Alcohol self help thread II

beer2006

Hi feelie, hows it going? Are you still off the drink and fags. I must admit to going back to smoking, what with working over christmas and staying away, my lifes been a pain. Whats the plan in life now? Did you have a happy christmas?

Mcp1984 anyone can pm me, anytime, not saying I'll get back within a day, but I'll listen to anyone. Pm me with the updates then

feelinggood_2

beer2006 wrote:

Hi feelie, hows it going? Are you still off the drink and fags. I must admit to going back to smoking, what with working over christmas and staying away, my lifes been a pain. Whats the plan in life now? Did you have a happy christmas?

Mcp1984 anyone can pm me, anytime, not saying I'll get back within a day, but I'll listen to anyone. Pm me with the updates then

Even I'm allowed to PM you? Nah, thought not!

Its going okay - well, to be honest, been very low at points, almost caved a few times. Black, dark, scary thoughts still there, far too much. But ignoring them.
Day 36 without smoking or drinking, not bad! Diet starts on monday too lol. And a couple of other things. Monday is a big change day Nice changes though, I know where I'm going. But its a secret

blondie21

Al_Mac wrote:

Go on then blondie, how much? Everyone says and we wont tell

How much what ?

beer2006

blondie21 wrote:

How much what ?

I think Al meant, how much do you really drink?
Not much would shock us TBH.

beer2006

feelinggood wrote:

Even I'm allowed to PM you? Nah, thought not!

Its going okay - well, to be honest, been very low at points, almost caved a few times. Black, dark, scary thoughts still there, far too much. But ignoring them.
Day 36 without smoking or drinking, not bad! Diet starts on monday too lol. And a couple of other things. Monday is a big change day Nice changes though, I know where I'm going. But its a secret

I'm not sure I can allow you to pm me, I do have to have some limits

I'm impressed you are still going, funnily enough I had really bad thoughts yesterday, like why am I bothering to be here etc, today I'm fine, I'm sure you'll be fine tomorrow as well.
Maybe the diet can wait a while? Seems you have other things to be worrying about.
I like secrets, but you don't have to tell me

feelinggood_2

beer2006 wrote:

I'm not sure I can allow you to pm me, I do have to have some limits

I'm impressed you are still going, funnily enough I had really bad thoughts yesterday, like why am I bothering to be here etc, today I'm fine, I'm sure you'll be fine tomorrow as well.
Maybe the diet can wait a while? Seems you have other things to be worrying about.
I like secrets, but you don't have to tell me

Its a huge, massive secret!!
I'm feeling alright this evening.
Diet can't wait, needs to be done I'm happier when i'm dieting, I like the control. Sort of like self punishment too. Would rather have someone else punishing me tho lol. Thats way more fun.

beer2006

feelinggood wrote:

Would rather have someone else punishing me tho lol. Thats way more fun.

I'm afraid I wouldn't know

I don't even know what you mean.

feelinggood_2

beer2006 wrote:

I'm afraid I wouldn't know

I don't even know what you mean.

Oh, I'm sorry. I was talking about rude things. I forgot that you are all pure and innocent!!

beer2006

feelinggood wrote:

Oh, I'm sorry. I was talking about rude things. I forgot that you are all pure and innocent!!

Exactly, you know I don't do "rude" I'm only a baby fgs, look at the avatar.:D

Not everyone can be an obviously sexually rampant sex machine that you are. keep it up :rotfl:

blondie21

beer2006 wrote:

I think Al meant, how much do you really drink?
Not much would shock us TBH.

At least a bottle of wine a night...but not every night..maybe 5 out of 7 nights....
only having my first glass of wine now. poured at 9.30 and still drinking it ....so even tho said i wasnt drinking tonight...not bad so far....