Depression Support Thread

shazrobo

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Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

Hope all is well,I had a good day today,went for dinner with friends at a pub,then did a very big food shop and I mean big! 4 carrier bags worth at least I went home and scanned it all,then I went to a hospital to visit a friend and she looks really well in herself although not quite there yet.

I got back at 7.30pm,rang parents,then ate tea and came on here.

I am off to bed soon as I am getting tired now

I will chat tomorrow

Night! Night!

love and light,

Katie xxx

Miroslav

maytaurus wrote: »

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That looks like a combination of 2 of my cats :rotfl:

shazrobo

morning all, how is everyone this morn?

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

Hope you are all well,I am fine today I am seeing my parents soon as they will come over and see me for a bit Not doing alot today,just going to relax and enjoy the day.Welcome MayTaurus to the thread

Have a great day!


*hugs* to those that need one


love and light,

Katie xxx

Diamond78

Hi Everyone,
Hope your all enjoying this fine weather. It has been a gorgeous day. Usually when the sun is shining so is my mood. Today has been a really hard day for me. So much has happened in the last few months. I cant go into detail as its really hard for me to talk about it and I dont like talking about it. Im not sure how I have got through these difficult months....Thats what gets me. I keep going through so much pain in so many aspects of my life. Each time I pull myself back up and things seem to be positive, then something slaps you right in the face and brings you back down.
At this right moment, I feel like hitting the bottle and drinking, I am sooo tired, my sleep is dreadful at the moment. Im also tired of going to my gp, as even he is amazed at how well I have been coping but deep inside I feel like Im dying. I cant carry on pretending my life is ok and that I have to keep being strong.I dont have the energy to pretend anymore. I cant tell anyone what is actually going on which makes it harder. I feel I am cursed.
I am starting to think that I will never escape depression and will continue to have these erratic lows and highs. I cant see a way out like everything is blocking me from moving on with life. Each time I take a step forward, its like being pushed back.What hope I had feels like its fading away. Im going to get ds asleep early, well Im going to try but hes sleep is still not good. Anyway sorry its a misrable post from me, I find it hard coming on here sometimes, sometimes I really want to post but my posts are always so depressing(it is a depression thread lol). I wish I could just come on and say more positive stuff. I really need to try and get myself out of this really low mood but nothing will cheer me up. I want to cry so much but I cant break down as ds will see. Why cant I have a normal and uncomplicated life?

Amber_Sunshine

I'll echo your last line ...

Decided that the responsible thing is to give Isis up and let someone adopt her who can offer her a stable home. I can't. I don't even know where I'm going to be sleeping Tues night.

shazrobo

(((hugs))) diamond, please post as often as you like, thats what this thread is here for, really hope things start to look up for you soon. if it helps i'll tell you i have been so low lots and lots of times, over the last 14 years, sometimes even now things will happen that will remind me off the past, but i truly believe i am winning the battle against depression, and you will too one day, it is a long battle but we will all get there in the end, just have to try stay positive as much as we can
hugs shaz xxx

shazrobo

Amber_Sunshine wrote: »

I'll echo your last line ...

Decided that the responsible thing is to give Isis up and let someone adopt her who can offer her a stable home. I can't. I don't even know where I'm going to be sleeping Tues night.

hi amber, sorry to hear that you are having to give up isis, hope you find somewhere to live real soon, do u have any family or friends nearby that could put you up?
hugs
shaz xxx

Amber_Sunshine

No, nobody.