Missy's must get rid of this debt diary!!

BEAT_THE_DEBT

Hi Missy i am sure that you have made thre right decicion re baby!
I love the dark nights so i love it when clocks go back!!:T
Off all week this week as its half term we are having a pumpkin carving house decortating day today!!:D

missymoo81

oh wow carving pumpkins, I cant wait to have kids so I can do that.

Well today has been one of the worst, it has just been so busy, we have twice as much work with half the amount of staff!!! Stress is not the word, I was a bit grumpy and very stressy, but somehow I got past that and was still smiling even when it got to five o clock and it was stupidly busy. Going to try and go to work early to get more done.

Have had a slight turn up for the books, Someone at work has asked me to car share, which would save me approx £70 a month and half the mileage on my car, which can't really be sniffed at, but..... I like my drives in and don't know this guy that well and don't want there to be any uncomfortable silences..... decisions decisions. today was another NSD.... yaaay..... Am desperately missing OH today too.

Now you all know me and OH have decided to have children next year, well in preperation for this I have starting using an ovulation testing kit, to see when my best days are..... and now I'm worried..... I'm now on what would be day 14, one of the supposedly most fertile days, and the stick still shows as a negative for ovulation..... I'm now starting to worry if there is something wrong!!! I know I've only just been checking etc.... but I'm panicing so much...I so want children.... if this month shows a big fat negative for every day, then I might go to the doctor....

sorry such a long winded whiny post, I just need to get these things out sometimes.....

big hugs

xx

Souk08

Missy, Rant on. That's what this is all about. Probably nothing wrong but get it checked if you're worried lady XXX

slm6002

sorry that you are having a worrying and lonely time at the moment. Treat yourself to a pumpkin and get carving - you will need the practice before the babies come along!

I never bought one of the kits or even worked out what days i was best fertile. I think if you worry about things too much it is less likely to happen. Just relax and see what happens. You are slightly different because OH is only home some of the time so perhaps a rough idea would be good but i am sure it will happen whatever.

hope you have a better day today

missymoo81

thanks for the support souk and slm, sometimes everything gets a bit much doesn't it, but I'll get there, and I'll keep smiling x

missymoo81

have just got back from horrid work!!! and still didnt get everything done I wanted, think I'll end up working just as late tomorrow, oh if only i got over time!!!

Have had a rubbish day money wise too, I spent £3 on crap and have eaten like a pig all day!!! how lovely, I can not wait for the weekend!!! If just to get some sleep!! I know i said i would try and get out of the habit of just going straight to bed, but this is the first time i hve all week, and I think i need to.

Really need to go over my budget with a fine tooth comb to make sure im going to be able to save enough for the wedding and pay for christmas etc etc.

I can't wait until december when I can stop paying my ridiculous gym membership, thats an extra £50 a month on my debts!!

This is the life, I'm sitting in bed with a glass of milk and some minstrels aaaahhh

hope you're all well, I promise I'll get over to some of your diaries soon when everything calms down workwise here and I actually get five minutes! x

Shoe_Gal

Hi missy

Remember, take care of you :A

missymoo81

hey honey!!! How was your hols, are you lovely and brown? I missed you!!

Katy83

Hey missy,

There is no shame in just getting yourself to bed after work if that's what you need. Taking care of yourself and getting some me time is important xx

Shoe_Gal

missymoo81 wrote: »

hey honey!!! How was your hols, are you lovely and brown? I missed you!!

Thanks :A

Hols were fab :j - and have got a bit of a tan too