MSE Parents Club Part 7

money_maker_3

Right ladies and gents, I am perfectly aware of the fact that I am being a bit dense, but I have been asked to keep a note of Dylans nap times, feed times, length of time to feed, amount ate, if he was sick and how long after feeding was he sick, but other than just writing it all down in a list, I cannot think of a way to log all the info, anyone care to help ?????

Buttonmoons

I've just been getting shouted at by OH for the past hour, because of the amount of money I waste every month. I f***** know my smoking cost loads, but it's not easy to stop when you've been smoking for almost 9 years.

Then he started having a go at me for the diet coke I buy, and everything else. I'm sick of it, ITS NOT LIKE I CAN EARN MONEY MYSELF, cause I'm the one who brings up Keira, I smoked when he met me, he's just a fricking knob. WE AREN'T POOR!

He has a point, I know that, but I am TRYING to stop smoking and then he does this and it makes me reach for the fags.

He has a go at me about me buying junk food like crisps and sweets, am I not allowed 50p for a sweetie now and then?

I'm sitting here crying, he's being so nasty. He brung up my big dentist bill, Ive not said anything before but I struggle with bulimia, so my dental bill WAS high, I need stuff done cause of the acid erosion to my teeth, and he's being a d!ck about that too.

He says I've got a destructive personality, I probably do but I didn't ask for his free analysis. All my problems stem from me getting fat in the first place. I find comfort in food, and then I find comfort in making myself sick, that sounds so wrong I know, but I like feeling empty, it makes me feel better about myself.

IM MESSED UP! But I don't need him screaming and swearing at me about it.

I would honestly rather live with me just me and Keira, there has been NO reletioship with him in a long long time, I had a friend that visted me from England, nothing sexual, I can't bear for someone to see a glimpse of me naked so how the hell would I do that, but OH though I was so banned me from seeing him. So heres me friendless yet again.

He was someone I could talk too and cry too and not be ridiculed like OH does.

You have bulimia? JUST DONT MAKE YOURSELF SICK

You smoke? JUST DONT SMOKE

YOUR FAT? JUST DONT EAT!

Yeah real f***** supportive. No wonder my hair is falling out.

elle_gee

money_maker wrote: »

Right ladies and gents, I am perfectly aware of the fact that I am being a bit dense, but I have been asked to keep a note of Dylans nap times, feed times, length of time to feed, amount ate, if he was sick and how long after feeding was he sick, but other than just writing it all down in a list, I cannot think of a way to log all the info, anyone care to help ?????

Block it all out in an Outlook calendar (if you use Outlook)?

scruffy96uk

Oh BM I have no words of wisdom (((((hugs))))

emlou2009

buttons it sounds like you need a very dodgy hug :grouphug:

men are so insensitive, have you spoken to him about all of this? and if you have does he actually listen?

feelinggood_2

Glam, I've updated it for you his gain looks even more impressive now! Toby might have a contender for centile jumping!

searching_me

bm ((hugs)) darling i cant imagine how hard it is ... your OH sounds alittle like philips (but not in such a burtal way) its the whole if its broken then fix it and doesnt realise how hard it is ....... once again ((hugs)) luv and if you need to talk my inbox is always there ......


MM keeps a small note pad in your pocket and then when something happens jot it down then write it properly on a spread sheet or bigger neater note pad xxx

Sami_Bee

MM I think the list would be the easiest way tbh, you could do a spreadsheet but I think it would end up very complicated very quickly

Buttons - shall I come and stab him in the eye? have you had any counselling?

Buttonmoons

What he says in response to what I have to say is those things above, I just need to STOP finding comfort in food, I just need to STOP smoking and then EVERYTHING WILL BE ROSEY EFFING ROSEY.

He is the most ignorant person ever. We've had loads of arguments the past year, he smashed the phone off the wall once and punched me, I don't know why I'm still living with him after that, did hit him back though. He won't leave whenever I've told him too though.

I've nowhere to go. Just sick of his superior outlook on things, oh Im perfect, I dont have addictions, Im perfect, I PLAY ON MY PS3 24/7 AND WOULD HAVE SEX WITH IT IF IT HAD A HOLE BIG ENOUGH>

Buttonmoons

Counselling for what Sami? I probably need it for everything. I'm worried if I go to the doctors about it, they won't let me have that surgery, like it will be a black mark against it, it's being like this that caused it. It's all so messed up.