Alcohol self help thread II

trafalgar_2

ac wrote:

dont no about everyone else but i need a drink :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

:A

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

feelinggood_2

ac wrote:

wotever...... just stop lying to yourself.....

I don't think I'm lying to myself, I'm just trying to be realistic about things
I've had people all my life tell me I'm an attention seeking drama queen, so I probably am! Take everything I say with a pinch of salt - I'm not sure whats real and whats not :-/ :rolleyes:

trafalgar_2

feelinggood wrote:

I have actually spoken to the doctor about this many times, I went on wednesday, but she just answered with her usual "you shouldn't drink you know". Shes reluctant to give me any more help, as last time she got me in to conselling, cbt and physcotherapy, but I didn't stick with any of them.

try another doctor maybe,if your ready to try those things again:D

ac

feelinggood wrote:

I've had people all my life tell me I'm an attention seeking drama queen, so I probably am! Take everything I say with a pinch of salt - I'm not sure whats real and whats not :-/ :rolleyes:

it dosent matter wot other people think !!!!!!!

you have to live in your skin... no one else xxxxxxx

feelinggood_2

trafalgar wrote:

try another doctor maybe,if your ready to try those things again:D

They didn't really help last time, just ended up with more unanswered questions. Always really wanted a drink afterwards!
She asked me to go back next week, so I might do - see what she thinks. Aslong as she doesn't try to get me back on those suicial thought inducing meds, I'm cool :eek:

ac

feelinggood wrote:

I have actually spoken to the doctor about this many times, I went on wednesday, but she just answered with her usual "you shouldn't drink you know". Shes reluctant to give me any more help, as last time she got me in to conselling, cbt and physcotherapy, but I didn't stick with any of them.

wot more do you want her to do if you dont go.. !!!

ever heard...

ya can lead a horse to water :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :T

feelinggood_2

Its pretty easy to make me drink :rotfl:

I'll go back next week then, and try conselling again. There, happy now? :-p

ac

it nowt to do with my happiness FG....

i cant afford to feel happy..... i drink on my emotions xxxx
plus i love getting wasted... the feeling it gives me....

i usually go around feeling as if theres something missing....
and when alcohol enters my body..... i feel complete..
the last peace of the jigsaw to the puzzle...

i feel i can live in my own skin when im usually uncomfy !!!

do you understand anythink im saying ??????????






that was me 17 weeks ago........ i still feel lost..
and uncomfy in my own skin....

but im coping...... facing up to stuff....

not letting problem manifest.......cause thats wot they do
if you dont try to solve them..

you dont have to solve all your problems in one day....

just live one day at a time........

just for today

xxxxx

feelinggood_2

It does make sense AC.
I've not found anything that fills the void. The awful think is I actually hate the taste of drink, its the effect that I feel I need.
I've tried loads of things, and I've never found anything that takes away the pain of just being me like alcohol does.
I suppose I'm being a bit silly really, but why give it up if no one cares if I do drink? Maybe I'm making a big fuss out of it - if my drinking doesn't bother anyone, why should I not do it?

trafalgar_2

feelinggood wrote:

It does make sense AC.
I've not found anything that fills the void. The awful think is I actually hate the taste of drink, its the effect that I feel I need.
I've tried loads of things, and I've never found anything that takes away the pain of just being me like alcohol does.
I suppose I'm being a bit silly really, but why give it up if no one cares if I do drink? Maybe I'm making a big fuss out of it - if my drinking doesn't bother anyone, why should I not do it?

It's clearly bothering you and you need to deal with the pain it's hiding,the void it's filling ,you need to care about you