lilmissmups moving on and hopefully upwards diary!

lilmissmup

No i agree hun, just been texting him and told him i never want to see him again and tbh i don't cos its hurting too much but now terrified as don't think we will ever speak again.

He won't ever come back, i can't seem to realise that though

I am supposed to be going out in 45 mins so need to buck myself up a bit.

Shoe_Gal

Go out, have fun - even if you have to pretend you are enjoying yourself to start with

doodledo_2

Evening hun I hope you are out having some fun and taking your mind off this.

I think you did the best thing, a clean break is what you both need so you can deal with the break and ultimately move on.

Know where I am if you need a chat x

lilmissmup

Feeling better this morning, saw my friends last night which cheered me up a little but i sometimes take offence to things they say about life, babies etc but thats just me being silly.

Things came to a civil conclusion on the not speaking front though, i don't mean it in a nasty way it just has to be done.

Not sure what I am up too today, might go to town and might be going out later tonight but feeling lazy lol.

lilmissmup

Still in house in Pyjamas lol!

I have just managed to withdraw £10 on scratchcard and £20 from Mutualpoints, I need to get my butt in gear and ring the halifax about my interest rate.

Normal things i used to be capable off seem to disappear out the window these days.

xHayles84x

Hey Dawn,

Sorry to hear things haven't been good between you and your ex - he's behaving like a total d**k, sorry for the language but he ended it and now is being really selfish.

You're doing really well chick - should be proud of yourself.

PJ days are just the best! Well done on withdrawing from scratchie and MP.

Have a great evening whatever you end up doing!
x

Shoe_Gal

Hi Dawn

Hope you've enjoyed your day - even if you never got out of PJ's :rolleyes:

lilmissmup

Nope I didnt lol but I actually went to bed at 7pm last night as was quite bored.

My Dad has gone down to Brighton this weekend to see my nieces, I should have gone with him.

I am supposed to be going out tonight, not really in the mood again but I think i will force myself too, just get bumping into him paranoia.

Don't wanna start becoming a hermit though!

lilmissmup

Good start to the day, won £30 on virgin bingo as decided to play some of my scratchcard earnings, i got a full house but had to share with 2 others but still good.

I would transfer the money into my ISA but bit wary of putting more money into that now with my rubbish rate.

Shoe_Gal

:j:j:j to bingo win

I think you should force yourself to go out. On the off chance you do bump into him he sees what a fabulous time you are having getting on with your life that should do the trick