Depression Support Thread

Stephb1986_2

he just has the one sister she's 26 with 3 kids that are 8,7,4 she tells my OH what the kids want for their birthdays no matter what it costs! the 4 year olds birthday was last week and she wanted a sand pit and a slide now im only 21 but im sure that came to over £40 you will know better as you have kids yourself.

He's already give him the game as its his birthday today he's done it behind my back as i said cant he get him a different game thats a bit cheaper.

My OH has no kids either but his sister only gives him £10 for his birthday but lets her kids have £40+ presents off him!

I need some fresh air before i go round there and give her a piece of my mind.

Steph xx

queensway_boy

hugs everyone xx

Stephb1986_2

Hi QWB how are you hun?

Steph xx

slowlyfading

hey everyone... sorry i haven't been posting much. Today was my graduation, and all i could think of was how fat i looked

Stephb1986_2

I bet you didnt!!

Steph xx

slowlyfading

Stephb1986 wrote: »

I bet you didnt!!

Steph xx

I really did ah well. how are you? xx

queensway_boy

septemberblues wrote: »

Where is everyone? Missing you all.................:o

You ok sb? big hug xx

queensway_boy

slowlyfading wrote: »

hey everyone... sorry i haven't been posting much. Today was my graduation, and all i could think of was how fat i looked

Hugs sf xx

queensway_boy

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Hello.

Just thought I would drop in.

I've been doing some drawing. Not very good, mind you, but it is drawing nonetheless.lol.

I'm trying to keep my brain active, otherwise I'll crack.

I'm going to sort my Ipod out later into different playlists. I need to be productive or I fear I'll go out of my tiny little mind.

How are we all today?

xx

Hugs anni xx

earth

Evening
How are we all?
I am even more foggy brained today. The children are getting up so early that it is still dark at breakfast time!
Now dont shout at me but I havent started my citoralapram yet. Its just the thought of the side effects over the school summer hols. My current plan (and this could all change by tomorrow) is to rope in OH and my mum to help over the hols as much as poss then start the tablets in sept. inthe mean time I am going to look for some counselling. I reckon there are some "issues" that I need to deal with if I am ever going to shift this depression for good.
Life gets easier over school hols as I can avoid seeing lots of people. i basically have no friends as my self esteem is so low that I havent been able to maintain any friendships. this just sends me even more downhill and I stop taking the risk of trying to make friends. Hands up all the Billy-no-mates!
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