pania's finding the courage for once in my life diary

hypno06

tootallulah wrote: »

Morning Pania

I am a terrible reader not poster but I had to write to say good luck. I know Malaysia really well and love it, the easiest Asian country in the world and you can definitely get Jaffas and Red Bull. I really hope you get the job, if you want to know more about Malaysia drop me a pm. Good to see you back.

There you go then......absolutely NO reason to hold back!!

Burlesque_Babe

tootallulah wrote: »

you can definitely get Jaffas and Red Bull.

Now that would definitely persuade me to go

jinky67

Pania I know what you mean about holding back I have done it all my life too through the fear of something happening...stupid really..even if things dont go to plan they help you learn and grow...hope you get the job and find the courage to take it.
x

pania

Hello all you crazy overnighters!!

Yesterday i posted some things here that i have never mentioned before for fear of it sounding silly, now i have i am absolutely amazed at the amount of people that feel the same or haven't had the courage to follow a goal previously. makes me feel extrodinarily LESS silly so thank you for that.

Checked my e-mails this morning and nothing so far... the suspense is killing me!!!

Well, Yesterday was a good money making day. I complained to ladbrokes hat they hadn't credited my free 25 bet so they credited me with 2 free 25 bets!!:j i had to mug-punt them (:o ) as i don't have the money available to match but put them on pretty much certain football matches today and should net me a tidy £36.50 return for absolutely no outlay if they win... Man U vs Portsmouth anyone???? I backed portsmouth... what do you mean that was the wrong choice???:rotfl: :rotfl: only kidding.

I also transfered £1.91 to my debt repayment account in recognition of the pay a debt a day challenge..:D well, it all adds up you know!!:rotfl: I also listed 2 further items on feebay. :j

Right, I've got to take the dog out for a walk. i'm taking her back today as my friends are home from holiday.and am surprised by how much i think i'll miss her when she is gone.

Aiming for an NSD today.. i WILL NOT buy redbull!! it doesn't quite fit with the loose a stone part of my goals and isn't very mse... now, how can i get sugarfree redbullm into the mse part of the day??:rolleyes:

Surfbabe

Afternoon Pania - I don;t log on for 24 hours and you start a new diary and are up to post 55 !!!!!!!!!!!! Good luck on what ever happens -

The_Dragon

Just to add to the "should I go to Malaysia" conundrum Pania - a friend of mine has just been there on a years contract from her company and when they asked if she was prepared to stay longer she snapped at it and is now staying for a 5 year stint!!

jinky67

Found this and thought of you...

"Be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid only of standing still."

Different_Corner

pania wrote: »

Hello all you crazy overnighters!!

Yesterday i posted some things here that i have never mentioned before for fear of it sounding silly, now i have i am absolutely amazed at the amount of people that feel the same or haven't had the courage to follow a goal previously. makes me feel extrodinarily LESS silly so thank you for that.

Pania from where I'm standing nothing makes a lot of sense anymore, so nothing sounds silly either !

Just think this time tomorrow you'll know....:T

racer256

Hi, I just wanted to wish you luck with the Malaysian job Go for it girl! I will be watching you closely. xx

duchy

Well I'm still waiting for P to call me back..........
Had a bit of ridiculous luck yesterday....started in the wee small hours when I couldn't sleep and decided to put £20 on slots......ended up with £100 so banked it............but it didn't go thorough so did the idiot thing and decided to play some more.....and ended up with £900 !!! Needless to say I banked it. Very non DFW but wow !!!