Fire Fox's Debt-Free in 2009 Diary

Fire_Fox

I'm supposed to be spending today sorting out a load of financial paperwork, instead I am just feeling sick with cold sweats. Mr. Fire Fox and I had a really good talk last night (with the obligatory tears) but today his boss is back to work after two weeks holiday. He doesn't already know that Mr. FF has handed his notice in so will want to start interviewing for his post ASAP as the busy Christmas period is looming. If he doesn't change his mind today - and I don't think he will - that really is it ...

*Jellie*

At least your emotional spending didn't go too out of control and you are on the look out for it.
Sorry to hear things seem final with Mr FF. I was hoping a lot of his decision was guilt driven and he might have changed his mind. Stay strong.

lilmissmup

Awww hun, my ex is !!!!ing me off royally today too by playing with me, haven't seen him for 3 weeks and i just want him to tell me if he is coming round this week but he won't give me an answer either way!!!!

Just says he will text me later in week :mad: If its no thats fine just wanna know.

Men are such barstewards.

Fire_Fox

Three more GTM surveys in my in-box this morning so I am now at 980 points.

I heard from a colleague yesterday who misses me and says basically nothing has changed at work in my absence. I just don't want to have to deal with daily complaints nor can I be enthusiastic with my clients nor do I want to deal with the back-to-work interview. Doctor's appointment Friday.

lilmissmup

How you feeling this evening hun?

I have found work has helped me more than anything since we split, it gives me something to distract me each day.

Fire_Fox

I'm surprisingly wobble-free today, thank you, given I made Mr. Fire Fox tell me he didn't love me at about 6am. Are you feeling better than yesterday?

Am in the middle of plotting a roast dinner for tomorrow - we have that stupidly expensive corn fed chicken and just remembered I have some Home Bargains posh Paxo stuffing, out-of-date chicken seasoning, out-of-date gravy powder, Whoopsie lemons, Value baking potatoes and sundry veg. Not sure how to incorporate the lemon without wrecking another non-stick tray.

lilmissmup

Well you have seen my diary entries today so mmm don't need to answer that do i hun x

Awww sweetie i know its horrid but if he really feels like that its better he goes ASAP its not fair on you.

Cooking? Don't ask me, i am microwave queen sorry

*Jellie*

Save the lemons for lemon curd??
Sorry to hear he said he doesn't love you. Hopefully it's better to know than to just wonder. Hope Dr goes ok

Fire_Fox

:j I passed the Cats Protection homecheck! :j The lady is doing another visit for an indoor cat at the weekend so wants to place specific cats after that.

claire0788

Awww thats good !