Alcohol self help thread II

beer2006

No I'm in here, but I should be out there. In fact a few people have said I'm "out there" already.

Spikey_2

ac wrote:

hi you

bye you x

Thanks ac..... for saying hi & bye..... :A

All the rest are ............welllllllllllll ............lets not go there on such a great evening............. it's nice in coventry...........:cool:

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harrie_2

hi mac hi beer

you 2 ok just catching up good luck ac:j

beer2006

Hi shirl, I'm fine thanks, no problems tonght, been talking, amazing you talk to someone about it, who understands and it all comes good.

So do I work on my Mums house tomorrow, or work in the garden.........

harrie_2

glad your good beer i say goodnite :A

Al_Mac

Mrs Mac was doing tuck shop at the youth club tonight.

Lucky old me got to unpack the internet shop:eek: I do wish she'd realise not everything has to be finest:mad: , that a bogof is only worthwhile if you are going to use at least one:mad: That we now have 6 weeks worth of baked beans:eek: six months worth of tinned sweetcorn:eek: a years worth of tinned toms:eek: a years worth of coffee:eek: 3 bottles of washing up liquid:eek: 4 bottles of conditioner:eek: 3 of shampoo:eek:

No she didn't use any vouchers:mad: no she hadn't planned any meals:mad:

OK she complains I don't buy enough At least with me the fridge is empty cause we eat it:rolleyes:

Wouldn't be so bad if she'd put in her claim for the 40 extra hours she'd worked last month:money: now she won't get paid it until after the CC needs paying:mad:

Then she offers to do the last blouse, when I'd done all the rest of the ironing, it was only a cuffs and collar iron required:mad:

Finally she says, you seem a little irritable:rotfl:

Like bl00dy cats, do what they want and treat you like dirt:rolleyes:

micheleen

Al_Mac wrote:

That we now have 6 weeks worth of baked beans:eek:

Does that mean it's going to be windy in the Mac area for the next 6 weeks :eek: :rotfl:

ac

cards on the table time ......................

father in law :rolleyes: viseted this am (yesterday to the mojority)

god nos how but addiction (of anykind) was the subject

(hes cililian...... old country!!!!)

(been watchin 'trisha' on 'normal' tv :rolleyes: )

anyway......

overheard him saying how he dosent have time for people who are alkies/junkies blah blah blar.........

OH didnt say anything ...(well its not the done thing is it ????!!!!)
i just pegged another load of washing out (wasnt nice)... on the otherhand....

he forgets his daughters, ......who havent worked a full day in thier lifes, claiming benifits that they shouldnt.. and are draining monies that they shouldnt, whos kids get fed by school fees which drain funds,
which TAX payers pay ...........

they drive around with no licence... no insurance......
wotever


i & OH... do not claim for anything we should not get..................
CHRIST.....for 12months we have had no tax credits................


i just give up.....................................

back to 0.......................... and im not a coward....I

do not blame todays/yesterdays event/ss

i do not blame ... having agood day/ bad day ...

i dont blame... yesterday was wednesday.....................

i blame ME & only me.

at 10.15pm (yesterday) i had talked myself out of going the AA meeting......
by posting wot i have just post.......

i no i need to go.................i have to face this...,, i want to face this,,

i can defeat this...

i am still trying to come to turm with it........

i still dont accept it as an illness............

i accept it as a problem... but problems can be solved....
and illnesses can be treated......................................................

time for me to go to sleep xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

(hope this post as helped someone/somwere............xxxx)

ac

ps....


downed about 45mls of vodka xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.................

kids sarnies are done........................

there are NO reasons/excuses...........to drive.......

1 mile to school..........if the heavans open..... im still walking it xxxxxxxx

Al_Mac

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ac this is a moment in your life, might not have felt like one.

Wish I could tell you what to do, cant, sorry.

You need to do something, you have a problem, you have to be the one to deal with it and I think life, which is a b1tch, is saying come on girl get on with it.

No body is without fault, the problem is most will not admit they do, first step done, next step?

I got to go now, all my heart and all my thoughts are with you today. You can do it. More hugs and more kisses

Al
xx