time to stop messing around

elantan

hello and welcome to my diary...fancy a virtual biscuit? ...
what type of business do you fancy starting? what skills do you have?

the list is what has to happen if i am to reach my ultimate goal and this way if i keep an eye on it it i will notice it more...i have achieved alot this year but i actually cant remember everything i achieved and that is bad so hopefully this way i will remember by the end of next year what it is i have achieved

taxi73

I am so glad that the lamp is working and that you slept loads better.What a relief.

elantan

thanks taxi ...it certainly is ...i was dreading having to get rid of the mattress if i couldnt sleep but i seem to be ok with it now ...

well i went to the shops today to get some stuff for my face it is so undernourished (so i was told by the girl on the chanel counter lol) well to me it feels very dry i think the weather the fact i work outside then come into a centrally heated house doesnt help ....got some stuff and found out the stuff i was using is for oily skin so i have probably been putting some alcohol on my face duh ...anyway while i was getting the stuff the woman says to me " treating yourself are you" i dont get it how is buying a product that you need to keep your face from hurting treating yourself? i turned to her and said "how on earth is buying this one cleanser and oil to replenish my face treating myself" she looked kinda shocked so i finished with " honey i have no need to feel like i am treating myself i work hard and if i choose to buy a product that i need for my face i will... i dont need to be made to feel guilty or oooo look at me i am treating myself about it" she kinda shuffled away at this point ...maybe i dont get it it's like when you go to the hairdressers and they say" oh are you going out tonight ?" eh no i just want my hair cut ...i must live in a paralell(sp) world i really must

elantan

just won £5 on the scratch cards again nice one ....

Gemmzie

I really need to find my login details for my bingo accounts, they need the username not the email so I can't get into them!

Glad the lamp is making a difference for you

elantan

try to get it gemmz i know 80p a week isnt much ...but that is the minimum i have won a few £5's now ..every bit helps ...i still wish for the £100 though lol

boredofbeingathome

elantan wrote: »

thanks taxi ...it certainly is ...i was dreading having to get rid of the mattress if i couldnt sleep but i seem to be ok with it now ...

well i went to the shops today to get some stuff for my face it is so undernourished (so i was told by the girl on the chanel counter lol) well to me it feels very dry i think the weather the fact i work outside then come into a centrally heated house doesnt help ....got some stuff and found out the stuff i was using is for oily skin so i have probably been putting some alcohol on my face duh ...anyway while i was getting the stuff the woman says to me " treating yourself are you" i dont get it how is buying a product that you need to keep your face from hurting treating yourself? i turned to her and said "how on earth is buying this one cleanser and oil to replenish my face treating myself" she looked kinda shocked so i finished with " honey i have no need to feel like i am treating myself i work hard and if i choose to buy a product that i need for my face i will... i dont need to be made to feel guilty or oooo look at me i am treating myself about it" she kinda shuffled away at this point ...maybe i dont get it it's like when you go to the hairdressers and they say" oh are you going out tonight ?" eh no i just want my hair cut ...i must live in a paralell(sp) world i really must

:rotfl: :rotfl: I can just imagine you saying it too..lol ..

How are things with you?

elantan

its one of those things that bug me to be honest always has ...the reason i probably said it today was cause she was about the third person to say it to me lol...and no i didnt buy three lots of things just the one but i went from shop to shop pricing and checking i had the right stuff ...

i am doing good getting ready for uni we have a class about our assignment today thankfully so it will be good to bat ideas back and forward with other people in the class ....

have done my scratches for today got a whole 20p which is ok by me 20p is 20p i can put it to the money i *treated* myself with lol ..

s.a.d lamp is on as we speak and i have to say i do feel better so far so that is a great thing

hypno06

I am glad the lamp is making a difference - and well done on the scratchards too - I have had a few £5s from it but like you am still waiting for the £100......must be due it by now :rolleyes:

swampytiggaa

just read all of this - well done on your achievements and your goals for next year sound fab!

QQ - what are these scratchcards? am i missing a way of making some cash?

thank you xx