Trying For a Baby III

Kelinik

so sorry lildevil.

Leopardlady

I am sorry lildevil, please take your time and don't rush anything, look after yourself and we will be here when you come back, (even if it is as a lurker!)

Well done twinklie for booking

polkadot

Lildevil hugs hun-keep us posted
Twinklie No boring-I suspect you've started a trend.

Im feeling absolutely miserable again today. I had my doctors appointment. He insists I see a councelor first because it appears my depression is "only mild now". When I asked how this was decided he said because when he asked if I was suicidal I said no , but my mom comitted suicide (and not a pretty one) when I was 19 so thats the only reason Im not. Im still healing from what she did to us and as disturbing and confusing as the depression can be-I would never do it to my family.
Amd then I went to the post office to pick up a package. It was a competition prize-a lamaze elephant snuggle sleep which I entered just after I found out I was pregnant earlier this year...and at first I though "how cute, some PMA in the post", but then I started feeling crampy again (like Af type crampy) and now Im all weepy and I feel like I know Im going to get a BFN-and then Ill be on cycle 6-since the m/c.I feel like a real dilly do.

Leopardlady

Oh polka, please try and see through today I am on cycle 5 since the mc, and know how you feel about how long it is taking, but then again i try and look on the bding as a good consolation

I have decided that FF is wrong and i actually ov'd on day 14, so tomorrow should be a good day to test on if nothing happens!!! It si very odd as i am on cd31 and i have only had cycles of 25 or 29 days, but hey ho, the sun is shining and i have been for a swim, so life is ok here today Chocolate time though i think

bitzer_maloney

lildevil :grouphug: so sorry to hear your news. Here's hoping you get the super-fertile phase next cycle xx

Leopardlady wrote: »

I have decided that FF is wrong and i actually ov'd on day 14, so tomorrow should be a good day to test on if nothing happens!!! It si very odd as i am on cd31 and i have only had cycles of 25 or 29 days, but hey ho, the sun is shining and i have been for a swim, so life is ok here today Chocolate time though i think

Loving the pma! Want me to look at your chart? I'm getting to be a good chart stalker now

polka - it ain't over til AF is here hon. Even after she arrives, its only a week and a bit from your next chance

stickybabydust xx

Leopardlady

thanks bitzer, how do i share my chart?

jacqhale

Mmmmmmm ... tea and biscuits! Only an hour till I can go home as well :j
Sorry you are feeling down polkadot Big Hugs. x

bitzer_maloney

Leopardlady wrote: »

thanks bitzer, how do i share my chart?

Not a problem

Just go to sharing -> home page set up. At the top is a link to "Your Charting Home Page Web Address"

polkadot

Thanks girls-I think I might have a cuppa and then try some cleaning...might make me feel better. Why does it have to be a roller coaster-isnt is tough enough without all the stupid wobblies in between?

bitzer_maloney

polkadot wrote: »

Thanks girls-I think I might have a cuppa and then try some cleaning...might make me feel better. Why does it have to be a roller coaster-isnt is tough enough without all the stupid wobblies in between?

Totally! I was all PMA'd up today and then my (well meaning) 25wk-gone best mate just told me a mutual friend who had been trying since christmas was pg. It took 5 1/2 months. I know I'm only at 5 months (but 7 cycles) but that really just knocked me for 6. I'm sure it was meant as a positive but all my stupid sad brain heard was "Claire's pregnant, and you're still not" Bloody hormones!!! :mad: