Depression Support Thread

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote: »

((Miro))

I'm so happy to see you, I think about you often. I'm glad you've posted. Sorry it isn't under happier circumstances though.

(((Huge Hugs)))


(I do hope you remember me!)

Feelie!

Nice to 'see' you.

How are we doing?

I'll type out my 'problem' a little later. I need to go beat up some pillows first

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote: »

Feelie!

Nice to 'see' you.

How are we doing?

I'll type out my 'problem' a little later. I need to go beat up some pillows first

I think I'm getting somewhere, or I'm not. I'm not sure!

To update you (because you are oh so interested!)
- I've got a CPN
- My GP has asked the CMHT for a second opinion
- After a suicide attempt, I'm on anti-pyschotics.
- Its been 20 months since I had a drink!
- For the past 4 months, I've been having an affair with a married man

Well, thats me

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote: »

I think I'm getting somewhere, or I'm not. I'm not sure!

To update you (because you are oh so interested!)
- I've got a CPN
- My GP has asked the CMHT for a second opinion
- After a suicide attempt, I'm on anti-pyschotics.
- Its been 20 months since I had a drink!
- For the past 4 months, I've been having an affair with a married man

Well, thats me

CPN :j

CMHT Opinion - I suppose you could say they are at least taking an 'interest'

Anti Psychotics - Do they make you feel any better?

20 months tee-total :j

Affair :eek:

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote: »

CPN :j

CMHT Opinion - I suppose you could say they are at least taking an 'interest'

Anti Psychotics - Do they make you feel any better?

20 months tee-total :j

Affair :eek:

I was on a really high dose of the APs and they made me sleep ALOT. 16 hours a day! Can't do anything bad while you are asleep, so they helped. I'm on a lower dose now, probably need to go a bit higher. They've helped more than any antidepressants ever had for me. Affair is a bit strange - he is absolutely wonderful and we can't quite believe it. Can't believe someone actually wants me :rotfl:

Oh, and I have a rabbit!
http://i173.photobucket.com/albums/w48/aaselove/1-3.jpg

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote: »

I was on a really high dose of the APs and they made me sleep ALOT. 16 hours a day! Can't do anything bad while you are asleep, so they helped. I'm on a lower dose now, probably need to go a bit higher. They've helped more than any antidepressants ever had for me. Affair is a bit strange - he is absolutely wonderful and we can't quite believe it. Can't believe someone actually wants me :rotfl:

Oh, and I have a rabbit!
http://i173.photobucket.com/albums/w48/aaselove/1-3.jpg

16 hours is alot. I often wish I could sleep that long until something gets better.

There is someone for everyone. Well apart from me :rolleyes:

Nice rabbit. Does he/she like it's locust beans?

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote: »

16 hours is alot. I often wish I could sleep that long until something gets better.

There is someone for everyone. Well apart from me :rolleyes:

Nice rabbit. Does he/she like it's locust beans?

You'll find someone for you Miro - someone who appreciates how special you are, someone who be capable of loving you.

BunBun likes everything apart from banana. She'll eat anything out of your hand, but hold a banana near her and she freaks out and runs away!

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote: »

You'll find someone for you Miro - someone who appreciates how special you are, someone who be capable of loving you.

BunBun likes everything apart from banana. She'll eat anything out of your hand, but hold a banana near her and she freaks out and runs away!

Nah. I'm not good enough sadly. There has to be me to make others look good. They just don't appreciate what I give to them :rolleyes:

Are rabbits supposed to like Banana?

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote: »

Nah. I'm not good enough sadly. There has to be me to make others look good. They just don't appreciate what I give to them :rolleyes:

Are rabbits supposed to like Banana?

I don't know. I like bananas. I assumed she would too! I suppose wild rabbits don't stumble on bananas often do they.

I know you feel not good enough Miro, but I like to think that we are quite good friends (well, as much as friends can be online) and I know you are a lovely bloke with a good heart. You are genuine, funny, caring, kind, loving and an all round catch. I know you have problems, but that doesn't exclude you from finding someone. The 'Guy' is amazing with my problems - he is the first person I've met who understands and knows how to help me.

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote: »

I don't know. I like bananas. I assumed she would too! I suppose wild rabbits don't stumble on bananas often do they.

I know you feel not good enough Miro, but I like to think that we are quite good friends (well, as much as friends can be online) and I know you are a lovely bloke with a good heart. You are genuine, funny, caring, kind, loving and an all round catch. I know you have problems, but that doesn't exclude you from finding someone. The 'Guy' is amazing with my problems - he is the first person I've met who understands and knows how to help me.

:rotfl:

I like Apples, but I haven't assumed my cats might :rotfl:

It doesn't seem like women like all those things sadly. Looks, money and status mean more to most. I'm not saying all, I just don't meet the ones that may appreciate me

The fact i'm rubbish at communication and have 'problems' doesn't help me. People want quick short term fixes and not take the time to get to know the likes of me

feelinggood_2

Oh well, at least you've got Britney! I saw one of my idols live the other day - Meat Loaf! Now that is a gorgeous man!