Support for people with Depression

Tiff_2

Hi lm!
How are you angel?
I just saw your post saying you were leaving us and I hope it's not because of anything I may have said, lm - I can't think what, but you never know.
It was kind of you to let us know hunnie so that we wouldn't worry when you didn't post,, but you know I'll worry anyway.

I hope it's because everything is going really well for you and Sammich, or that you want some 'you time' away from the thread and not because of anything upsetting you. Of course I respect your privacy, angel but please remember you're always welcome here and you're a much valued part of the thread.

We're always here for you and you know where to find us if you need us, hunnie. Keeping you in my thoughts as always.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

shazrobo

hi lm, hope your not leaving because your last post went unanswered, i dont even know what atos is

hugs

shaz xxx

LadyMorticia

Hey.

I'm not leaving because of my last post.:o

I just don't feel that at home here anymore.:o

beachbeth

Im sorry that you feel you have to leave, LM. This thread has changed a bit and there are also some new posters. I think it is still warm and friendly here though. I have followed your story with you and Sam and look forward to seeing if you have posted anything - the same as I look forward to seeing Tiffs posts! I love her guide to PMS by the way! Im also interested in your changing avatar too, LM!

I hope you can pop in from time to time, LM, and not leave completely. Hugs and best wishes whatever you do. ((()))

~*Plushroom*~

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Hey.

I'm not leaving because of my last post.:o

I just don't feel that at home here anymore.:o

Glad you aren't leaving because of your last post - I did go goggling to try and find out an answer for you but there wasn't anything useful...or I'm terrible at searching.

This is your home, even if you aren't here. I'll miss you if you aren't here - though I'll be sure to find you in the arms I hope...or at some point on the fashion threads discussing wedding dresses .

Thank you Tiff for the hormone guide, may print that out for the future. Currenlty feeling terrible because stupidly forgot to take my pills for a couple of days and am having serious pms now from it. Try to avoid this as much as possible so messing up wasn't good.

Oh well, how is everybody doing today?

poppycracker

Hey everyone how are things?

L_M *big big hugs* sorry you're feeling as if this thread is not your home. Please keep coming by cos everyone would miss you if you didnt!

*big hugs* to shaz, beachbeth, plush, tiff, miro, tulip, sazzy, amber, and anyone whos new that I haven't noticed.

I'm feeling rotten today. I've been feeling off the last couple of weeks, so I was hoping that maybe I was pregnant but I took a test this morning and I'm not........... never mind, it probably wouldn't be a good thing just now anyway.

Thanks for the pms guide tiff, that really made me laugh. I'll print it out sometime and give it to DH to study!! :rotfl:

dicky_dunock

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Sazbo

Hi PC, hi everyone :hello:

Work's been mega frantic, so not much time to post here Big hugs to all tho, and LM - you stay right here, we need you, sazzy's orders!:D

Gawd, my boss is hassling me again for sommat:rolleyes: I'll try and check back in later.

Much love to all :wave:

Sazzy xxxxxxxxxxx

LadyMorticia

I'm sorry. =/
I'm just having an off period. I've been having an off period for the last month or two.
I just feel like such a failure. I'm supposed to be happy. I have an awesome fianc!. That should make me the happiest girl in the world, right?

I'm still waiting on an appointment from the mental health team to find out who my care co-ordinator is going to be. With every day that goes by and no letter lands on the doormat, I just feel forgotten about, even though I know that they are super busy and it's not personal.

I've been having a lot of health problems lately. My hands and my pelvis have been really painful and I'm achy and exhausted all the time. The doctors aren't listening to me. I've been sent for physio but there wasn't really a proper examination done when I saw the doctor. Although, to be fair, there is only so much you can do in a 10 minute slot.
Physio could take weeks to go through.

To top it off, I found out today that my dad is now married. I presume so anyway. I stumbled onto his Windows Live thing and a woman there called him hubby and I went to her page and he called her wifey. They are in their 50s. Not the kind of things adults joke about like that as teenagers etc would, I don't think.

I'm not sure why it's had such an effect on me. My dad and I don't really get on that well. When we talk, it's civil but I wouldn't say I consider him that much of a father and I have my reasons for that.

So, I potentially have a stepmother. This also means I may have stepbrothers and sisters. As if one mother wasn't bad enough, I might have another one? Now, don't get me wrong, she might be the nicest woman in the world but with my dad's track record, I doubt it and the chances of me meeting her are very slim because my dad is the sort of person who would rather chase women than look after his own children. Sad but true.

I'm not a bitter person. Not at all but I've seen my dad's relationships with women from a young age. I've always been second best. I guess that's never going to change.

Of course, it would just be one of those random terms of endearment and my dad is infact not married but I highly doubt it.

x

Sazbo

LadyM my heart goes out to you xx Other people let you down yet you see
yourself the failure? I can't help feeling that isn't right hun. Anybody would have a hard time coping with everything you're having to cope with right now. And you might be engaged but you still have life to deal with and you are doing the very best you can. You are so brave, for one so young and I'm sure Sam is so proud of you, like we are:)

There's a lot more I want to say to you but right now I am on a train home
trying to type this on my phone with a flaky web connection, and because I am old, by the time I do get home I will have to go to bed soon after!:rolleyes:

But I just wanted to post now to let you know you are very much cared
about by the folk on this thread xx

I will try and post again tomorrow when I have more time
but for now take care hun ok?

Much love,
Sazzy xxxxxx