Depression Support Thread

Amber_Sunshine

Know what OH said yesterday? Í don´t want to hurt you´. Well tough, you already have. Deal with it.

Amber_Sunshine

Here´s a great pair of videos from Youtube, it´s an absolute hoot.

Watch this one first:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3U0udLH974

Then this one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JynBEX_kg8&feature=related

feelinggood_2

You know what my OH said last night? "You are making life difficult for me, I'd rather you just went to bed and stoped whining." As I walked up the stairs, he shouted in a sarcastic way "You aren't going to overdose are you?".

Apart from the OH situation, I've decided that I can't trust the other man with my thoughts and my feelings. I still care about him, but he can't give me what I need, despite his promises.

I'm definitely a lesbian now.

Amber_Sunshine

feelinggood wrote: »

You know what my OH said last night? "You are making life difficult for me, I'd rather you just went to bed and stoped whining." As I walked up the stairs, he shouted in a sarcastic way "You aren't going to overdose are you?".
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:eek: is all I can say.

ilovegreatdanes

wanted to send hugs to LM and AS and SF.....XXX
HI to TOMMY.very strange not 2b qwb:) but still the best xxxx
love you all.xxx ilgd xx

feelinggood_2

I've got a support worker coming round this morning, to discuss getting me back into voluntary work. Seems a bit soon really, seeing as for the past fortnight I've gone back to not being able to leave the house without OH. I've run out of meds because I can't get to the doctors. Don't think I'm ready to work!

ilovegreatdanes

hugs to FG XXX

Amber_Sunshine

Even one afternoon a week would help, would you be able to deal with that?

feelinggood_2

Amber_Sunshine wrote: »

Even one afternoon a week would help, would you be able to deal with that?

Depends if I'm able to leave the house. At the moment, thats pretty much impossible. I've no idea why things have gone so downhill, but its been getting worse of the past 4 months. Hopefully I'll snap out of this soon - I don't want to go through all the hell of gradually dealing with 'the outside'.

I did one afternoon a week voluntary work for 4 months earlier in the year, and I hated every moment of it. I couldn't hack the stress of it. It was supposed to get me meeting people, but I ended up spending every day in a little attic room steaming clothes, panicking over small descisions and breaking down in tears because I didn't know if something was too old to sell.

Diamond78

Hello Everyone,
I am finally back!! I managed to go to my mums but fell so ill while there, I could not fly back so was stuck out there for longer than I wanted. I am still not well, have a very bad ear infection and had to go hospital while at my mums. I only arrived last night and was told not to fly but I had to as needed to come home.
I have missed you all so much. I havent got a clue what everyones been doing and so hope everyone is well and doing ok. Im sure there are loads of posts but I cant read as I have no energy and my ear pain is killing me. I also have jetlag,the flight was delayed and got lost on the way home.But Im glad to be home finally.
Sending you all love, hugs and kisses xx