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KTjazz - the great life overhaul

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  • KTjazz
    KTjazz Posts: 688 Forumite
    I am an idiot!!!!

    I fell off the wagon and didn't even notice.

    Today I went to the vending machine to get a sandwich. they'd put their prices up. minimim £1.80 for a rubbish sandwich. I paid £1.20 for a rubbish roll and sausage and I am wondering what's happened to me! Today I vow no more vending machines!!

    good grief!

    tomorrow is another day, right?!
    :hello: - Proud to be dealing with my debts!:j DFW nerd No. 1011!
    I'm back, and this time I mean business!
    If you need to talk to someone confidentially call Samaritans on 08457 90 90 90 or email jo@samaritans.org
    My heart knows me better than I know myself so I'm going to let it do all the talking.
  • mooomin
    mooomin Posts: 13,703 Forumite
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    KTjazz wrote: »

    tomorrow is another day, right?!

    Canteen soup (Watery and overpriced) and a cup of tea for a quid certainly has me hoping so...
  • EssexHebridean
    EssexHebridean Posts: 25,935 Forumite
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    Sorry to hear about your OH's gran - it must be some comfort to him at least that she's not in pain though.

    I think you're giving yourself WAY too hard a time at the moment - so you had a good cry, well good for you, and it was probably the best thing you could have done if you were bottling it all up. You've shouldered so much recently along with trying to fight your way out of debt too - cut yourself some slack girl, you don't have to be superwoman! Here - take a :T and sit down with a :beer: or a :coffee: if you prefer, put your feet up and congratulate yourself on how well you've been coping instead.
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  • KTjazz
    KTjazz Posts: 688 Forumite
    Well it's official, my OHs family are stubbourn!

    Tell them they should be dead on Monday and they are out of hospital alive and kicking on Friday...

    Rollercoaster!!!!!!!!!
    :hello: - Proud to be dealing with my debts!:j DFW nerd No. 1011!
    I'm back, and this time I mean business!
    If you need to talk to someone confidentially call Samaritans on 08457 90 90 90 or email jo@samaritans.org
    My heart knows me better than I know myself so I'm going to let it do all the talking.
  • KTjazz
    KTjazz Posts: 688 Forumite
    Spoke too soon. OH's gran had another stroke yesterday and is back in hospital.

    I want to sleep for a really really long time. I'm getting weary now
    :hello: - Proud to be dealing with my debts!:j DFW nerd No. 1011!
    I'm back, and this time I mean business!
    If you need to talk to someone confidentially call Samaritans on 08457 90 90 90 or email jo@samaritans.org
    My heart knows me better than I know myself so I'm going to let it do all the talking.
  • Lurker1972
    Lurker1972 Posts: 779 Forumite
    Couldn't read & run
    Have spent the last 2 days reading your diary feeling your ups & downs.
    Love the list of things to do, hav no doubt that you will achieve them all as you seem to be a very determined person with a heart of gold.

    heres hoping that 2009 starts to improve for you....soon

    x
    I do not make mistakes, I learn lessons.
    I work to live, not live to work.
    I love to live & live to love.
    Good enough is exactly that.
  • Dinah93
    Dinah93 Posts: 11,466 Forumite
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    Hey KT just to say I'm thinking of you and I'm sorry your year has been so unbelievably crap so far. Stay strong girl. x
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  • Pippilongstocking
    Pippilongstocking Posts: 16,336 Forumite
    fayjmck wrote: »
    ((((hugs)))) - keep taking care of you, its OK to get mad and cry.

    The force is strong within you :)

    Even if it doesnt feel like it :)

    Been wondering how you were - x
    Total debt 26/4/18 <£1925 we were getting there. :beer:
    Total debt as of 28/4/19 £7867.38:eek:
    minus 112.06 = £7755.32:money:
    :money:Sleeves up folks.:money:
  • KTjazz
    KTjazz Posts: 688 Forumite
    Hi everyone. Thanks for all your support. I'm still here. Still keeping on keeping on!

    I am going to post more song lyrics today.

    Avril Lavigne - Runaway

    Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
    Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
    My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
    Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
    You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
    No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
    Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
    Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

    And I feel so alive
    I can't help myself, don't you realize

    I just wanna scream and lose control
    Throw my hands up and let it go
    Forget about everything and runaway yeah
    I just want to fall and lose myself
    Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
    Forget about everything and runaway yeah

    So so is how I'm doing if you're wondering
    I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
    Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
    Yeah you know how it is life can be a !!!!!

    But I feel so alive
    I can't help myself, don't you realize

    I just wanna scream and lose control
    Throw my hands up and let it go
    Forget about everything and runaway yeah
    I just want to fall and lose myself
    Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
    Forget about everything and runaway yeah

    Runaway Runaway

    I just wanna scream and lose control
    Throw my hands up and let it go
    Forget about everything and runaway yeah
    I just want to fall and lose myself
    Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
    Forget about everything and runaway yeah
    :hello: - Proud to be dealing with my debts!:j DFW nerd No. 1011!
    I'm back, and this time I mean business!
    If you need to talk to someone confidentially call Samaritans on 08457 90 90 90 or email jo@samaritans.org
    My heart knows me better than I know myself so I'm going to let it do all the talking.
  • Pippilongstocking
    Pippilongstocking Posts: 16,336 Forumite
    Ah ha

    KT - I have one right back atcha...........................

    In this proud land we grew up strong
    We were wanted all along
    I was taught to fight, taught to win
    I never thought I could fail

    No fight left or so it seems
    I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
    Ive changed my face, Ive changed my name
    But no one wants you when you lose

    Dont give up
    cos you have friends
    Dont give up
    Youre not beaten yet
    Dont give up
    I know you can make it good


    Though I saw it all around
    Never thought I could be affected
    Thought that wed be the last to go
    It is so strange the way things turn

    Drove the night toward my home
    The place that I was born, on the lakeside
    As daylight broke, I saw the earth
    The trees had burned down to the ground

    Dont give up
    You still have us
    Dont give up
    We dont need much of anything
    Dont give up
    cause somewhere theres a place
    Where we belong

    Rest your head
    You worry too much
    Its going to be alright
    When times get rough
    You can fall back on us
    Dont give up
    Please dont give up


    got to walk out of here
    I cant take anymore
    Going to stand on that bridge
    Keep my eyes down below
    Whatever may come
    And whatever may go
    That rivers flowing
    That rivers flowing

    Moved on to another town
    Tried hard to settle down
    For every job, so many men
    So many men no-one needs

    Dont give up
    cause you have friends
    Dont give up
    Youre not the only one
    Dont give up
    No reason to be ashamed
    Dont give up
    You still have us
    Dont give up now
    Were proud of who you are
    Dont give up
    You know its never been easy
    Dont give up
    cause I believe theres the a place
    Theres a place where we belong
    Total debt 26/4/18 <£1925 we were getting there. :beer:
    Total debt as of 28/4/19 £7867.38:eek:
    minus 112.06 = £7755.32:money:
    :money:Sleeves up folks.:money:
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