserable but this diary is literally my only out let at the moment so I am afraid you guys are getting the brunt of it all.

thank you

xxxx