Buffy Cracks the Egg Diary 2010

Lula-Hula

Fantastic news Buffy

Well done, that's a really postitive action :T

I totally undrstand your concerns about becoming more responsible, but on the other hand ... you will gain so much time & control over your life.

You are truly F Fabulous :A

will be thinking of you, just go for it

xx

ziggles50

Go for it Buffy!
Wishing you calmness, confidence, patience and alertness for your lessons!

Buffythedebtslayer

Had my first lesson and it went really well, got two more booked for next week, it will be 44 quid a week, I REALLY need to do a new budget.

I liked the instructor and remembered how to change gear and mirrors and stuff. He said there was nothing wrong with my driving, my only problem was thinking I couldn't do it. He pushed me really hard - I drove to work and back plus a bit round the back streets. I am so surprised.

And very hungry. got lots on today.
Just some random thoughts.

I honestly don't think Mum and I are ever going to get on without me compromising like this all the time. I have to say this, she is so negative constantly about everything. Its a real fight not to just say sod it I am moving out, sit here and be depressed on your own.

The driving will give me opportunities to get away from that.

I do love her so much but it just isn't enough to make any difference.

xxxx

GeorgeUK

Glad you were able to make such good progress with the driving Buffy - WELL DONE.

Sounds like your mum is going to continue to use you as a crutch while you're staying there. Only problem with that is the strain it puts you under. It may be that you will not be able to do anything about that but if she gets a little more independent things may improve.

Hope you're okay otherwise.

ZTD

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

Had my first lesson and it went really well, got two more booked for next week, it will be 44 quid a week, I REALLY need to do a new budget.

I liked the instructor and remembered how to change gear and mirrors and stuff. He said there was nothing wrong with my driving, my only problem was thinking I couldn't do it. He pushed me really hard - I drove to work and back plus a bit round the back streets. I am so surprised.

And very hungry. got lots on today.
Just some random thoughts.

I honestly don't think Mum and I are ever going to get on without me compromising like this all the time. I have to say this, she is so negative constantly about everything. Its a real fight not to just say sod it I am moving out, sit here and be depressed on your own.

The driving will give me opportunities to get away from that.

I do love her so much but it just isn't enough to make any difference.

xxxx

Some people are only happy when they are wallowing in their misery.

Buffythedebtslayer

Its been a semiwasted day in Buffyland.

Watched two films A hotel for dogs and How to make an American quilt(love that film).

Wanted to move my furniture around, turned out my measurements were all wrong and nothing fitted. Am currently re thinking the arrangements........ Honestly when I think other people on here do so much in a day, I am just useless!

Sometimes I get a glimpse of the person I want to be. She doesn't hang around for long.

xx

hypno06

I've spent all afternoon watching dvds too.......:o

makeup

Good luck with the driving Buffy, have you done your theory test and all that???

Buffythedebtslayer

I have done it yes, but it runs out in May so I will have to do it again!

I solved the furniture problem by doing some modifications.......it should look alright sort of.

I forgot to put my step counter on so I need to do them ALL now. today has been really !!!! to be honest. I could cry!!!!!!

beanielou

Keep plodding hun xxx