Psychosis Support Needed

Fire_Fox

If he leaves he will not come back. He has never settled in Bradford, and admits he has never given it a chance. He hasn't made friends here, which is not like him at all, and hasn't really made an effort with my family. He has been friendly enough but somehow kept his distance ...

His mum's is pretty far away, he will have given up his job and he will get another there. I don't think I would be able to give up everything to follow him south if he wanted later on, not after this.

He says he loves me, but I haven't dare ask if he is in love with me at all. Also maybe he doesn't fancy me any more, I have put a fair bit of weight on (I am not huge, but I was tiny before). If the in love or the fancying is gone completely then there is nothing to save.

lilmissmup

I know your scared hun but you need to know the truth, my ex didn't really enjoy spending time with my family or my friends but then he didn't with his either really, everything was such an effort and he couldn't handle it when things got tough :rolleyes:

loopy_lass

im not having a good couple of days, its me whose head is shedded... so ive experienced it from others and also suffer myself... im trying my best to sit tight and not make any major decisions at the moment, untill feelings pass.... sat here looking at a suitcase, car keys ..... mmmmmmmmmmm so tempting to just disappear.... BUT im trying to consider others. However, i do (at this moment) beleive people are plotting and planning against me.... so its very difficult... Its hard for others to live with but boy is it hard to live it... things dont make sense, but they do... I know i can see signs of people plotting against me, and i can prove it, but once they are challenged they all stick together and lie, well they would wouldnt they, so ill have to wait for evidence... See told you it sounded mad... x hope this helps others understand...

Fire_Fox

Well, I found out the day before yesterday that he handed his notice in last week and finishes work on 7 October so that means he really is leaving.

I am now the one in a dreadful state, have been in tears every day for two weeks. At the start I was just incredibly sad and hurt, now I know I am clinically depressed again. I love him so much, it doesn't feel over for me but I suppose it is.

You never can imagine being with anyone else when a relationship finishes, but I really can't see how I will ever trust anyone again. What a horrible horrible way for it to end.