Ddraig's diary .Prob full of brain splurges ,jokes and tears,lol.

Ddraig

Thankyou.That hope has always got me through the rough times.I think thats why the depression didnt spiral me as it does with some.

Im having a brilliant time at the moment now.I redeemed my first amazon voucher on Bingport today.Im not to far off the £20 threshold for dooyoo.Am having fun mixing with different people.And my cashback sites are coming along steadily.

Ive now demijoned my first wine.Pear and sultana.

I feel great today ,but hate the uncertainty of depression and the fact i could wake up feeling debilitated tomorrow.I just want to be normal.

Ddraig

Im finally feeling like the meds are doing their job.Dont know why they are nicknamed happy pills.That makes them sound like buzzer pills.They just give you head room and take the stress away.

And they have given me a chance to get more organised.I have a folder and I am starting to write my cashback earnings in there.Still not exactly spreadsheet quality.I know I know why not use excel on my pc.I can but im a pen and paper girl,and that makes me feel better too.

Started some stout off last night for hubby for Christmas.And ya know,doing something like that feels much more thoughtful and caring than spending 100 quid on carp he doesnt want or wants but doesnt use.

I am actually starting to look forward to the future now,even to January.
Just still not Christmas,its a poin a din!!!!!

Ddraig

Asked lightspeed for my first fiver whoohoo.Harder slog than ppl think,but all worth it.

Ddraig

Im starting to feel great.I baked my first Xmas cake today,happy yule everyone.
Kids are off for 10 days,eekk I may be crying by then,lol.
Im doing my daily clicks and I have been making my own cards.Finally made one today that im happy with.Is anyone still there?How are you all?

kirstenc

luckily for me, the kids are already back at school here!!! whew!

and dont worry I am still here!! x

boredofbeingathome

Am impressed with baking of Christmas cake..i still have some maturing from last year..ooh it should taste good.

Ddraig

Ooh dear just spend 50 squid on card craft stuff,but have a friend that is ace at stuff like that.Fingers crossed il get couple of quid back.lol.

kirstenc

you never know!! and everyone needs to splurge occasinally!!

Ddraig

Whoohoo got bored,did my free scratchy today.Decided to play it on HI-LO an got £18 whoop,lol.

Entered loads of comps this weekend so lets hope thats a sign I have good luck at the mo!!

boredofbeingathome

Ddraig wrote: »

Whoohoo got bored,did my free scratchy today.Decided to play it on HI-LO an got £18 whoop,lol.

Entered loads of comps this weekend so lets hope thats a sign I have good luck at the mo!!

There you go, proof the system does work then..:rotfl: Congrats on the win, now don't spend it on craft stuff:eek::rotfl: